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My Plans...

2012-02-15T14:00:00.000+08:00

Life is all about planning...

My plans for 1st half of 2012 (as of now):
Jan: Jam Hsiao Concert, Zoo Trip - Done!
Feb: Chalet, Mayday Concert
Mar: Taiwan Trip
Apr: -
May: Thailand Trip
Jun: -

Plans are subjected to changes. But those listed above are confirmed confirmed le... =)
Some plans are still in progress...

So what's your plan? ^^

A Change

2012-02-15T13:43:00.000+08:00

Hope you like the new changes to my blog... =)

I will try to update this space more often and less update on twitter lah..
Hehe~~ Kinda hard but i will try..

If not, you can follow me on twitter or weibo mah.. =)

Hi~~ * Wave Hand*

2012-02-15T12:42:00.002+08:00

It's been such a long long long time since i last updated this space...

Anyone miz me here? Doubt so lah... =p

Spicy or 白鸡?

2011-07-11T10:22:00.002+08:00

LE, SC and I decided to head out for lunch one fine day. Had enuff of canteen food, LE said.

After much decision, we decided to try out Texas Chicken at United Square. I never tried Texas Chicken before, and in case you are as sua ku as me, there’re spicy and non-spicy for their chicken. I ordered a Texas Sampler Meal and SC & LE ordered a Tenders Chicken Meal each. Their winglets and chicken taste gd but not so for their tenders. Too dried, all of us agreed.

When Ms LE who was sitting beside me, couldn’t finish her meal, she turned and asked me to help her. I decided to take 1 piece and try.

The funny conversation:

Me: Spicy 吗?

Ms LE (sudden outburst): 我哪里知道是白鸡还是黑鸡?

Me: 我问你spicy 吗啦! 哪里有问你是黑鸡白鸡… (三条线)

时隔多日, 我还是觉得很好笑… 后悔当时没顶回她: 我还公鸡母鸡leh.. LOL~~~

2nd Half of 2011

2011-06-15T12:58:00.003+08:00

Before the end of 1st half of 2011, I've planned (and confirmed some) for the 2nd half of 2011. =)

Am starting off with a musical play in July - The Music of Andrew Lloyd Webber. Woohoo~~ Happened to know abt this play by chance. Hurhur~~ Was watching the news (I forgot on which channel) and was so eggcited abt this. Hv asked Ms Chan whether will she be keen to watch, and she gladly replied a yes... Yipee~~ The tix are not cheap I muz say, but it's kinda once in a lifetime kinda deal. So ya, what the hell? LOL~~

Am returning to the zoo on 24Jul. =) My mom haven been to the zoo for at least a decade. I balloted for the company zoo entry pass and viola! I'm the lucky one! LOL~~

Then it will be away to the Land of Smiles (and Elephants?) in end July. Will be back in early August. Ya, nothing planned for August... Yet... Sighz... There were initial plans to travel BUT someone's someone said here dangerous, there dangerous. So in the end, the plan was abandoned. ='( And, as far as I know, that might be the only time that I will ask this someone again.

September! Oh, not much plan in September yet. I mean out of the 30days, i only got 1 day plan. Hahahahha~~

Am going to Hkg in Oct, during Dad's birthday. =) We are gonna celebrate Dad's birthday in Hkg!! He sounded happy... At the moment lah... Hurhur~~

No plans in Nov but I got countdown plans!! Hurhur~~ Waiting for Ms WWW to confirm only leh... I think she will take a long time.

Oh, in the midst of these plans, I'm really considering, thinking hard whether to *throw the letter* anot. It's been 4yrs liao... I think i hv tahan long enuff lor... Sighz... I aint the kind who will be able to tahan for a decade lah. So 4yrs shld be enuff. And this job is really getting on my nerves every now and then.

So Paiseh~~

2011-06-06T20:15:00.008+08:00

Had a kinda weird dream last nite...

Dreamt that one of my colleagues is getting married. The funny thing is that we dunno who's the bride is... Then suddenly he announced that I'm the bride!! Wahahahaha~~~ So funny hor? In my dream lah, it is that funny! I was stunned, surprised, taken aback... Can't rem whether did I marry him in the end... Coz that's when I woke up liao...

BUT it's totally different story when I saw him today... Kinda paiseh to see him today... Hurhur~~~ *Blush*

And I'm not going to tell any of u who that person is!! It's a secret!! A secret that I will share with myself only!! Hehehe~~~

Demise of my ah-mah

2011-05-24T20:29:00.003+08:00

It came as a sudden, as a surprise. An unwelcome surprise. I received the news on 16 May, at ard 8.35am... I was already in my office, tucking in my breakfast when my dad (who happened to be off that day) rang me up and informed this news: 'Ah mah left already. Mum is crying very bitterly.' After I end the call, i immediately ran over to my boss' cubicle and told her that my ah
mah is gone and i need to go home immediately.

I was so bitterly upset that i arrived home later than everyone else. Coz by the time when we reached ah mah's hse, they already sent ah mah for injections to preserve the body for 7days. Mum din see ah mah there and almost burst out crying... I feel guilty, real guilty.

We get changed and prepared for the funeral, prepared for the return of ah mah and her casket. There's a kinda ceremony for this and we, the children, the grandchildren and the great grandchildren of ah mah all kneel down to 'welcome' her back. During the ceremony, I heard a woman crying, loud and bitter. I tot it's my second aunt but little did i know that it's actually my
Mum. Mum was kneeling down at least 3 rows ahead of me and I only came to realise after the ceremony. My tears started to flow down after i saw my mum wept until like that. My heart breaks. I felt terrible. I felt guilty. I felt useless – coz i can only tell my mum dun be so upset yet i cant do anything to ease her pain.

The wake lasted till 22 May. It's one of my ah mah's wish to hold the wake for 7days. Lotsa frenz, relatives and colleagues came down to pay the last respects for ah mah. Very crowded, very 热闹. Ah mah likes 热闹. Gone thru almost all the rituals. Was worried that my mum might
collapse so I wld try to stay and stick ard with her. I have to take care of her coz she's my mum! Dad warned me that mum still hv a stage to go thru which she will totally breakdown – the crementation session. I agreed, so i prepared lotsa tissue papers (juz in case). The bidding farewell ceremony is another heartbreaker. All of ah mah's children, including my mum, was crying uncontrollably. In fact, most of us started to cry as well... 我们很舍不得阿嬷. 所有的坚强都在这时刻瓦解了... 泪如断了线的珍珠般不停的滴落...

Tears flowed down yet uncontrollably again when we reached Mandai. My mum was shouting, screaming, crying loudly when the casket was slowly moving towards the 'fire'. We were told to come back the following day to collect the ashes.

My eldest uncle was the first one to place one of ah mah's bones/ashes to the urn. Unknowingly, he juz dropped the bone. It was only later that the person told him to place it gently. Feeling very guilty, he started to cry all over again. All of us accompanied ah-mah to her new home in Bedok. Everyone told turns to say a word or two with ah mah. When it was ah-gong's turn, 他双手合十想向阿嬷道别时却被阻止了... 我看到阿公终于忍不住很难过的落泪了, 我的眼泪又很不争气的落下了...

回到家里, 我终于忍不住嚎啕大哭了... 一直劝妈妈不要哭, 一直在陪哭... 这次却是真真实实的哭了... 好难过, 好难过, 好像憋了好久, 好像好久没哭似的, 泪水一直不断往下滑... 妈妈最后发现了, 而这次换成是她来安慰我...

阿嬷啊, 大家都好想念你啊!! 希望你在天堂会因为无病无痛而比较快乐啊!! 你永远会活在我们的心中的!

一路好走

2011-02-01T12:47:00.003+08:00

Received news that an ex-schoolmate passed away yest. In one side of the story, i heard that she suffered a stroke, the other side of the story is that she got blood clots in her brain. Anyway, she collapsed while working on last Thu (24Jan), and went unconcious ever since. Her family members (after much consideration, I believe so) decided to remove the life support. So she left the earth and headed to the heaven last nite.

Wasnt really that close to her. Wasnt really very 熟 with her. Know her by name. Know that she's from which class. Know that she's the same batch as me. Know that she's of the same age as me. Felt real sad especially when she's of the same age as me and is someone that I know... =( It really made me wonder: my turn will be here soon? Can I hv some warnings/ signals first pls? Hv yet to learn the importances of alot of thingy yet... I hope I'm still able to catch up....

Rest in peace gal... 一路好走...

Recap of 2010-03

2011-01-19T13:23:00.002+08:00

家家有本難唸的經

As I previously mentioned, my sis-in-law was intro to the family in May. A time when they already planned to live and stay together, a time when they already planned to ROM. And they did so in Sept. Everyone of us is happy, really happy. But alas, how long can the happiness last?

Hmm… I dunno what to say lah… Maybe they din really know each other that well? Maybe she havent adapt to our family yet? Maybe she havent blend in to our family yet? Quarrels, arguments, crazy acts (which I dun want to elaborate) of various topics, various subjects filled up Year 2010. Argued abt anything under the sun. I often tot abt this: When there’s no mutual trust and understanding, why get married? Isn’t mutual trust and mutual understanding a fundamental part of marriage? Venting angers on each other or others are plain silly lor.

We did welcome her with open arms when she joined our family back then. But it’s only less than a yr that this relationship turned sour. An incident occurred which I was forced to take a day leave to take care of. An incident that left a thorn in everybody’s heart. Till today, that incident remains. Mystery unsolved. It’s kinda become a forbidden topic in our hse.

I truly wish to restore the harmony in our hse. I truly want back our peace and happiness in our hse. I know the art of getting along with each other is not easy to master. Everyone is learning, learning hard. But I hope we can work this out together.

Year 2011 is still a year of hope, rite? Anything can happen. And I really mean anything!

Let’s stay hopeful! =)

Recap of 2010-02

2011-01-18T13:02:00.003+08:00

享受人生

Quitted partying for no apparent reasons. Juz plain tired, I guess. I figured out that the cover charges, the drinks, the suppers and the cabfare home really cost me quite a fortunate. So I need to seek some sort of alternatives. =)

2010 was the year when my sis-in-law was officially intro to our hse. To keep her company, my bro would suggest going for movies, kite-flying, ktv, bowling, dinner, etc… Kinda sad to say but yes, I’m juz a 陪襯品 lor… But still did enjoy these activities lah. I like bowling sessions best, though I keep heading for the long-gao instead. LOL~~~

I catch quite a fair bit of movies last year as well… 3D or otherwise. Some are really very Wow-ing (like Inception =) ). Some are really entertaining. Some left me do some thinkings. Some are juz plain boring. Any movies to recommend this year? =)

Concerts and plays filled up some slots in my schedule on the later half of 2010 as well. Plays, ranging from my very first one – 雨季 to the last one – Cinderellah, love them muchie. Oh, 雨季 is really really nice to watch lah… So enjoy Kit Chan’s 演出… I finally managed to watch her on stage after like dunno how many years lah… Hv been trying to catch her performance since her first (to me, it’s the first lah) debut in Snow Wolf Lake. Heard that she really threw in a great performance back there but haiz, back then I got no monies to watch… =( When I finally started wkin, started to earn some money, 她就不演了… Sob sob... That time I was so very the upset lor…

Concerts! 2010 was pretty quiet (like every year) lah… I only catch 2 concerts last year – Jam Hsiao and Mayday. I think I catch these 2 only lah… or still got someone else? Hmm… Jam Hsiao is officially added to my must-watch concert list after his performance here… He’s got really strong vocals. Did enjoy the concert a lot, though not much of his songs I know (at that time). But he’s really damn skinny lor… Tsk tsk tsk~~

Mayday is back again in 2010. But this time round, they are not in indoor stadium anymore. They are holding it in the Stadium instead. But I muz say the preparation jobs from the concert organisers aint done properly lor… The god of rain paid a 2hr or so visit before the concert began. At 5sth, we are praying real hard that the rain would stop soon and luckily the rain did stop lah. But then, the grass turned into muddy patches and the chairs are smeared with raindrops. By the time we reached our seats, our shoes and pants and legs are completely covered with muds lor… And the worse thingy is: we went to the wrong seats and cleaned up other people’s seats instead! Aaahhhhhh!!!! Sound so silly, rite? There’s 2 – 6 BIG fans at the event and none of the fans were on lor! We, inclusive of Mayday themselves, were sweating (and swearing) non-stop lor… Tsk tsk tsk~~ Bad bad bad!! And due to the rain, the transformer that they brought in turned faulty and became handicapped!!! OMG!!! Haiz~~~ I hope the next time they came, pls stay put at indoor lah. 掀開屋頂是很好啦, but 太熱了啦!!!

Upcoming plans for this year! Confirmed watching Rock 30 Concert in January liao! Hehehe~~~ Then in February, will be watching a I-considered-as-mini-concert of Kit Chan… That’s not all! Am planning to watch JJ Lin’s and Jody Chiang’s concerts in March and Tanya Chua’s concert in April! Wheeet!! But it’s planning only lah.. Havent confirmed yet de…

Life’s great, at least for now…

Recap of 2010-01

2011-01-17T12:54:00.004+08:00

The very article that I intended to post previously. The very article that was deleted when I tried to change the font colors.

2010 was considered quite a great year for me.
To avoid a super long article, I would try to break into several entries instead. =)

休息是為了走更長遠的路
I went for 3 trips this year! Hurhur~~ Penang with Ms Lie in April, and Taiwan with my folks in June/ July and Taiwan (again) with Ms Puck, Ms Hui and Ms Chia in December! Happy, really happy! Who dun love to travel around? Hurhur~~

I can never forget abt this Penang trip lor! We went unprepared with sunblock and everything. And so by the end of Day 1 (only), both of us are tanned! It’s only the first day lor! Tsk tsk tsk!! Really tanned lor, like the piece of meat on the barbeque pit with the charcoal burning below! The beach is so lovely. I would love to go back there! But I would arm myself with lotsa sunblock and whitening lotion the next time I go there!

The Taiwan trip in June/ July is also a brand new experience! Not my first time to Taiwan but I’m still find it equally thrilling. My previous Taiwan trips revolve around Taipei only. So when my folk decided to pick a trip to travel round Taiwan, I welcome the idea with open arms! Besides Taipei, 高雄, 台東, 台中, 花蓮 are some of the county (am I rite to say county) that we visited as well. Hmm… 1,000 plus of fotos taken. Cant rem the exact quantity but every foto tells a story. =)

The Taiwan trip in December was planned in August, I think. We are planning for a countdown trip! Yet another brand new experience for me. =) My first ever overseas countdown trip! Hurhur~~ Our initial plan was to travel within Taipei only. However, after much discussion and agreement, we decided to travel out of Taipei as well… It’s a wise move I shld say. We went to 十分 to 放天燈, went to 清境 to 放煙火… Witness the first rays of sun rose up. Witness the last ray of sun went down. Was freezing cold in清境 (ard 3 to 5 degrees only) but the hosts at the minsu was really friendly and nice. The beautiful husky - 嘟比 - was well-liked by all guests as well… Would revisit there again if I went to Taiwan again… Hurhur~~

No official plans for 2011 yet but I do hope that it would be a even better year! =)

2011-01-14T13:10:00.002+08:00

I lost all interest to blog liao!

TWICE!! It happened twice today when i tried to blog any article!
My whole article juz gone in a flash and the damn farking stupid autosave saved the blank page!

If you nv hear from me ever again, dun blame me! Blame BLOGGER!

有時候

2010-12-04T10:55:00.001+08:00

One more article I saw on FB...

有時候，莫名的心情不好，不想和任何人說話，只想一個人靜靜的發呆。

有時候，突然覺得心情煩躁，看什麼都覺得不舒服，心裡悶的發慌，拼命想尋找一個出口。

有時候，發現身邊的人都不了解自己，面對著身邊的人，突然覺得說不出話。

有時候，感覺自己與世界格格不入，曾經一直堅持的東西一夜間面目全非。

有時候，突然很想逃離現在的生活，想不顧一切收拾自己簡單的行李去流浪。

有時候，別人突然對你說，我覺得你變了，然後自己開始百感交集。

有時候，希望時間為自己停下，做完己還沒來得及做的事情。

有時候，想一個人躲起來脆弱，不願別人看到自己的傷口。

有時候，突然很想哭，卻難過的哭不出來。

有時候，夜深人靜，突然覺得不是睡不著，而是固執地不想睡。

有時候，走過熟悉的街角，看到熟悉的背影，突然就想起一個人的臉。

有時候，明明自己心裡有很多話要說，卻不知道怎樣表達。

有時候，覺得自己擁有著整個世界，一瞬間卻又覺得自己其實一無所有。

真的只是有時候，明明自己身邊很多朋友，卻依然覺得孤單。

有時候，很想放縱自己，希望自己痛痛快快歇斯底里地發一次瘋。

有時候，突然找不到自己，把自己丟的無影無踪。

有時候，心裡突然冒出一種厭倦的情緒，覺得自己很累很累。

有時候，看不到自己未來的樣子，迷茫的不知所措。

有時候，發現自己一夜之間長大了。

有時候，聽到一首歌，就會突然想起一個人。

有時候，希望能找個人好好疼愛自己，渴望一種安全感。可當那個可以疼你的人出現的時候，你卻偏執地退隱。

有時候，別人誤解了自己有口無心的一句話，心裡鬱悶的發慌。

有時候，被別人傷害，嘴上講沒事，其實心裡難過的要死。

有時候，常常在回憶裡掙扎，有很多過去無法釋懷。

有時候，很容易感動別人的關懷，有時候卻麻木地像個笨蛋。

有時候，看著時間一點點流逝，任憑嘆息，自己卻無能為力。

其實，有時候，真的會想這麼多。。。

跟朋友裝沉默，跟陌生人講心裡話。對於在乎你的，不想讓Ta們擔心，有時候，沒有消息就是一種好消息。其實，很想說“我很好”，或許是昧著心說謊，也只是想把最燦爛的一面，放在每個人對自己印象的首頁。。。

丟了的自己，要記得撿回來…

看完後，你是否身同感受？

不是每句對不起都能換來一句沒關係

2010-12-04T10:15:00.005+08:00

分享 another article that i saw on FB...

男孩和女孩從小就認識，男孩經常約女孩一起去村外的池塘邊捉小蝦，每次男孩總是滿載而歸，女孩卻是兩手空空，女孩總是失落的含著眼淚，獨自一個人回到家，然後悶悶不樂。

晚飯前，男孩敲響女孩家的門，女孩一見是男孩，扭頭就走，男孩追上前，對女孩說：“對不起，我把你的蝦都捉走了，給，我把它們養在小魚缸裡，送給你。

”女孩眉頭一放，慧心的笑了，就這樣反复著他們純純的童年，轉眼，他們各自成長著。

——純純的“對不起” 。

男孩總是喜歡戲弄女孩，經常會把女孩逗到哭，然後又去哄女孩到她笑為止，直到長大後，也是如此。

男孩經常偷偷的把女孩的自行車輪胎的氣放到沒有，然後躲在遠處，看女孩著急的走投無路，等著女孩撥通他的手機，然後破口大罵他的小賊行為。

可男孩，依舊那麼喜歡這樣的女孩。

他竊竊的從遠處走來，灰溜溜的為女孩推著那輛沒了氣的自行車，任由女孩在一旁發牢騷，男孩卻暗自竊喜，然後委屈的對女孩說：“對不起，我知道錯了。 ”隨即，女孩便會柔弱下來，告訴男孩下次不允許那樣，男孩點頭，於是，那時的他們每天都充滿著笑容。

—— “對不起”的快樂。

大學畢業後，男孩和女孩各自有了工作，男孩的工作總是很忙，有時一個月都休息不到一次，而女孩總是抱怨男孩冷落了她，終於，他們有了第一次的吵架。

女孩委屈的哭起來，可男孩卻很理直氣壯的告訴女孩：“這是為了我的工作。”

這場冷戰持續了很久。終於，女孩還是忍不住，主動和男孩和好了。

後來很多次男孩和女孩都因為這樣的小事而吵得不可開交，可每次，都是女孩先妥協。

那年，女孩生日，男孩答應女孩要給他過一個浪漫的生日，女孩欣喜不已，她在家精心打扮，等著男孩回來陪她渡過這個美妙的生日，這一等就是凌晨，女孩在睡夢中醒來，臉上掛著淚痕，男孩見到女孩，心疼的為女孩擦去臉龐的淚痕：“對不起，嫁給我好嗎？ ” 於是男孩拿出一枚戒指。

—— “對不起”也是一種承諾。

婚後，男孩的事業大有成就，經常有許多應酬，而女孩已經成為一個專職太太了，每天在家為男孩準備熱菜熱飯，把家裡收拾的干乾淨淨，她經常會去菜場買回一些小河蝦放在魚缸裡養著，男孩總問他為什麼，女孩卻總是慧心的一笑。

慢慢的，男孩每次回家，身上總是充滿了不同的香水味道，而每次沒等女孩問，男孩總是忙著解釋說應酬太多。女孩黯然，那時起，女孩不太愛說話了，也不像以前那麼開朗了，她總是喜歡成天的呆在家裡，抱著枕頭看韓劇，然後隨著劇情哭泣，夜深時，就會瘋狂的大哭。

以後的日子裡，男孩回來時，身上的香水味只有一種味道了，女孩從來不問，可是男孩依舊說：“對不起，今天又去應酬了。”

—— “對不起”，謊言的開始。

漸漸的，男孩開始不回家，或總是在外出差，男孩的事業越來越好，身邊都是奉承的人，他每天都在別人的恭維下自豪的笑著，而女孩，幾乎不出門了，她總會去超市買上很多速食麵，和一些必要的日用品，然後把自己關在家裡，這一呆就是很久。

從前，女孩會經常和男孩一起聊聊天，而現在，她孤身一人，身邊沒有一個可以說話的人，每次打電話問男孩什麼時候回家，男孩總是倉促的回答到：“對不起，我太忙了。

”女孩，失落的扣上電話，那以後她再也沒有問男孩什麼時候會回家。

—— “對不起”，只是個敷衍的方式。

女孩學著電視上的樣子，開始打扮自己，她覺得男孩不回家，也許是看膩了她，她決定不再頹廢，自己的幸福應該靠自己爭取，而不是無謂的後退。

那天，女孩心血來潮，按照地址去了男孩工作的地方，那是女孩第一次去，也是唯一的一次。

女孩澀澀的按下電梯，來到這個男孩經常說忙的地方，她細細的觀察這個公司的每個角落，這裡的一切，她都覺得很好看。

終於，繞過長長的辦公走廊，她來到男孩的辦公室，輕輕的推開門……女孩愣住了，眼前看到的不是自己的丈夫，也不是那個經常弄壞她自行車的那個賊小子，更不是那個把蝦放在小魚缸裡的男孩，而是一個正在和別的女人做愛的男人。

那個女人坐在桌子上，******的發出微弱的呻吟聲，那個男人，彷彿山林裡餓極了的野獸……

許久，男孩才發現了女孩，男孩驚慌失措，忙把衣褲撿起來穿好。

可女孩，轉身離開了。男孩飛奔出去，追著女孩，那晚，大雨襲擊了整個城市。女孩不顧男孩的叫喊，徑直往前跑，往回家的方向跑，男孩在女孩後面大喊：“對不起，我還是愛你的，對不起，我真的只愛你。”

可女孩，始終沒有聽見。

—— 這樣的“對不起”太傷人。

男孩一直都沒有找到女孩，女孩失踪很久了。

男孩的世界已經一片黑暗，無心工作，無心花天酒地，他想不到女孩可以去哪裡，因為女孩沒有朋友，她唯一的朋友就是男孩，男孩終日守著電話機，手機24小時不關機，怕錯過了女孩的電話。

這一等就是半年多。快遞為男孩送來一個盒子。

男孩打開一看，裡面是許多河蝦的標本，有的在樹葉邊休息，有的在水草里躲著，各式各樣的河蝦標本，旁邊放著一封信。

“ 我始終沒有勇氣再見到你，可能是我太懦弱，也或許是我根本不想見到你，我想這些應該過的沒什麼兩樣吧，我很好，我學會了離開你怎麼讓自己存活，我懂得了怎樣賺錢養活自己，而不用每天等著你回家，為你燒一桌熱騰騰的飯菜，直到涼了也不見你的人，我的手機已經不用了，因為我已經不會再為你24小時的不關機，讓自己飽受輻射的折磨。

我懂得怎樣去愛惜自己，珍惜自己的本來應該美好的生活。

我想，我是可以忘記怎麼去愛你的，因為你把我的愛弄得遍地麟傷。

離婚協議書，就壓在魚缸的底下，你簽完字，按照地址給我寄過來就行了。

對不起，我想我是真的累了。 ”

男孩按照地址找去，他滿心希望能夠見到女孩，然後讓女孩原諒，並且告訴女孩自己不能沒有她，可是打開門的卻是女孩的父親，而女孩就站在她父親的身後——是女孩的遺像。

女孩的父親告訴男孩，女孩在寫完這封信後，跳樓自殺了，血肉一片模糊。

—— 原來“對不起”也可以是種結束。

每個人在自己的生命裡頭，一定會遇到一個自己真正該珍惜的人。

請你好好的珍惜那一個人，不是每一句的對不起，都可以換來每一句的沒關係……千萬不要辜負了自己心愛的人，那對誰，都不好……把這個故事傳下去，讓你的朋友們知道，不要隨意地說出對不起......

多陪陪該珍惜的。

生命誠可貴，有情價更高。

看了有什麼感觸嗎?

過分、心疼、傷心?

傷到極點才會講的話

2010-12-03T23:27:00.000+08:00

An article I found on FB...

1) 我等你... 可是現在我連等的資格都沒有了，對不起，打擾了

2) 人生就像一場舞會，教會你最初舞步的人卻未必能陪你走到散場…

3) 這世上最累的事情，莫過於眼睜睜看著自己的心碎了，還得自己動手把它粘起來…

4) 我真的喜歡你,閉上眼,以為我能忘記,但流下的眼淚,卻沒有騙到自己。

5) 我承認，我是一個有些任性的孩子，我承認，我想用我的全世界來換取一張通往你的世界的入場券,不過,那隻不過是我的一廂情願而已.我的世界，你不在乎；你的世界，我被驅逐…

6) 回憶。是值得感觸的。卻也僅僅是拿來自己與自己寒暄的。時間。給所有諾言一個期限。而這個期限則是短暫的瞬間.你甘願。便是永遠.若不是。你也可以說。這僅僅是一個謊言。

7) 明明說著看開了，放下了,每次卻總是不自覺的自己想起了那個給與溫暖的人，每每又總是在微笑沉醉時又看到了現實，想到了傷痛,然後,冷的感覺再也暖和不起來了。。。如此反复，心，終於累了。。現實就是這樣。我曾經醉過，卻又最終醒來.我正在行走，卻找不到方向。

8) 黑暗中偶爾有些傷痕甦醒偶爾也會小聲哭泣..... 白天依然那麼故作著堅強將所有的夢境整理好貼上標籤美好的恐懼的遺憾的未終結的....... .發現可見的卻始終只有自己。

9) 你也許早就已經習慣了。心隱隱作痛的時候，也可以置之不理。不知不覺掉下眼淚，也可以習以為常。強顏歡笑或是歇斯底里都是愚蠢可笑的。

10) 如果，她在你面前笑，並不代表一切都好..... 如果，她在你面前哭，說明她是真的很難過.... 如果，你足夠慷慨，給她安慰，她會打心裡感激你，深深地.......

11) 怎麼了? 你累了? 說好的幸福呢~?!

12) 夢裡夢到了你，哭了'………醒來後發覺現實似乎比夢裡的更讓人心痛……於是，哭的更加兇…

13) 我願意…讓我的那些與青春、與溫暖有關的回憶裡都是你的影子……

14) 愛一個人，你會記得和他在一起的日子；深愛一個人，你會記得和他分開後的日子

15) 希望有一天，我可以在孤單、生病、難過的時候不那麼想你… 恩，再見了～我那麼那麼愛你，雖笨拙但也努力了做了很多，所以__我不遺憾了…現在，我把愛情還給你，你把我僅有的一點點驕傲還給我好不好…？

16) 這一年，他們成為了彼此的路人甲她成全了他的自由，他辜負了她的崇拜..... 他終於還是離開了，去向一個沒有她的未來，可是，她還是抱有那麼一絲絲的幻想：或許此去經年，他也會偶爾想起她，想起曾經一起看過的生如夏花與秋風蕭瑟........ 只是她的世，從此無他她的事，只剩逃離

17) 是你不應該無理取鬧的一點都不自知，讓我傻傻的笑了又笑。是你不應該讓我整天心裡總是說不出的甜蜜，滿是濃得化不開的柔情。你最不應該的，就是讓我感受到我原以為不屬於我的喜悅，讓我貪心的想你… 兩千一零年，某個夜晚

18) 分手後不可以做朋友,因為彼此傷害過,不可以做敵人,因為彼此深愛過,所以我們變成了最熟悉的陌生人……

19) 如果失去記憶是不是生活就會變得容易.... 如果不曾忘記能否讓回憶依稀感動依稀.... 恍然能夠大方的放下一切讓自己輕裝上陣可是這種假裝往往持續不到一天她的照片存了又刪，刪了又存儲回憶被拿起又放下，放下又拿起他想，記性太好的人也許都不怎麼快樂

20) 你知道嗎? 我會依靠著你所給的溫暖在第一時間裡、認出你。並且依靠他們，去追尋你所在的那個彼岸。但這是因為，你所帶來的光芒，足以逾越一個世界遠的距離。

21) 記憶不過是為了某些可以銘記的東西而存在。我明白，我還沒有到只剩下用回憶來消磨時光的年紀，也許，我還是會那麼的在意那些只被我一個人來銘記的時光，還是會經常不經意間的回憶起你，回憶與你有關的點點滴滴，但是，我只是去回憶，而不再掙扎，不再去給你增加負擔。

您是否身同感受？

So Drama...

2010-11-30T13:06:00.002+08:00

As if my life wasnt 精彩 enuff, my family had to spice them up... Urgent leave taken juz to settle this dramatic conflicts.

A misunderstanding (maybe not a misunderstanding) triggers everything...

Had my fair share of tears over the weekend and yest. Maybe haven reached 一公升眼泪, but still 流了不少 lor...

Thinking that 一走了之 is the best solution? Pls think again... 一走了之 is not going to settle any problems. Instead the problem(s) will snowball into (a) even bigger problem(s)...

I think Mom watched too much dramas liao woh... She tot that I wld be able to call the airport to stop someone from boarding the plane. Hurhur~~

Told Mom that it wld be the first and jolly well be the last time this kinda drama be shown up in our family. I do like to watch dramas... But I dun wish to star in this kinda dramas... I wld prefer a easier role or at least a more happier role... PLS~~~

生命

2010-11-27T14:43:00.005+08:00

是否感受過心情一瞬間從天堂跌如谷底?

是否感受過生死於瞬間?

是否感受過徹底失望?

是否感受過徬徨無助?

當這群人正努力掙扎的試圖活著, 那群人卻藐視生命...

生命能如此精彩, 也是如此脆弱...

眼淚, 還是不由自主地落下...

I Feel So Love~~

2010-11-24T13:45:00.005+08:00

I feel so love when:

- mum cooks my fave dish;

- mum said she will be knitting a shawl for me;

- colleagues-cum-frenz think of me and buy me a drink when they went out for lunch;

- frenz rem my birthday and celebrate together with me or simply greet me Happy Birthday;

- frenz surprise me with little gifts;

- a long-time-no-see fren send me a Hello sms;

- frenz console me when I'm feeling down/ upset;

- someone is there to share my joy

- I can juz be who I am... =)

I can sense that love is in the air~~

Sweet December is coming, can you feel it?! =)

PS: Let me think of more feel love scenerios and update again..

I'm Back!!

2010-11-22T12:59:00.002+08:00

It sounds like I've been gone for a lllllllooooooonnnnnnngggggg time... But hey, aku MIA for only ard 2 mths lah... And I din really MIA lah.. I did update my tweets regularly mah...

Hmm... The busiest work period (Oct) hv passed by. Totally buried myself with work... There's a few weekends which I did think of coming back to clear my works.. But then, LAZINESS conquered all!! Muahahhahaha~~ Yup, it's remained as a thought. I nv did come back on those weekends.

Family gatherings, friends outings, laptop maintenance occupied most of my weekends. And in fact, am getting more and more lazy to wake up on weekdays to work lor... Hurhur~~ But no choice lah, for the sake of vitamin M, i still struggled on...

Another mth or so before 2010 ends... Christmas is coming... ^^ I've juz listed out my christmas list last week... Hv started buying some of the christmas gifts liao, though still got a lot more to buy... Omit some names, add in some names.. The no. of gifts still remain the same leh.. Hmm...

And very soon, Boxing Day will be here! Aint excited abt Boxing Day itself lah.. What I'm excited abt is my yr end trip... My first overseas countdown! Wheet!! =D

Sometimes I Dun Understand...

2010-09-29T21:01:00.005+08:00

Sometimes I dun understand: is it really so difficult to admit ur own mistakes?
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Sometimes I dun understand: is it really so difficult to admit that you are forgetful?
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Sometimes I dun understand: do you really stand in other people's point of view before you voice your opinions?
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Sometimes I dun understand: do you really think you can read people's mind?
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Sometimes I dun understand: do you know that the world doesnt only revolve around you?
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Sometimes I dun understand....

STOP ASKING!

2010-09-29T20:35:00.005+08:00

Had a few family gathering recently. And the topic of bringing a boyfriend, getting hitched or whatever related with relationship is getting on my nerve!
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So what you reached that certain age of marriage and you still single? Being single cant be happily ever after meh? Must u find someone to tie together with you to create happily ever after? I dun think so, at least not now. 找一個, 找一個... 你以為說找就找得到啊？　你以為找姜，蔥，蒜啊？I dun need any 姜，蔥，蒜 at the moment pls...
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So dear relatives, it's not as easy as ABC to get a boyfriend okie! So STOP ASKING! I already got work pressures! And dun appreciate these kinda pressures at all!

Do You Regret Choosing This Job?

2010-09-29T19:51:00.001+08:00

I remember I read somewhere before. Some articles abt work. Something like dun complain abt your work. Coz it's YOU who choose this job! Kinda silly to complain abt something you choose, not to mention carefully. Hurhur~~~

Well, i kinda agree with that article initially. Yes, I choose this job. So i shld be happy/ glad/ contented that i got this job rite? So i shldnt make any negative remarks abt this job rite? It's my choice after all. Nobody force me to take this job. Nobody said I must take this job. That's really how i feel aft i read that article. But then, I'm having second tots abt it liao.

Yes, nobody force me to take this job. I choose it myself. I admit i pick the wrong one. Well, everyone got bad taste at times mah. Hurhur~~ So this is where my bad taste/ choice lies... LOL~~~ We tried to learn from mistakes but then again, sometimes the lesson learn is not engraved in our minds. Maybe not deep enuff, that's why we make the same mistakes over again.

一个人久了

2010-09-23T20:09:00.001+08:00

Hmm... Partially true?!

一个人久了会懒得恋爱
一个人久了朋友会越重要
一个人久了会越来越喜欢听歌
一个人久了会养成一个怪癖
一个人久了对爱情会越来越挑剔
一个人久了会慢慢变成成熟起来
一个人久了会比以前更重视更爱父母，更重视亲情
一个人久了对所有的节日大多没什么期待
一个人久了会带自己去很远的地方
一个人久了会觉得无拘无束自由自在天宽地广
一个人久了会越来越理性，越来越现实
一个人久了会懂得处理钱财
一个人久了都不喜欢一个人去戏院看戏
一个人久了做事只需跟自己交待
一个人久了计划未来的东西都只是一个人
一个人久了开始会自言自语了
一个人久了是很幸福的时光
一个人久了会喜欢上一个人的生活

一个人久了

Work Woes

2010-08-24T13:16:00.002+08:00

Oh yes, another pissed off entry...

Not a very gd start at work today!

Salesperson A sent an email, cc my boss in the email, saying she's gotten the approval to delay a credit note till nx mth. My boss asked me credit note can delay meh. I told her abt the whole situtation, including the part where B (from X agency) who cleverly booked everything under paid when the campaign was entitled to bonus. B, not the first time doing booking. B, not the first time kena scolding by me. B, not the first time using our online system to book. Yet, all in all, she'd done it wrong and wrong and wrong. F***! Smart alec lor!

I told A to get the approval for the extension of a package. She told me that they are told that it's okie for them to sell this particular package within this mth. Another F***! Pls lor, if other dept told u it's okie, it doesnt apply to EVERY dept lor! Not in my dept, at least! Oh ya, i forgot to mention: when i asked her what's the reason that she want to delay the credit note, her replies: Why dun u go and ask my boss? Angry!!

Then from the very same agency, C sent in booking only yest, at ard 3pm. And this morning, i received an email from her, telling me to revert the booking to her by today! F*** you!!! You think I bloody hell do ur booking ONLY ah?! I replied her, telling i only received the booking yest and i need time to do lor. She replied me: How long do you need? Hello, u send in yest, u want me to revert this morning, u think i superwoman ah? I still got lotsa thingy from ur agency to clear lor! If ur booking is so f**king urgent, then send in earlier lah!

D from this same agency keeps on sending email to me. Tell me to book this spot for him. Asking me abt the copy assignment thingy. And telling me to send spot listings to him. Hello, spot listings can churn out thru our online system lor. PLS WAKE UP!

E from this very same agency, dropped me an email to ask me whether her packages are booked, which I already replied her like more than 2 weeks ago? *Faint*

Salesperson F dropped an email to tell me to vet her tape! Hello, wrong dept liao lor!

Oh yes, everything is within this morning! Tell me what a hectic morning I got. F***!!

雨季

2010-08-15T14:19:00.009+08:00

My very first musical play and I totally heart it!!! =)

PL and I booked the tix on Mar and finally watched it yest.. I was totally excited coz there're rave reviews on this musicial play. Everyone was saying how brillant this play is! And yes, how great Kit Chan is! I know she's great, always know it! But yest was the first time I really 验证 this!

Oh, the male lead - 田伟鸿 is as great as well... He sings very well... Think he's very well-known but I barely know him lah... Other than Kit, I only 蔡礼莲... Hehe... I especially like this song - 请你告诉他... Oh, melting...
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I felt like telling you people to go and watch this play but today is the last day of the play liao... Abit too late rite? Haiz~~~ I feel like going back to watch as well... You certainly wont regret to watch this lor!

My first play but not my last. It's juz the beginning. I might/ will go for more plays in future... =) At least I know that Boeing Boeing is in list liao. Oh, and Fried Rice Paradise... Hurhur...

I Dun Get It!

2010-07-15T22:01:00.001+08:00

Few mths ago, Mr A's pc went haywire! Breakdown and cannot be use! He wanted to buy a new pc/ laptop. Mr B disagreed and barked at Mr A for wasting money like water. I was even dragged into the boiling water when I tried to defend Mr A. I still rem this is what Mr B said lor:

- 电脑坏就要买新的? 你用电脑又不是来做工, 是来聊天和打games 的咯!
- 电脑坏就要买新的? 如果妈妈的洗衣即机坏了, 是不是要买新的?
- 电脑坏就要买新的? 如果我的车坏了, 是不是要买新的?

I find it amusing, in fact kinda ridiculous lor... Thingy spolit and when u cant repair, of coz u will buy new one lor... And moreover, everybody used pc/laptops/notebooks not only to work mah, for entertainment as well de lor... And he sure know how to 牵拖 alot of thingy lor... And most importantly, Mr A is not using Mr B's money to buy the new gadget mah, so why Mr B is so worked up leh?

Few mths later (which is early this mth), I saw an unfamiliar notebook Mr B is holding. So I asked him: New gadget? He replied: Yes, a second-hand notebook that he bought for Ms C. Almost immediately behind his back, I started rolling my eyes.

Funny rite this person? He can buy a new gadget and other ppl cannot ah? What is he thinking when he barked at us? And what is he thinking when he bought this gadget ah? I dun get it lor!!

Silly Shows!

2010-07-12T22:02:00.003+08:00

Went to Taiwan again on 29jun to 5jul... =) I enjoyed the trip... Will blog abt this some other day lah... My post today is not abt this trip. It's abt this silly show I saw in Taiwan...

Hmm... What's the name of the show? I think it's called 戲說台灣. I dun go into elaboration of the show lah. Juz bring to the pt where the silliness is... Hahahaha... A guy dragged a woman to drown themselves to death. The woman struggled hard but failed. And all this while, there's another 3persons juz stood by watching how this guy dragged this woman to the river and drowned themselves! Ridiculous rite? Where got this kinda thingy de?!

Was resting at home on 6jul. Saw this oldies movie called 油鬼子. Another ridiculous show! This guy worked as a clerk in the day and will turn to 油鬼子 at nite to kill baddies. That's not the ridiculous part lah. The ridiculous part is: in order to stop the 油鬼子 from killing any more people, this woman set fire on this 油鬼子 and the 油鬼子 juz burnt to death lor, burnt to ashes. And the show juz ended like this... Kaoz~~ I was like: Har? Juz like this ah?

Okie, I'm silly oso lah... Why watch this kinda show leh?! LOL~~

Movie - Despicable Me

2010-07-11T19:59:00.006+08:00

Went to watch this show in 3D with Ms Hui and Ms Chia yest before catching the 3rd/4th placing WC.. Hurhur... Love this show...

The plot: In a happy suburban neighbourhood surrounded by white picket fences with flowering rose bushes, sits a black house with a dead lawn. Hidden beneath this home is a vast secret hideout. Surrounded by a small army of minions, Gru (Steve Carell) is planning the biggest heist in the history of the world. He is going to steal the moon! Until, he encounters the immense will of three little orphaned girls who see something that no one else has ever seen: a potential Dad. The world's greatest villain has just met his greatest challenge: three little girls named Margo (Miranda Cosgrove), Edith (Dana Gaier) and Agnes (Elsie Fisher). (Courtesy of sg.yahoo.com)
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I enjoyed this show alot, though the plot sounds common and ermz, silly lah... Whoever tot of stealing the moon?! Siao ah?! But then it's only an animation lah... Why take it so serious leh? I laugh loud almost thru out the whole show. Everything is so cute, especially the bean-like workers and Agnes! A great show especially after a hard day at work... =)

吳克群 - 我全都相信

2010-07-11T19:56:00.002+08:00

眼泪有点不自觉地流下来.

FIFA World Cup 2010

2010-07-11T15:32:00.002+08:00

Those who know me will know that I dun play/ like/ watch any sports. Be it golf, table tennis, tennis, badminton or whatever, I simply dun watch and dun understand their rules and regulations. Okie lah, the only sport that I'm interested to watch is swimming lah. The rest hor, thanks but no thanks lah..

So I actually surprised myself, my parents and frenz that I actually stayed up to watch the whole match last nite, which commenced at 0230hrs. Though Ms Chia keep commenting my eyes look tired and how tired I am, I still survived the whole match lor... Wahahahha..

Both Ms Chia and Ms Hui root for Germany. I think hor, almost everyone is rooting for Germany lor... Hurhur... Everyone cheers when Germany score a goal and sign when Uruguay score... Hurhur... Actually I dun support any particular team. And after the 2nd goal which is ard 50mins sth (i think), I actually can go home an sleep liao coz I only bet on 1 goal lah... LOL~~

It's a brand new experience for me. Not exactly pleasant experience but aint that bad as well lah... =)

Tonite is the final match - a match between Holland and Spain. Hmm... a match between Paul the octopus and Mani the parrot as well... Hurhur... The octopus = Spain and the parrot = Holland lah... So tmr morning we'll know whether do we get to eat grilled octopus or do we get to eat roasted parrot... LOL~~ Ermz, I hope the parrot wins lah... Not really bcoz of Holland but bcoz the parrot already loses the match when he pick Uruguay as the 3rd place winner. Another reason is bcoz the parrot nationality is Singapore lah... Hurhur... =p

Colors

2010-06-20T20:54:00.002+08:00

My life started as white - a pc of blank paper...

The upbringing, the knowledge & education received, the frenz, the loves received and rejected and many many more were/ are added (still adding) to this pc of paper. From white to baby colors to yellow to orange to red to purple to blue to grey to black and to whatever colors, every colors count, even the upset, the heartbroken, the sad...

Rem the first time we met?

Rem the kisses we had?

Rem the breakups experienced?

Every colors count, and what colors are you then?

Sssshhhhh

2010-06-18T21:11:00.001+08:00

When your tots and feelings cant be jotted down in blog...

Keep mum... Silent... Not a word...

Movie - Sex and the City 2

2010-05-29T02:08:00.008+08:00

Went to watch this show with Ms Chia and Ms Hui on this Vesak Day.

What's the show about?!
"Sex And The City 2" brings it all back and more as Carrie (Sarah Jessica Parker), Samantha (Kim Cattrall), Charlotte (Kristin Davis) and Miranda (Cynthia Nixon) take another bite out of The Big Apple and beyond, carrying on with their busy lives and loves in a sequel. This time, the ladies are whisked away on a glamorous, sun-drenched adventure to one of the most luxurious, exotic and vivid places on earth, where the party never ends and there's something mysterious around every corner. It's an escape that comes exactly at the right moment for the four friends, who are finding themselves in - and fighting against - the traditional roles of marriage, motherhood and more. (Courtesy of sg.movies.yahoo.com)

I swear I really hate blogger! Same damn thing happened again lor! Ur article juz disappeared! What is this man? Fark!! U think I got mega memory ah? Can rem whatever I type earlier on?! Dammit!! This is one of the reasons that I hate to blog!!

Movie - Prince of Persia: The Sands of Time

2010-05-24T22:38:00.011+08:00

Rite! I went for movies again.. Free tix to watch this - Prince of Persia... I've got no idea what's the show abt...

What's the show about?!
In this most anticipated game-to-movie adaptation, we follow Prince Dastan (Jake Gyllenhaal) as he teams up with Princess Tamina (Gemma Arterton) to stop a ruthless leader from laying his hands on the Sands of Time, a gift from the gods that can be used to reverse time and rule the world. (Courtesy of sg.movies.yahoo.com)
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I can only say: the show is not my cup of tea... Not that I hate the color - khaki! There's a few scenes which I felt like I nearly wanna stood up and left lor... I tahan!! Tahan till the end!! Luckily there's the subtitle who kip me going... Hahaha...
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I tot that Jake Gyllenhaal sound familiar... I think i saw his name somewhere before leh... It was later when I asked Ms Thong then I realised that he's one of the guy who acted in Brokeback Mountain... Hurhur.. Ermz, I din watch that film but I think I did see his name when I was browsing thru titles of movies before...
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Oh yes, I guess correctly who's the bad guy! Hurhur... Ermz, the reason is quite simple lah - he got the bad guy look lah... =p
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Oh ya! The movie kinda reminds me of Aladdin as well.. Except no Abu around leh... Hurhur...
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'You've got everything - the love, the respect, the family. yet you want more!'

Movie - Shrek Forever After

2010-05-23T22:16:00.005+08:00

Went to watch this movie with Ms Chia & Ms Hui yest... =) And to put this on record - it's my first 3D movie! v(^o^)v

What's the show abt?!
In this fourth instalment of the popular ogre film franchise, Shrek (Mike Myers) has become a domesticated family man. Instead of scaring villagers away like he used to, the now-reluctant ogre agrees to autograph pitch forks. Longing for the days when he felt like a "real ogre," Shrek is tricked into signing a pact with the smooth-talking dealmaker, Rumpelstiltskin (Paul McCartney). Shrek suddenly finds himself in a twisted, alternate version of Far Far Away, where ogres are hunted, Rumplestiltskin is king and Shrek and Fiona (Cameron Diaz) have never met. Now, it's up to Shrek to undo all of Rumpelstiltskin's mischief in the hopes of saving his friends, restoring his world and reclaiming his one true love and family. (Courtesy of sg.movies.yahoo.com)

I gotta admit that I din catch a single instalment of Shrek... I know who's Shrek, I know who's Fiona, I know who's Donkey, I know who's Puss... But what's the story really abt, I cant say I know lah... Hmm, not much impression of 3D thingy lah, except for the first few scenes where I felt like I'm standing in front of the horse carriages... Hurhur...

Think the morale of this story/ movie is Cherish what you shld have. Rite? and ya, true love will make thingy out... Hurhur... Enjoyable? Okie lah, animation movie mah...

Oh, I like fat Puss! He (it's a He rite? But he did wear a pink ribbon in the show lah) so cute! So adorable! Especially on the part where he can lick himself and begging Donkey to lick him... Hurhur...

Totally Pissed Off!!

2010-05-19T22:03:00.002+08:00

Was very angry with this particular salesperson this morning... And as the time goes by, my anger juz increase by very hour/minute/second!

Pardon me, but I cant go into much details on what exactly happened. All I can only say is: this idiot go and tell Ms Wong that I din do my work when in fact, I already told him rite from the very beginning that I need the approval to do lor... And if he dun UNDERSTAND engrish, shldnt he say so? Why act like u know and in the end, turn the table against me leh? FarK!

Quek said I got sth against him all along. I agree! I dun have gd impression even before I dealt with him. And now, it only worsened the impression. Like what I told Ms Puck, he is and will remain in my 黑名单 lor... 翻身? NO WAY!!

And his boss oso funny lor. Can approve one, dun approve lah. Cannot approve de, go and approve. Siao one ah?

The Art of Consoling

2010-05-11T21:21:00.002+08:00

Frankly speaking, I dunno how to console ppl lor...

Dun be sad...
Be strong...
Everything will be alrite...

I only know how to use the 3 sentences above when it comes to consoling ppl...
Fine, I'm dumb when it comes to consolation..
So, dun come to me if you need consolation...
Can still approach me if you need a listening ear lah...
But if you weeped/ sobbed/ shed a tear or whatsoever, the best I can do is offer my shoulder and pass you a tissue paper only lor...
Any solutions/ suggestions/ alternatives needed, very much depend on the situation liao...
Sounds almost like a bad idea to look for me if you're feeling down... Hurhur...

I'm only best at suan-ing and scolding ppl lor... Hurhur..

Gala Dinner

2010-05-08T00:57:00.003+08:00

Excited abt it? Dun think so leh...
To me, I'm more to worry - worry what to wear there...
Trust me!

Me not slim lah... I dun have much gala dresses to choose.
Me not rich lah, especially this mth... I dun have and dun intend to spend money on this...

So what am I gonna wear?
I dunno. Juz 1 of the dresses that I wore before bah...
Not going to stage to get award or go to stage to perform or whatsoever mah.
Wear super/ so nice, who will/ wanna see? What for? Rite?

Hoping that we can give this a miss eventually...
Kinda hard...
But still bear that hope in mind...

Back From Penang Trip

2010-04-25T22:35:00.010+08:00

美好的时光总是短暂的! I'm back from Penang liao - Tanned and burnt!

As usual, i took lotsa fotos... And I really mean alot lor... 4D3N and I took near to 600 fotos... Okie, maybe considered as moderate to some ppl but to me, that's really alot liao... I need to clear out my camera memory soon or shld I get a new memory card instead... And I was actually thinking of developing these fotos out woh... Hmm... Let me give some further tots abt it...

Penang, a great place to shop! But dun say I never warn u hor: apply sunblock and lotsa it if u dun wanna get burnt! I regret not doing so on the very first day! YES, we kena roasted and grilled on the very first day liao... The sun was burning furiously at us! The weather was simply way too 热情 lor as compared to Singapore... Lack of trees that what they tell me later on when I'm back...

Actually, it's quite accessible in Penang.. There's a free shuttle bus that travel ard the main rd of Penang. We only paid for public transports twice to and fro: 1) is from airport to hotel and vice versa, and 2) is to Batu Ferranghi and vice versa.

Went to some of the well-known landmarks that are marked on the map of Penang on the very first day... I must say that we are either very brave or very silly lor coz we walked along these landmarks without applying any sunblock or find any shades or shelters or whatever... And at the end of first day at Penang, there's 3 things that I learnt: the art of jaywalking, who Francis Light is (William Farquhar look alike) and the needs to apply sunblock.

Hmm... 2nd day wasnt any better anyway... We get burnt again... But this time round, it's our pockets that are on fire... Went to Prangin Mall for shopping. We tot that our skins need a rest but little did we know that it's our pockets that are in DEEP trouble this time round... Hurhur~~~ Spend quite a fair bit of $$$ there lah... Oh ya, we went to take the ferry as well! I was quite amazed actually. Coz the ferries are kinda like their main transport from the mainland to the other island. I was like "Wah! Big ferries to send other vehicles to the other side as well woh!" Tot of hanging out at the SS Bar later that nite... But we backed out and headed to SOHO instead, the first cafe/ bar that we went on the first day.

We decided to head back to the jetty on the 3rd day. Coz we tot that the place would look prettier in the day... Hurhur... Anyway, we went Batu Ferranghi later on... Dropped by Toy Museum on the way there... Inititially tot of paying a visit lor... But then, we backed out at the eleventh hr coz of the entrance fee! RM20/ pax juz to go in jalan jalan! (>o<) Batu Ferranghi! I enjoyed every moment there! I love the sea breeze, I love the activities, I love the sunset! It's juz so beautiful!! And yes, I will definitely try on the activities the next time I went there... (Spend too much on shopping this time round lah.. Hehe...) Oh, I love the pasar malam there as well! A very long stretch of pasar malam! Ermz, if there's lesser flies and bugs, I think I will enjoy more lah... Hehe...

Went for a monthly pasar malam on our last day at Penang... Hmm.. Not much thingy there if u were to ask me... Then went to Chowrasta to get tau siah piah and rojak sauces.. The weather is still burning furiously! And my top was soaking with my sweat liao... Hurhur... Went back to the hotel room to rest and packed up before heading to the airport liao...

Penang! I will go back there again! And yes, I will bring my sunblock along on my next visit! LOL~~ And yes, fotos will be uploaded to FB later, might be much later... Hurhur...

Edit: The stupid HTML thingy deletes some of my text! Dammit!!

Korea & Hong Kong Up Next!

2010-04-20T21:51:00.003+08:00

Super reluctantly, I headed down to Chinatown with my mom on Sun, a day after Mayday's Concert... Honestly, everything seems to be wrong that day lor - from weather, shoes, my outfits... I'm juz so super frustrated with everything!! Oh, my tweets can verified that... Hurhur...

Anyway, tat's beside the point... My parents and I were planning for a holiday early this yr... But we cant really make up our mind on where we wanna go... Cant decide between Taiwan and Korea... Oh, I've been to Taiwan before and I absolutely love it! But not for my parents mah... They are new to the place... So they wont mind heading there... =)

Still deciding until one fine day, my mom browsed thru the travel column of the newspapers... One of the travel agencies was having some kinda travel fair... One of the Korea deal machiam like waving hands at her lor, so she wanted me to call up to ask for more details... I did call up... The deal sounds pretty inviting... To cut a long story short, we headed down to the travel agency and signed up for the package after little persuasion from the sales rep there. It's 6D Korea + 2 nites Hkg @ ard $1,200... Actually I did think it's quite a worthy deal lor... My dad never been to Hkg before so it's a great chance for him to explore as well mah... =) But the trip is yet to finalise lah... Coz still short of ppl to join the group lah... Hurhur...

Pretty satisfied that I got another overseas trip coming up... Hurhur... At least another trip planned and action liao... =) Planning for another one - Countdown at Taiwan!! I really hope that this one can be fulfilled as well...

MayDay Concert!!

2010-04-18T21:55:00.006+08:00

Yes! I went to their concert again!! And yeah, I dun regret going lor! They are SUPERB!!! Thumbs UP!!
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After countless times of saying 要把屋顶掀开, this year the concert is finally held outdoor ... And the location had changed from The Padang to National Stadium. A-Shin is really really very talented!! I still rem him saying this sentence when singing the coda part of 温柔: 如果你说你要一朵花, 我会给你浩瀚无至尽的烟花! Then boom! The fireworks started after this song almost ended... LOVELY! =)
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Okie, here's some of the minus points of this concert:
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1. The concert supposed to start at 7.30pm. However, super unfortunately, the whole bunch of us are still queuing outside like goondus lor... In the end, we only managed to enter the stadium at ard 8plus... Near to 8.30 bah... Haiz~~~
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2. The security guards! The security guards are superb rude lor! The group of ppl standing in front of us juz passed a remark asking why the queue is so long. 1 of the security guard simply turned and barked at us" Dun complain hor! I've been here since 1pm." WTH!! You've been here since 1pm so what?! I mean we are juz asking mah... Cant you juz reply politely?
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3. The muddy grass! Dammit! Pay a Cat 1 tickets and you gotta walk past the muddy grass and worse, stand on the muddy grass! My feet and slippers are covered with mud lor! Machiam going for mud foot spa lor... Tsk tsk tsk!! Honestly, never did I dream that we would need to walk on muddy grass lor! What most of us are expecting are wood planks to cover the muddy grass! But hell no! And the flies (i dunno what kinda flies lah) are zooming ard us lor... It took me quite some time to scrub off those mud! And later on, I realised that there's even mud in toenails lor... Kaoz!!! Dirty dirty dirty!!
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4. The weather! Actually God is quite good to us liao lor... Rain before the event but din rain during the event. Or else I really would be totally drenched liao... But it would be good if it's windy lah... I was prespiring non-stop lor... Oh, the performers are even worse, coz I can see A-Shin's sweat dripping from his chin lor... Hurhur... And Ma-Sha machiam juz came out from shower lor... LOL~~~
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I read up xinmsn juz before I type this entry. I know how stressed they are coz A-Shin did mention that due to the rain some of the equipments are spolit... Luckily/ unluckily, most of the spolit equipments are able to repair... Well, the transformer brought, supposed to be able to move de lor... But due to the rain, the transformer paralysed liao lor... Haiz~~ Quoted from xinmsn: 虽然工作人员先前已尽力抢救器材，但强雨的力量太大，部分灯光设备还是在演唱会过程中宣告阵亡，音响也不尽理想，玛莎的贝斯还一度出状况。就连这次巡回演唱会的主角之一，9尺高、3吨重的金刚机器人也敌不过豪雨，它原应能移动，双手也会左右摆动，但工作人员来不及修补，导致金刚只有左手能自由移动，右手几乎瘫痪。石头口中的第6位成员，无奈最后沦为大配角，达不到预期的效果。So sad... Still a great show! =) But it's a pity that there's no encore lah... =( And the Hokkien songs are too few lah...
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Conclusion: Pls do come up with contingency plans lah! BUT even if you dun, I will still go de! Hurhur... Simply bcoz it's MAYDAY!!! =D
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Photo of Wake Up... : Courtesy of Mdm Toh..

Ugly Communters

2010-04-15T21:48:00.002+08:00

I'm talking abt the ugly behaviors of MRT communters...

Frankly speaking, I dun spend much time on MRT these few days... Most of the time I only boarded the train at this station and alighted at the next station to take the company bus instead. It's only a matter of few mins. Even less than 10mins if you asked me... However, these communters NEVER fail to amuse me or pissed me off lor...

I remembered this uncle... He will always try to stand as close to the boarding point and as close to the yellow line as possible. If there's other people 'blocking' his way, he will try to siam his way in lor... Not very small size uncle but trying to park himself in between gaps of other people. What for ah? Coz he scared he cannot board the train lor... Kaoz~~ Honestly, it totally pissed me off lor..

Okie, another incident. I remembered these 2 students from dunno which secondary school. They stood in front of the queue. When the train arrived, they are the first 2 persons who boarded the train. However, instead of moving in, they juz stood near to the door, machiam rooted to the ground liao lor, dunno how to move in! TMD! Pardon me, but I simply cant understand lor... And as usual, I alighted at the next stop. And again, they stood firm on their grounds lor, NOT moving even a single inch. Totally pissed off!

Normally, I would be the last few to board the train coz like what I said, I will alight at the next station liao. People never failed to amuse me lor... U can see all kinds of people - young or old, man or woman, adults or students - they will make a mad dash when the door is abt to close lor... Yes, I remembered (again) that when this uncle dashed in juz when the train door is abt to shut off, I was thinking in my mind and heart: Wow!! 你表演的真是太好了！為什麼不去馬戲團表演呢？

I'm not trying to say that I'm a gracious communter here but is there a need for any of the acts above? I dun think so lor... Not me...

彭佳慧 - 相見恨晚

2010-04-11T20:34:00.002+08:00

Loving this song at this very moment...
Yes, it's an old song.. It triggered some memories...

作詞：娃娃　
作曲：陳國華

你有一張好陌生的臉　到今天才看見
有點心酸在我們之間　如此短暫的情緣

看著天空不讓淚流下　不說一句埋怨
只是心中的感慨萬千　當作前世來生相欠

你說是我們相見恨晚　我說為愛　你不夠勇敢
我不奢求永遠　永遠太遙遠　卻陷在愛的深淵

你說是我們相見恨晚　我說為愛　你不夠勇敢
在愛與不愛間　來回千萬遍　哪怕已傷痕累累　我也不管

Late For Work

2010-04-06T22:12:00.003+08:00

I was nearly late for work yesterday... It's the first time ever since I started working in this company... Okie, minus all those traffic jams, it's really the very first time that I tot I would be late for work... I can only say that I'm outsmarted by my smart phone lor... Yes, the alarm din go off... It's a long story lah... Haiz~~~

What's the first tot that comes to your mind when you see the sun shines thru ur window on a Monday morning and pls note that you are not on leave/mc? To me, the first tot flashed across my mind is: Dammit! I'm late for work liao!! Argh!! I'm not staying juz direct opposite of my company, not even close by lor... I certainly need at least an hr of travelling time lor... Not a very gd way to start a Monday morning but what can I do?

Was seriously thinking of taking half day leave lor... In the end, I dismissed the tot... What for? Dun anyhow spend my precious leave lah... In the end, I decided to take a cab to work... Left my hse at 7.40am and managed to board a cab ard 5-10mins later... Not the first time tat I took a cab to work but it's the first time at this hr! So when the cabby asked me whether there's any traffic jam previously when I took a cab to work, I told him I dun take cab at this time de lor...

In the end, I reached office ard 8.15am, earlier than what I usually reached but at a dearer cost lah... Haiz~~~ I certainly hope that this will be the first and last time that such thingy happen... But I think the chances of my phone outsmarted me again are rather high lor... I think I need a human alarm clock! Hurhur...

My Beauty Diary Masks

2010-04-05T20:35:00.005+08:00

I think I'm kinda become the My Beauty Diary Masks (aka 我的美麗日記) collector liao...
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Ever since last Fri (Gd Friday), I went out with Ms Puck and she intro me to this brand, I started to search the prices online... Hurhur... I even went to the extent to intro my mom to use as well lor... Hoho...
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Any idea how many masks I've got since last Fri?
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1) 20 pcs from Watson (Bought on last Fri)
2) 20 pcs from online spree (Bought on last Sat) - Not here yet!
3) 10pcs from Venus AMK (Bought yesterday)
4) 2pcs from Guardian (Bought today)
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Hey, dun think I never use lah.. I did lah! I've been using one pc daily... Well, it said okie to use daily mah and Ms Puck oso said can use daily woh... So far I've tried the red wine, the sake yeast and the black pearl... Hurhur... I like the red wine mask! It's really gd! The black pearl and the sake yeast ones are gd as well lah... Hurhur... And actually I figured out that if my mum was to use the mask daily as well, the 20pcs from Watson wouldnt be enuff for both of us lor, rite?

U want the prices I oso can tell you lah...

Watson is selling at $15.90/ box of 10pcs. But from now till 21apr 2010, it's selling at $14.90/ box of 10pcs.
Venus is selling at $14.50/ box of 10pcs. If u dun want to buy online, this is the cheapest I can find so far.
Guardian ah... Aiyo, the prices very big different leh. Yest at Guardian AMK, I saw the prices label at $18.90. Then today I went to the Guardian near my hse, there's no price tags there. So I asked the cashier and she told me $21!!! I was thinking to myself: Sure anot? Oh, the 2pcs I bought is at $2.80 lah.
Most of the online sellers are selling at $1.30/ pc, with minimum purchase of 10pc of a single flavor. The one that I bought online is so far the cheapest, at $1.15/pc (on condition that you bought 50pcs and above. 100pcs and above is $1.10/pc lah). The sad thingy is this seller is going to bring in the stocks once only..

Going abit nuts over this, rite? Hurhur... There might be more to come woh... LOL~~~ And who's going Taiwan? Can help me buy anot ah?

My Mom's B-day!!

2010-04-01T21:57:00.004+08:00

Back to work today after 3 days off... Not that I wanted to go on leave lah... Need to clear leave mah... I was kinda worried that I would be flooded with work lor... But heng heng, I can leave at the usual time... Hurhur...
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It's my mom's bday today!! =) That's why I need to rush home by hook or by crook!
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I bought this cake especially for her.. =) Actually wanted to buy a cheese cake lah... But there's no cheese cake...
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Happy Birthday Mum! I love you deep deep! =)
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Edit: It was saved and kept in my draft lah... That's why it's backdated lah... Hehe...

Hard Work Appreciated!

2010-03-26T22:57:00.005+08:00

Something pleasant marks the start of my work today... =)

I received a compliment email... Hurhur... The email was redirected to me by my boss... After all those hard works (and complaints and naggings), someone finally appreciated what I did... Ermz, wont reveal much of the details lah... Coz I too paiseh to write down lah... Hurhur...

I was like 'WOW, someone actually really appreciate what I did woh!" Was kinda on cloud nine and kinda flattered lah... Well, ppl will kip saying how much they appreciate what you did (for some, there's simply no appreciation shown, coz they juz took you for granted), but seldom these compliments are penned down lor, rite?

And surprisingly, I dun nid do OT today woh... Hurhur... I managed to clear my stuff before 6... Thanks to Michelle as well... She had been helping me with my bookings lor... Hurhur...

丁噹 - 你為什麼說謊

2010-03-23T16:02:00.002+08:00

Another song added to my playlist... Thumbs up!
It's touching... Feel it!
Oh ya, it's another song from 下一站, 幸福.
The first song that I like from this drama is 我爱他.
This will be the second one... =)

這次我走開再沒有話要說出來
我不想再期待走下去還能多精彩
我不瞭解你怎能心安
也抓不住你的倔強
可是我知道你你為什麼說謊

你說你還在一分一秒也沒走開
我想留在這裏可是這一切已太晚
我不能再像從前一樣
為我們的明天瘋狂
你不必解釋你為什麼說謊

你不能說我沒有愛過說我沒等過難過
我也想說也許能重來我卻還是沉默
你一直問我的心到底在不在
問我怎能不遺憾就丟失了愛
而我的淚怎麼就流下來

你說你還在一分一秒也沒走開
我想留在這裏可是這一切已太晚
我不能再像從前一樣
為我們的明天瘋狂
你不必解釋你為什麼說謊

你不能說我沒有愛過說我沒等過難過
我也想說也許能重來我卻還是沉默
你一直問我的心到底在不在
問我怎能不遺憾就丟失了愛
而我的淚怎麼就流下來

你不能說我沒有愛過說我沒等過難過
我也想說也許能重來我卻還是沉默
你一直問我的心到底在不在
問我怎能不遺憾就丟失了愛
而我的淚怎麼就流下來

你一直問我的心到底在不在
問我怎能不遺憾就丟失了愛
而我的淚怎麼就流下來

Haunted!

2010-03-22T23:07:00.002+08:00

Why on earth am I haunted by work when rite now I shld be on leave leh? All thanks to tat farking bitch that I mentioned on my previous entry (Stupid Bitch!!)! Strong feeling tat my boss is really going to have a 1-to-1 talk with me lor... Not scared, juz worried... Ya, will worry all the time if there's any 1-to-1 talk with her...

But I muz still say this: Tat XX is a real pain in everybody arse lor... Complained abt this, complained abt that. Why she never stare in the mirror and complained abt herself ah? And I'm very sure that I will never befriend anyone who has the same name as her lor... It's a terrible nightmare lor!

I still wanna say this: I'm in no wrong, so fark off, bitch!

周蕙 - 守約

2010-03-20T19:11:00.004+08:00

Touched by this song...
Yes, it's not a MV that's playing... Cant find the MV lah...

作詞/作曲：周蕙
編曲：郭建良/洪筠惠
製作：周蕙/郭建良

遙控器轉來轉去轉到誰的心情
他演戲我哭泣真假都分不清
點唱機點來點去又點到我的戀曲
歌詞裡唱著你我約定

太多人經過我的生命
唯獨你讓我動了心
太多事觸動了我的心靈
唯獨你讓我眷念不已

我不在乎一路的泥濘你就是我的風景
不管遙遠距離只管愛的徹底都不覺委屈
我不在乎情路多艱辛吻你我就有勇氣
就算傻得可以就算失去力氣都不願放棄

遙控器轉來轉去轉到誰的心情
他演戲我哭泣真假都分不清
點唱機點來點去又點到我的戀曲
歌詞裡唱著你我約定

太多人經過我的生命
唯獨你讓我動了心
太多事觸動了我的心靈
唯獨你讓我眷念不已

我不在乎一路的泥濘你就是我的風景
不管遙遠距離只管愛的徹底都不覺委屈
我不在乎情路多艱辛吻你我就有勇氣
就算傻得可以就算失去力氣都不願放棄

我不在乎一路的泥濘你就是我的風景
不管遙遠距離只管愛的徹底都不覺委屈
我不在乎情路多艱辛吻你我就有勇氣
就算傻得可以就算失去力氣都不願放棄

Heading Off to Penang...

2010-03-19T23:17:00.000+08:00

Finally confirmed a trip liao! Hurhur...

I'm heading off to Penang in Apr... =) Well, initially was planning to go Bangkok lah... But then, riots leh... Kinda unsafe lah... My mom kip telling me tat Bangkok got riots and tell me not to go leh... 听久了, 本身也有点怕怕了... So, change of plan on the eleventh hr...

Anyway, the airtix to Penang on Jetstar is so cheap lor.. 2 bucks (excluding taxes and everything lah). It's the return flight back to Singapore that cost much more.. Tix booked, left only the accommodations part liao... Hehe...

My first time to Penang. So kinda excited... I know nuts abt Penang... Anyway, to me, it's a gd start... Was hoping tat more trips would be coming... Hurhur... Jio me for overseas holiday pls... =) I wouldnt mind going to Bangkok de if the situation is stable liao...

Stupid Bitch!!

2010-03-18T22:04:00.002+08:00

Angry with this bitch in one of the agencies tat I handle... She's a real farking bitch lor...

Here's the story:

XX from ABC Advertising sent this booking in on 24Feb to buy a travel package starting from 1Mar. I booked on 25Feb, reverted on 26Feb. But little did I know tat the fax din go thru. I went on leave on 1Mar and returned only on 2Mar. When I came back to work on 2Mar, Quek told me tat this XX din receive any confirmation from me and she couldnt find the booking on my stack of bookings. However, according to Quek, she told her tat the booking had been done lor. Anyway, I refax the booking to her.

Today, the salesperson conveyed the msg tat she complained tat I booked the spots last min, resulting in her getting very poor PT spots. Fark lor! She jolly well shld know tat the schedule tat she given is subject to airtime availability lor. I checked thru the spot listings tat I've churned out after doing the booking. I can say that the PT spots tat I've booked in are fairly gd lor. However, the spots are still subject to availability mah. If there's any loading x base rate spots coming in, U are still out lor! And obviously that stupid farking bitch dun know abt this lor. Kip saying tat she knows ,she knows, she knows, but in actual fact, SHE KNOWS NOTHING LOR!

Anyway, I did no wrong lor. So go ahead and complain, bitch!

Movie - Just Another Pandora's Box

2010-03-17T22:30:00.003+08:00

Went to watch this movie on Monday with May and Rebecca.

Here's the plot: Bandit Ronald Cheng effortlessly pulls out the magic sword belonging to Fairy Athena Chu, and Fairy Sun Li who lives by love, is drawn as moth to flame by this deja vu-like infatuation. As Sun Li chases after the Ronald Cheng, who just wants to get away from this "rotten peach blossom", the Pandora's Box opens a doorway into another time zone.

Oh, I can only say this show is full of craps lor... Like wat I told Rebecca, it's kinda like the Chinese version of Scary Movie lor... So what if the show is full of stars? It's the kinda show tat U go to the cinema and laugh all u want. 什么深度, 什么感人, 都没有. 什么好演技, 什么好音乐, 你想都别想. 只有两个字能形容: 无聊! Yes, it's the kinda show to pass time.

And honestly if you ask me, I will tell you not to spend your dollars and cents on this show lor... Fortunately for me, the tix is complimentary de...

Movie - Kaiji

2010-03-10T22:39:00.005+08:00

Before I started blabbering on this movie, I'm kinda angry today lor... It seems like everybody only started wkin after 5pm like tat... Ya, bookings started to flock in after 5pm and I nearly wanna tell Mic tat I dun wanna go for the movie liao... In the end, I still go ahead for the movie.

The movie plot: "Kaiji: The Ultimate Gambler" is an exciting psychological thriller starring Tatsuya Fujiwara as Kaiji, man forced to enter a deadly gambling competition aboard a cruise ship, to erase a large financial debt. Based on Nobuyuki Fukumoto's hit manga series which has sold over 11 million copies, Kaiji is a 26 year-old job-hopping bum who suddenly finds himself riddled in debt after a shadowy loan company informs him that he is responsible for a loan taken by his friend (who has since gone missing) and whom he casually co-signed as a loan guarantor for! (Thanks to sg.movies.yahoo.com)

Let me juz say this: I dun like this movie. I dun enjoy watching this kinda movie. But I think the movie wasnt tat bad lah... It juz wasnt my cup of tea lah... And there's alot of ppl tat I pity in the show lor: Those ppl tat fall off the bridge, Sahara (he's gd-looking ah!), and till the end i oso kinda pity Tonegama (I hope i get his name correct). 一次失败就毁了一生! 为什么这样?! 他难道不能失败, 不能犯错吗?

Oh, I tot tat the main lead looks kinda like 钱小豪 woh... Then later I think I heard someone said look like Toro (the ex-Energy member). Think he's quite well-known bah... But I only recognize Tonegama lah coz he did star in Mr Brain lah... The rest hor, I dun even know who is who... Hehe...

Sorry Blog!

2010-03-03T22:44:00.001+08:00

It's kinda obvious tat I've neglected my blog ever since I got a twitter account... =p

I dun mean to neglect this space lah... Well, twitter is juz so much more convenient to blog and chat abt wat junks u wanna say mah... Rite? U can juz post up a tweet easily... I'm not saying tat blog cannot lah but who will be so ah siao to write a sentence or 2 almost every hr juz to say out how they feel? In my opinion, not in blogs lor...

So do pardon me if I've been neglecting this space... I will try and try to update more frequently lah... Hurhur...

Facebook Applications

2010-03-03T22:23:00.002+08:00

I've decided!

Mi not going to play cafe world anymore! The app kips lagging and lagging and lagging! Damn fedup lor... Especially when you feeling damn sleepy and you still wanna collect ur dishes before u hop on to ur bed... I've got over 1,000 gifts to utilise BUT everytime I tried to use a gift, the system will hang there for say 15 - 30sec. Wanna cook a certain dish oso hang! Wanna collect food oso hang! Visit frenz' cafes oso hang! Change interior of the cafe oso hang! Dammit! It's really up to a pt tat I cant tahan liao...

So, rite now I still got the following apps tat I used frequently: Pet Society, My City Life, Slots, Scratch n win & Sudoku. Oh, it wont be long before I dumped My City Life... I dun have much neighbours which resulted in I cant expand my 'city'... Hurhur...

Games mah, dun take too seriously lah... These are juz for passing time lah... I did try to convince myself every now and then...

Movie - Valentine's Day

2010-02-16T14:47:00.004+08:00

Went to catch this movie yest with Hui and Quek... Expectedly, it's abt loves and kisses and yup, everything happened in a single day - Valentine's Day...

Plot ah... Not really much to talk abt. The characters are kinda interlink to each other lah... But I found the 2 Taylors kinda extras and silly... And to me, it further confirmed that the male Taylor is really more to a himbo... Hurhur...

I like the scene where Julia Roberts said she knows mind strategies... Dunno why but I juz like tat... It's kinda amazed when ppl can actually read ur mind mah... Hurhur... And I do find Anne Hathaway and Jennifer Garner looks kinda alike and Julia Roberts and Jennifer Garner looks kinda alike as well...

Oh, for those who love Jessica Alba, she only appears for a few scenes lor... Hmm... More like guest appearance if you asked me... Not really a must watch... Watched it only when you think you gotta extra angpows money to spend lah... Hurhur...

虎年的大年初一

2010-02-14T22:12:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year, peeps!

It's 大年初一 today but we came home unusually early today... Hurhur... Did go 拜年... Visit my grandparents (both side lah), did some catching up with my relatives... But we decided to head home early to have our own steamboat dinner instead... Hurhur... I wont be against this idea coz I was so super bored lor... Kinda regret not bringing along my laptop... Hurhur...

Of coz, did collect ang pows from my relatives... And unavoidably, I got the same qns every yr... Well, I will juz let them ask lor, coz like wat I told Ms Puck, there's a price to pay for asking tat qns lor... Hurhur...

Kinda worry abt my 外婆... She looks so weak now... I can barely hear what she wanna say lor... i really, sincerely hope tat she will get well soon...

I took some fotos of my cousins' kids... Will try to post up on FB soon.. But soon is how soon, I dunno lah... Hurhur...

Happy 虎 Year!!

2010-02-13T23:49:00.002+08:00

Haven been updating my blog recently... But been updating my tweets instead... Hurhur... Tweets are more convi lah as compared to blog... =p Anyway, had been really busy for the past week...

Spring cleaning, grocery shopping and of coz work! OTs on wed and thur, desperately trying to clear my stuff... But then, it seems tat the more I cleared, the more I get lor... Dammit! And ya, I become the only one who need to work OTs to clear off these debts. Everybody is busy with the CNY thingy and mi still busy with works... Haiz~~~ 同人不同命啦! And I really muz say lor: Dun ever try to flag a cab near Andrew Road at 10sth lor... Thu was the 3rd time tat I'm trying to flag down a cab at tat time!

Oh, I forgot to mention tat I watched Percy Jackson on Mon... Hurhur... It's the only leisure I had for the past week... Hmm, I quite like the movie lah, though kinda kiddish... And I think it's quite ez to guess who's the lightening thief lor...

Kinda fedup with work recently tat I tweeted: I HATE my job, and I really mean H.A.T.E! Well, the feeling had yet subsided lor... Yest, I was kinda fed-up as well but then, i dun wanna mark it down in black and white lah... So, forget it lah...

Last min of grocery shopping and spring cleaning today... Was trying to change my bedsheet today when I realised tat my bed almost gave way liao... I've been sleeping on tat bed for more than a decade liao... (think shld be ard 13 - 14yrs) The bed can really retire liao lor... So almost immediately, I decided to dispose off the bed, and sleep on the floor instead (mind you, my mattress is still fine hor...). Well, the floor will be my bed for at least these few days.. But actually I wont mind sleeping on the floor lor... Hurhur...

Reunion dinner at 6plus... The usual: steamboat and bbq... Super full! Our food selections are so wide... Hurhur... This yr got new stuff: Satay! Yum yum... But I'm really full after all these eatings lor... And feeling sleepy after all these food... Hurhur

Will be another day tmr, I think... Best is to tuck in early tonite... So tata...

Happy New Year!! 恭喜发财, 万事如意, 心想事成!! HUAT AH!! v(^o^)v
And ya, Happy Valentine's Day too!! =D

Pls Discpline Your Kids!!

2010-02-01T12:52:00.002+08:00

I was rather pissed off by this boy... It really make me wonder what happened to kids nowadays...

I was shopping at Metro with my mom yest... Well, CNY is juz very round the corner liao, my mom wanted to add new thingy to her wardrobe... I noticed this father and his kid... Apparently they were waiting for somebody (probably the mother) in the fitting room. Was talking to the sales assistant when I witnessed this: The boy's shoulder knocked onto the hangers of some clothings. The clothings dropped on to the floor. And to my utter horror, instead of picking up the clothes, this kid simply KICKED the clothings aside lor... TMD! Something wrong with your back or hand izzit? Cant you juz pick up the clothings?

My immediate reaction was to march up and picked up the clothings. And of coz, I said this sentence aloud,"衣服掉了, 捡起来就好嘛! 为什么要踢呢?" This lazy kid, thinking tat I wanted to reprimand him, sped off lor... The dad juz stared at what I'm doing lor... And I really mean stare lor! KNS! Harlow, if you know how to discpline your kids, you would not allow this to happen lor... Money drop liao, you also know how to pick up lah... Clothes dropped liao and u dunno how to pick up meh? These are called spolit brats lor, lack of discpline...

So dear frenz, pls do discpline your kids hor. Like to play soccer so much, pls go to the soccer field and not jalan jalan ard in the shopping mall...

Comments On My Blog

2010-01-31T11:03:00.001+08:00

Kip receiving junk comments recently...
So in the end, I decided to vet the comments first before they are allowed to publish liao...
Pardon me, but I nid to do so lor...
I rather get no comments than junk comments... =)

Unexpected

2010-01-27T21:57:00.004+08:00

Yes peeps, it's the down time again... The pessimistic thinking is on again...

Life aint always smooth sailing... There's time when you mit the last stop of ur life... And this last stop might happen unexpectedly... And I've got this thinking, especially recently when I'm alone and my mind starts wandering off, who will shed a tear for me if I unexpectedly passed away leh? 有人會記得我, 記得我的好嗎? Ya, I know it's a negative thinking but I cant stop myself from thinking leh... Seriously, I even tot of drafting out a will lor... (Sounds like I got millions/ billions/ trillions/ zillions of dollars and cents, but sorry no lor...) Hmm... burn me all my baby pooh to me if I passed away lah... I would appreciate tat... And for the rest, juz dumped everything away...

Well, it's juz a 以防萬一 kinda thingy... Life is filled with the unexpected...

Endless Work

2010-01-21T21:45:00.004+08:00

Work pretty sux nowadays... The airtime is super packed like sardines... Bookings seem to be endless... The Havent-even-finish-this-booking-another-2-flooded-in situation kip occuring lor... Trust me when I said I still got stacks of bookings undone lor... Movies titles kip changing, program changes kip faxing... Agencies kip calling up/ sending emails to ask abt the status of their bookings... System kip lagging... Haiz~~~ When will this ever end?

My mood ranges from the I-think-I-nid-to-stay-back-for-OT mood to the I-dun-care-liao-juz-packed-up-and-go mood... Oh, the former mood is for the first 2 days of this week, while the latter mood started on Wed onwards till now... And I think this mood will continue for tmr as well lor... Hurhur... It's not that I dun want to revert the bookings asap lah... I really 爱莫无助 lah... Tsk tsk tsk...

And to top thingy up, I nid to do filing liao lor... Gotta file all last yr bookings liao... And I've got like 5 boxes of bookings to file lor... Dammit! I absolutely hate filings! Argh!!!

Can this week juz end quickly? Can weekend juz come faster and end slower? Can someone delay Monday's arrival?

Blogger Sucks!!!

2010-01-20T22:14:00.005+08:00

Dammit!! Everything I type is gone again!! Dammit!! Super angry lor!! Blogger really sux lor! Maybe it's high time I shld change liao!! Oh, I hate this!!

Movie - It's Complicated

2010-01-18T13:35:00.000+08:00

2nd time I went movies with the gers at AMK Hub... Saw the trailers of It's Complicated last week... Tot tat the show might be quite interesting...

The plot: Jane (Streep) is in an amicable relationship with her ex-husband, attorney Jake (Baldwin) after a decade of divorce. But when Jane and Jake find themselves out of town for their son's college graduation, things start to get complicated. An innocent meal together turns into the unimaginable - an affair. With Jake remarried to the much younger Agness (Lake Bell), Jane is now, of all things, the other woman... The website: http://www.itscomplicatedmovie.com// (Courtesy of sg.movies.yahoo.com)

I quite like the show actually... And I did think tat Meryl Streep is really a great actress, though my image of hers still somehow linger at Devil Wears Prada (ah yes, the devil)... After watching the show, the tots tat come to my mind is: 大人的世界好复杂啊!

Dinner at Popeyes.. It's kinda KFC-look-alike fast food restaurant... The food wasnt tat great.. The chicken tenders tat I'm having is kinda dry, hard to swallow... I would prefer KFC though I really, dislike the advertiser... Alot!

KTV session again after dinner... It's proven tat I really enjoyed singing rather than lancing/ partying... Date me for a KTV session would be much more easier than a party session these few days... Might not be a great singer but still enjoy alot... =)

More movies catcha? Or more ktv session? Unknown...

Oh ya, forgot to mention this: Hui, you're damn funny... LOL! With you ard, there isnt a boring moment to spare lor... Hurhur...

Twitter

2010-01-16T11:31:00.000+08:00

Okie, juz to announce this here... I'm on twitter. Hurhur...

Wonder how long will I last... LOL

Juz to Update

2010-01-11T22:33:00.002+08:00

I violated the rule... =( I went shopping again... Haiz~~~

Went shopping on last Sat... Was hoping to get some birthday gifts for my colleagues... Well, there's 4 of them who are born in January leh... I cant possibly give them those Christmas gifts which others have given me bah... I nid to buy sth to give them mah... It was a shopping trip that started with the intention of buying bday gifts for others.. But in the end, I bought thingy for myself instead... Accessories! I will use them mah... A book by Matilda Tao! Oh boy, she's a gd writer... And the final one - Aldo Necklace... Oh, I've been eyeing this necklace a few weeks back... It juz look so damn nice... I sound a little like the Shopaholic except that I dun have any credit cards and I dun have banks calling me to pay up...

Movie after shopping... Met up with Hui and Fen... Old Dogs - no idea abt wat the show abt but according to Hui, is a comedy... Okie, I din regret watching tat show... In my opinion, the show is better than the New Moon... I admit I really hate that show... Let me juz put it this way: it isnt the show tat I will be interested in... He left her coz he wants to protect her. And he left her, coz he wants to protect her as well... Wat kinda of protection is this ah? I dun understand and I doubt I want to understand. And I've to say this: the world still goes round and round even if you fall out of love lor... Part III? Wasnt looking tat forward...

KTV session after movie... Honestly, I would prefer KTV to partying anytime... Call me for ktv session would be so much easier as compared to partying (these few days)... Love singing as compared to lancing lah... Hurhur... Sing till 3am, but I still miz my song... Haiz~~~ Singing hrs was simply insufficient... More singing session pls...

And oh ya, before I forgot: Happy Birthday Quek! The party is still on this Friday! We will be having a smashing nite! Hurhur...

Start Work Tmr...

2010-01-03T20:46:00.004+08:00

After a break of 11 days, gonna start work tmr again... Haiz~~~

為什麼好時光總是那麼匆匆過呢? So sad... =(
Can I have a longer break?

Looking Back At Yr 2009

2009-12-31T22:10:00.004+08:00

2009 is coming to an end in less than 2hrs time...

Yup, I din go anywhere for countdown... I was banned from partying/ clubbing mah, remember?! LOL... Okie, tat's a rather lame excuse... Hehe... Anyway, the fear of not able to get a cab still somehow left unwashable footprints on my memory... Hehe... And I truly dun wanna spend so much dollars lah... Honestly, I've been spending lotsa money (on myself especially) this Christmas... I dun wish to spend another hundred bucks or so on partying ah... (Think the entrance fee, the drinks and the cab fare kinda totalled up to hundred bucks or so bah). And seriously, I think countdown doesnt really impact alot on me woh... It's juz another excuse for drunkens/ drinkers to party and dance lor... =)

Oh ya, the recap... Nearly forgot abt the topic... Hehe... Looking back at Yr 2009, what have I been thru?!

The start of Yr 2009 doesnt sound really great to me... I lost a cousin, a sweet young lady... Her sudden passed on was a blow on everyone of us... I know it's been real hard for her parents... Imagine, my tears will juz well up on the tot of her, let alone her parents lah... Bitterly upset... Haiz~~~

Due to bad economy, my company enforced off days (aka unpaid leave aka paycut lah) and common off days... Initially, everyone was complaining all the way, coz of the paycut... Gradually when everyone becomes to look forward to these off days liao, the company began to see some increments and decided to cancel the off days... Complaints flood in again... Hurhur... Humans are juz so hard to please lah... Hehe... (And yes, I'm one of the few who grumbled abt the cancel of off days. Hurhur...)

I utilised more sick leave this year... Think my health is rather poor this year leh... The flu bugs juz kip on knocking on my door and there's no way that I can stop them from dashing in... Haiz~~~

My complaints on work doesnt seem to end... And basically I can juz complain abt everything... On agencies that I handle, on salespersons that I liaise with, on the bosses of these salespersons... Hahaha... Ya ya ya, I know I complain too much and too hard, but this is one of my way to kinda vent my fustrations lah... So juz bear with me lah... Hehe...

I got my promotion and a little pay increment as well... Not much lah... Think of the bad economy, you think pay increment would be huge meh? Juz be glad that there's pay increment liao lor...

There was my Taiwan trip oso... Only 1 overseas trip this yr (JB not counted lah!)... Kinda sad... I worked like a cow and I only got 1 overseas reward trip for myself... Haiz~~~

And there was my new idol - 黃騰浩 as well... Oh, I juz love him so much in 光阴的故事... Totally heart him... And he 害 me cried so much in 紫玫瑰 lor... I hope he will star in more shows in Yr 2010... =D

Cutting down on parties/ clubbings as well... Hey, I really did cut down quite alot liao lor... Come to think of it, my last trip to DLB O was in Oct woh, but I did go to Velvet Underground in Nov to give support to my makeover colleagues... =) Then I went to Zirca in Nov as well for the ChU Party... Oops! It doesnt sound I really cut down hor? But I really did lah...

Lastly (I think), Christmas! I juz kip buying and buying gifts for myself... Wahahahha... And yup, I FINALLY change a new mobile phone liao... I've been telling everyone tat I wanna change a new mobile phone for a yr liao... And finally did so a yr later... Hahahha...

What do I hope for in Yr 2010? Ermz, better health and better wealth... And hopefully, more overseas trip lor... And everything smooth smooth for work lor, though kinda hard...

Goodbye 2009! Hello 2010!
Happy New Year!! =D

SQ

2009-12-29T22:52:00.008+08:00

Met up with a fren recently... It's been quite some times since I last saw her... She's still the same - bubbly and cheerful as ever... Juz hope that her health is better liao... =)

Anyway, she told me a few short stories which I find it quite amusing especially when these stories actually revolved abt Singaporeans... Yup, Singaporeans typical behavior when travelling on Singapore Airlines.. Okie, I muz say that for business purposes, my fren often nid to travel ard the world... And she only like to take Singapore Airlines (SQ) flight...

She told me that she once sat besides a couple... Nothing really special abt this couple actually... Aint really big shot or what... But her behavior simply turned my fren off... The stewardess was pushing the bar trolley/ cart when this woman asked the stewardess for a glass of STRAWBERRY MILK!! And the best part is when the stewardess replied that they only had fresh milk, this woman turned to her mate and whined: Dear, they dun have strawberry milk ler... I really wanna slap my forehead when I heard this lor...

Hello Auntie, it's a plane you travelling lor, it's a SQ plane lor... It's not a supermart plane you are travelling lor... SQ doesnt equal to Cold Storage, Carrefour, NTUC, Shop n Save, Giant or whatsoever supermart lor... SQ is not ur Doreamon lor... It's not what you want and you can get it lor... (That's the slogan for 7-11, not SQ) And come to think of it, I believe all fastfood outlets oso dun serve flavored milk lor... I pity the poor stewardess serving you woh!!

That's not all woh... Can you imagine ppl asking for homemade soya bean milk on plane and show that disappointment face when the steward/ stewardess replied that they dun have on board? Hello ppl, you want homemade, pls stay at home and made urself lah... What for to travel on a plane then? Homemade dun have lah, plane made you want anot?

Yup yup, my service attitude is damn bad, I know.. And yes, I know what you want to say: We paid so much money to travel on SQ. They shld mit our expectations... They shld give us what we want and provide the service that we want. Here's what I wanna say: Ppl, I know you pay more money travelling on SQ. Service wise, if you are nice and polite to that person, the steward/ stewardess will be nice and sweet to you as well lor... C'mon, they are oso like you and me lor, trying to work hard for a living, why make life difficult for them leh? And yes, they shld mit our expectations but your expectations include serving strawberry milk and homemade soya bean milk ah? Shldn't ur expectations focus on the safety and the comfortability meh?

Wah say! Since when I become the ambassador of SQ leh? LOL...

Another Christmas Gift... For Myself...

2009-12-28T23:13:00.006+08:00

Yes, I know Christmas is over liao but hey, there's 12days of Christmas lor... And the Christmas spirit at Orchard is still lingering ard lor... See the decors over there and you'll know lor...

You are damn rite! It's juz another damn silly excuse to buy a gift for myself!! LOL!!! I bought yet another gift for myself... Wheet!!! I think I love myself deeper and deeper liao... Hurhur... (Bo bian lah... When there's no one showering you with gifts, you gotta shower yourself lor... Oh boy, sounds so sad... And rich... Wahahhaha...)

I bought this Swatch watch after much consideration... Was deciding among Swatch watches actually... After rounds of voting, I finally decided on this...

Before I made the payment, I saw this Juicy Couture watch... I swear I REALLY LOVE THAT WATCH!! But but but it's too expensive lah... Hello this watch is 159bucks while that watch is 350bucks lor... Almost double the price of wat I'm buying lor... But it's a real beauty... Aaaawwww... If I din buy a new phone, I will surely buy that watch without any further delay lor...

My beloved Juicy Couture watch, pls wait for me... I'll be back to grab you... But not now lah, coz I got a big damage to repair liao... Another 2 - 3 mths or so... WAIT FOR ME AH!!!

Oh yes, I now officially declare that Angela Tay is banned from shopping, clubbing, partying till further notice with immediate effect...

My Christmas Gifts

2009-12-26T23:39:00.007+08:00

Christmas, Christmas, Christmas... =D

Wrapped and gave out most Christmas gifts out on 23Dec, the last day of work for this yr... And yup, I received lotsa Christmas gifts as well... Hurhur... Among these gifts, I received a Pooh, a Eeyore and a Piglet... Thinking whether shld I buy a Tigger leh? Hehehe... Okie, almost 1/4 of the gifts are chocolates... I got at least 4 - 6 mths of chocolate supplies... LOL... Not really a chocoholic person lah.. Tat's why the chocolates can last tat long... Hehe...

And yup, I oso bought Christmas gifts for myself! Wheet!! I saw this Vera Wang Princess series set at Metro Paragon when I went for my Christmas shopping. It's priced at 98bucks which I think is really really a steal lor... I bought the 100ml sometimes this yr at 90bucks liao... And now it comes in a set of 3 at 98! Cheap rite? Wanna buy another set when I went Metro Causeway Pt but the sales assistant there said they dun carry Vera Wang... Aaawwww.... So Sad...
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Next, I bought myself yet another gift on Christmas Eve... Hurhur... A new phone!! Yup, finally, a new phone! I've been using my SE 700 for 3 yrs ( I think)... I still love my SE 700 especially the camera... Hey, it's a cybershot series lor... The fotos taken are super clear and super nice... Was deciding between SE Aino and iPhone... In the end, I choose the latter, coz it's cheaper... I dunno why Aino is more exp lor... Still trying to adapt to my new phone... I think I will feel quite lost abt the camera part... Haiz~~

Ya ya ya, I know can download apps to enhance the camera thingy... But need $$ lor...

The sickness continues...

2009-12-15T20:40:00.003+08:00

And so the sickness continues but i'm back to work today after a day of MC yesterday...

Honestly, I did feel slightly better... My throat aint tat dry as compared to previous days but still dry lor... I still feel the pain when swallowing my saliva...

The cough still persists... And somehow I did feel kinda worse, especially when the 'weng-ing' in my left ear become worse. And to top thingy up, out of my 10 phlegm, 4 are with traces of blood... And sometimes when I blow my nose, traces of blood are oso found... With conditions like these, is my flu turning for the better or for the worse? I dunno... Gotta wait till the 7days medication end... Coz the doctor did say tat if my condition din improve especially the ear part, I gotta go back and see him again...

Oh, I hate it this way! This is the worst flu tat i caught!! Argh!!

Flu Bug Caught Me Again...

2009-12-14T12:49:00.003+08:00

Yes baby, I'm sick again... On a day MC today again...

Think I run too slow that why's the flu bug kip on bugging me... =( Was reading thru my past entries... The 4th time this yr tat I caught the flu bug liao... Tsk tsk tsk... Think I really gone weaker liao... Wat's wrong this time round? Same lah - Sore throat, runny nose, cough... But the throat part is worse than before... Throat infection. And this throat infection resulted in ear infection as well... Wow! I really got no idea tat infections can spread...

Wasnt feeling too good on Thur liao.. Tat's when my voice started to hoarse... Then the not-so-good feeling continued on Friday as well... I still went for my Christmas shopping though.. But went home almost empty-handed... There's simply nothing much to buy at PS leh... And the DIY stuff at Spotlights are so not at DIY prices... Tsk tsk tsk...

Despite feeling unwell, I still went to the zoo... Hey, I nan de balloted successfully for the passes woh... How can I simply juz missed out leh? But really, it might be this trip tat worsened my throat... The weather is great, but maybe too great for me... My throat was feeling dry all the way... It's so bad that even when i tried to swallow my saliva, it simply hurt...

Finally i went to see a doc yest... Reached the clinc at 10sth... Was planning to do a little Christmas shopping after seeing the doc actually... Tot there shld be a queue and i had to wait till 11sth to manage to see a doc, and that's oso the time where most shops are opened liao... But my calculation went wrong when I saw the clinic was empty... Ermz, where are all those ppl ah? Within 5mins upon my arrival, i managed to see the doc liao... The usual line - Drink more water... Haiz~~~ Yes, yes, yes... I'll drink more water...

A day mc today... The throat continues to hurt... Haiz~~~

Christmas Shopping!!

2009-12-05T10:16:00.003+08:00

An early post ya... Hurhur... Beats me why I wake up so early today... LOL

Christmas is juz round the corner liao... Have already drafted out my Christmas shopping list and in fact, bought some of the Christmas gifts liao... Seriously, I really gotta start wrapping these gifts liao... But but but... Lazy lah... LOL... And I think my wrapping papers aint enuff...

And I dunno wat to get for the guys!! Argh!!! I gave them body spray last yr liao... Not possible to give them the same thingy this yr bah... Really think that they are 臭男生 meh? Hurhur... Heng heng, I still got some time to hunt the gifts...

Ermz, today's plan is to shop for more Christmas gifts!!! But not so early lah... Shops not opened yet leh... Hurhur...

Love Quotes

2009-12-01T21:29:00.003+08:00

I like to read love quotes, and would in fact, wrote them on notebooks... Tat's wat I used to do... Why suddenly rem this? Coz i happened to flip thru these love quotes tat I copied down few years back... Here's some of the quotes... (Not all lah, I wrote a hundred plus quotes lor... Ya, very free tat time lah... Hurhur...)

When you love someone, draw a circle around their name instead of a heart because hearts can be broken but circles never end...
You'll know that you miss someone very much when everytime you think of that person, your heart breaks into pieces and juz a quick "Hello" from that person can bring the broken pieces back... (I totally agreed...)
Of all the words of tongue and pen, these are the saddest: "It could have been..." (Sob sob)
No garden is complete without a rose to make it sweet. No life is ever full without someone to share it with, so take care of the person you love.
I cry for the time that you were almost mine. I cry for the memories I've left behind. I cry for the pain, the lost, the old, the new... I cry for times I thought I had you!
Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it is better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself in putting it back together. Or worse, have nothing strong enough to bind it together.
I will not love you for the rest of your life but for the rest of my life... (Aaaawwwww...)
When you look for the right person, you always end up with the wrong one. But when you just sit by the corner and wait, he comes along and shares the corner with you. (Okie, this is self-consoling... )
The spaces between our fingers were created so that another person's fingers could fill them in... (This is so sweet!!)
When one door of happiness closes, another opens but often, we look so long at the closed door that we din see the one which has been opened for us.

Any love quotes you happened to chance upon? Email to me lah... Share with me lah... Tot of jotting down these quotes again... Hurhur... =)

Back! Juz To Update!

2009-11-30T21:35:00.004+08:00

Am here to clear the cobwebs in my blog... Hurhur... Ya ya ya, I din update my blog for weeks liao... The reason is super simple: Mi lazy to update lah! LOL... Hao la hao la, I'm trying to squeeze some words out lah...

I shld have ballot for tonite movie lah! Storm Warriors II... Aaron Kwok used to be my top fave idol lah... I so heart him very much when I was still in my teens (Ya, now no longer teens liao, so no heart him liao)... I still rem I went with who to watch Storm Warriors 10yrs ago and I was down with flu and fever lor... Hurhur... But tonite show is super late lor and at Vivo somemore... Tsk tsk tsk... By the time I reached home, think will be ard 12mn liao lor... Lack of sleep is no good for work (Hahaha... as if i really care)...

Bookings are still flooding in endlessly... And this time round, I simply dun care liao... Arrived at work punctually. Left home on the dot as well... Wat for I worked so hard?! And no matter how much I cleared, the piles of bookings still there lor... No sign of decreasing or whatsoever...

It's kinda scary on the tot tat 2009 is coming to an end soon! As usual, no sense of accomplishment/ satisfaction achieved lor... Tsk tsk tsk... Time really wait for no one lor... Haiz~~~ The markings of December arrival means tat Christmas is round the corner as well... And it only means alot of Christmas shopping to be done!!! Wah, I got near to 50gifts to buy leh... Can I juz dun buy for anyone and wait for ppl to gimme only? LOL... Of coz, tat's juz a silly tot lah... I nid to buy the gifts real soon and start wrapping them up liao... Or else, I will burn the midnite oil to wrap gifts lor, juz like last year... Hurhur... And yes, it's a gd thingy tat I bought some liao... Hehe... But the gift-wrapping mood is no turn on yet... Gimme a few more days lah...

And my fotos are finally uploaded on FB liao... Damn FB lah, kip telling me uploading failed... TMD!! And I really upload till I very pek chek lor... Still got a few albums to upload...

I will blog again soon... I promised tat it wont be too long... I already know wat I want to blog for my next entry liao... Gimme some time!!

I Survived Without Internet...

2009-11-16T09:21:00.002+08:00

Home internet was down for the past 3 days.. I'm amazed at how I survive thru... LOL...

Dumbos!!

2009-11-09T21:40:00.002+08:00

I can only say: some ppl are really damn stupid lor... Simple calculation oso dunno how to do... I tot the basic criteria for finance shld be simple math mah.. Simple math as in plus minus multiply divide. But these bunch of ppl hor, simple plus sums oso dunno how to do lor...

No no no, I'm not refering to my company finance... I'm refering to my biggest headache agency finance lor... These bunch of ppl hor really think we sitting in the office doing nothing ah? As wat one of my agency ppl told me before: If I'm going to do finance, I might as well transfer to Finance Dept lah... TMD!!!

Laska Steamboat Dinner

2009-11-04T22:29:00.002+08:00

Juz reached home... Had a very filling laksa steamboat dinner juz now... There goes my diet plan... Hurhur...

Dinner was great... The laksa soup was sepda... We ate as if it's buffet style but in fact, everything was ala carte lor... Hehe... Aiya, took a few fotos only lah... Dun intend to upload the fotos... =)

Called for the bill... I did my part to check thru the bill coz I'm the one who ticked the dishes mah... Was kinda shocked to see that they added some drinks tat we did not order lor... My memory might not be as good as before, but still it's kinda wkin lor, so I agah agah know what we ordered lor... Emmz, maybe they accidentally added the items in... Maybe they do it on purpose... If it's the latter reason, it's kinda dishonest lor... And it will definitely stopped me to re-visit this place again lor no matter how good the food is... Anyway, I did ponder on this as well: why do it on purpose leh? Juz charge a 10% service charge mah... Anyway, we headed straight home after the dinner... Hurhur...

Was talking abt the EQ topic over dinner... (Went to search for the meaning of EQ but almost fell asleep when I saw all those words... LOL) Pls get this straight lor: U dun care abt everything/ anything doesnt equal to U got high EQ lor... Someone gets pretty upset over this topic but honestly, do u think I care? (See, I oso heck care mah, but I confessed tat I got low EQ lor) I dun understand lor, low EQ low EQ lor, why get upset over this leh?

Work Woes Again...

2009-10-31T21:16:00.003+08:00

Yeah! I did manage to blog before November 09 came... Wahahahha!!!

Someone told me tat I seldom post pics... True lah... Kinda lazy to post pics lah... And moreover, when you are feeling damn emo, you'll post pics de ah?! Pics cant describe how you feel bah..

Wonder wat's the pic tat I post? Tat's part of my job... Tat's the printing of spot listing part... Tat's the part where it's eating up/ occupying most of my precious working time... Tat's the most annoying part of my job... And 偏偏, whatever amendment/ cancellations/ bookings we do, we gotta go thru this step lor... Here I am trying to print the spot listings during lunchtime...

Remember I did mention the duration it took to print the spot listings? 10 to 15 mins at least and more time needed to churn after 6pm (Dun ask me why, coz I oso dunno why)... However, nowadays it's bloody worse lor... Bookings flooded in. And the system is simply not helpful lor... Booking of spots took bloody long time lor... You are so gan cheong here trying to book in ur spots but the stupid, damn-god silly system juz hanged there... Haiz~~~

Yest was lagi worse... For nearly 2 hrs, the whole ad admin dept cant do any booking... System had encountered an unknown error. TMD! Everytime give the same msg lah... Trying to view the grid only oso gave the same msg... Called for help, but doesnt seem really helpful leh... Haiz~~~ In the end, the few of us decided to head back to work tmr... Poor us!! It seems like we are wkin 7days a week instead of 5days leh... (Why 7 days a week coz some of us even stayed till 11pm almost everyday to clear our thingy lor..) =(

Someone Told Me...

2009-10-28T21:34:00.005+08:00

Someone told me tat my blog entries are getting fewer and fewer... Gotta agree lah, coz think I'm starting to neglect this space again...

Someone told me tat most of my entries are complaints of works... Gotta agree lah, coz work sux lor... And yes, tat particular agency kip giving me endless of headaches lor...

Someone told me tat his/her bookings seem like endless leh... Gotta agree lah, coz I'm facing a similar situation as well.. But I decided not to give a damn and head straight home instead... Coz sleepy at work lah... It's 5.30pm, and I'm still yawning lor...

Someone told me tat he/she's busy at the moment... But the minute I turned ard, I saw the super familiar FB homepage... So tat's what he/she is busy at...

Someone told me tat the gift I bought is too expensive even though it's shared among 4pax... But in the very first place, nobody's willing to shop for the gift coz everyone was damn busy... Was thinking to myself then: 1) Fine, wait for the gift to drop from the sky nx time if they want... 2) No more sharing nx time round... I'd rather buy the gift myself then...

Someone will tell me (though no one had yet to do so) tat I'm petty... But I gotta admit tat I'm petty sometimes, not all the time lah... But then, 女人就是小气的嘛... Hurhur...

P/S: Think I cant escape OT tmr liao... Sianz~~~ But before November steps in, I'll post another entry lah... I already tot of wat to post liao... Juz a matter of when only... Hurhur...

黃騰浩

2009-10-21T21:23:00.006+08:00

Think I cried too hard/ too much over the weekend liao, that my tears actually ran dry!! Hurhur...

Was watching the ending part of 星愿, and under normal circumstances, I would start sobbing liao lor... But to my very surprise, my tap machiam not wkin lor... It's not even 在眼睛里打滚 lor... Tsk tsk tsk... 甯子達 took away most of my tears liao... Tears supply running low, need time/ energy to restore... Hurhur...

And yup, he's my new idol!! He's totally cute... =) Wwwooooooo... He's known as 黃騰浩 in case you dunno him... Shld find him quite familiar lah, coz he did star in several MVs... And can I juz say again: He's so cute!! Hurhur... =)

Drama - 紫玫瑰

2009-10-19T09:53:00.003+08:00

I think I cried too much and too hard over the weekend liao... All bcoz of this show lor...

I watched the show, I cried... I read the novel, I cried...And now, my eyes are so puffy... But I really cant help leh... My tears juz flowed down like waterfall whenever I saw how 委屈, how sad 子達 is...

But honestly, all the other actors acting really cannot make it de lah... Rachel Liang cannot act de lor... Then tat 杰飞 oso cannot act de lor... Tsk tsk tsk... Actually I dunno why they find so many new actors in this show lor... Kinda spoil the show... Wasted wasted...

2009-10-13T22:39:00.000+08:00

I hope someone will tell me tat this week will be smooth going...
But I know too well this week will be a real farking week lor!

Does struck at work at this hr sounds smooth sailing to you?
FARK, I wanna go home lah!!!
BUT i still tons of bookings not done...

Fark! Can i juz resign?

Aaaarrrrgggghhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I Want To ComplaiN!!

2009-10-12T21:11:00.003+08:00

Watching my current fave drama while writing this entry... Hurhur... 许毅源 is juz so very the handsome... He's totally cute and sweet towards Yimei... Aaawww.... Melt my heart! Absolutely!! =)

Anyway, tat's not the title for today's entry... I WANT TO COMPLAIN LAH!! Work started to pile up again lor... But I juz left on the dot (not really on the dot lah, left ard 6.25pm) without a damn care... These ppl hor, I really cant tahan them lor!! They really had this tot tat we only handle 1 single agency ah?! Harlow, we got a set of agencies to handle lor! Everyone pattern many many, we will die soon soon lor... Haiz~~~ Send in the schedules and kip telling me to book day by day! TMD!!! Think I eng eng to do their booking only ah? Tsk tsk tsk... Angry angry angry!!

Another agency oso damn classic de lor... Kip sending in schedule to book EBB/ SB lor... EBB/ Sb can book thru eIBS de lor... But this stupid woman kip saying her system got problem lor, then said the booking is urgent de lor... TMD! I admit I argued with this woman before... She kip saying she will try next time, BUT her next time never come de lor... She will kip saying tat the booking is urgent... Damn stupid! Angry angry angry!!

So to 安抚我的怒气, I shld watch more 许毅源's scene... Hurhur...

The World Is Not Fair

2009-10-06T08:59:00.004+08:00

Whenever you feeling down and upset abt something, always remember, bear this sentence in mind:
The World Is Not Fair!

Sound harsh and unfeeling, sound hurtful and cruel but it's the reality, it's the truth...

Face it!

Pls lor, we are not doggie!!

2009-10-04T21:31:00.003+08:00

Something's hogging on my mind over the weekend... Yup, work related... Quite pissed off actually... Tat bitch really think tat we are so damn god stupid?

Wanted an approval from her boss. She sent an email stating that here's the approval... It's an approval no doubt, but the approval doesnt relate to the one tat I'm asking for woh... And wat's more, she cut and paste the approval of the other email lor... C'mon, we read every email de lor, whether useful anot... And pls lor, the approval is not a bone and we are no doggies as well lor... U throw a bone at us and we are supposed to wag our tails at u ah? *PHUI!*

No doubt it's a Fri, but pls bring ur brain to work lah!

And I really hate to talk to her lor! Believe me, she will try her very best to twist and turn every word we said lor... TMD!!

兩種老公，兩種人生‏

2009-10-01T20:50:00.004+08:00

Find this article quite meaningful... =)

A:
她：“老公，幫我倒杯水。”
他：“石頭剪刀布，誰輸了誰去。”
她：“算了，我自己去吧。”

B:
他們坐在一起看韓劇。她起身。
他：“幹嗎去？”
她：“去倒杯水。”
他：“你坐這看吧。我倒給你。”

女人啊！她對男人唯一的要求就是“疼她”。你可以什麼都沒有。只要你疼她，她就有足夠的勇氣把自己的下半輩子交給你。
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A:
他晚上下班，打電話給她“寶貝，我晚上和朋友出去吃飯。”
她：“你不是答應我陪我逛街的嗎？”
他：“改天吧！”
她默默地流淚。為什麼每次都是這樣？

B:
他下班的時候打電話給她：“親愛的，別人給我一張奧運會的票。巴西隊啊！一會兒我去看球了啊。 ”
她：“哦。這樣啊。好吧。”
他：“怎麼不高興了？”
她：“你忘了啊，上周說好今天我朋友和她男朋友請我倆吃飯啊。”
他：“哎呀，對不起親愛的，我忘記了。那我把票給別人吧。我陪你去吃飯。”
她：“不要了，吃飯可以改天。或者你先去看，我們等你。”
他：“那不行，答應你的事情必須得做到。再說你自己跟他倆在一起像電燈泡似的。你肯定不舒服啊”
她：“沒事……”
沒等她說完，他很強勢的告訴她“好了，聽我的。你收拾一下，我一會兒去接你。”

其實女人不是不懂事。只是她需要碰上一個懂事的男人。其實，情侶之間是可以互相的。
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A:
他：“我晚上出去吃飯了啊。”
她：“幾點回家？”
他：“九點之前肯定回家。”
九點半，她：“你怎麼還不回來啊？”
他：“十點。肯定回家。”
十一點。十二點。一點。兩點……
後來，她不再打電話催他。因為她知道對於不守承諾的男人，一切“肯定”都是“未必”。

B:
他：“我晚上出去吃飯。九點之前肯定結束。然後我倆去看電影。”
她：“你能那麼快就結束嗎？”
他：“放心吧，我答應你了就一定能！”
快到九點的時候，他：“收拾一下吧，我馬上就到你家了。”

信任，是在一件一件小事中建立起來的。
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A:
她生理期，身體不舒服，頂著疼痛洗衣服、收拾屋子。
他坐在電腦前面玩網絡遊戲。
她幹完活，躺在床上，嘆出了一口氣。
他看了她一眼：“寶貝，辛苦了！”
然後轉過頭，繼續玩他的遊戲。

B:
她生理期，很難受，起身準備洗衣服。
他拽住她：“你去床上躺著，我來！”
她：“你會做家務嗎？你自己洗過衣服嗎？”
他：“不會做可以學著做啊！以後你身體不舒服的時候，我當然得獨擋一面！”

女人需要的不只是甜言蜜語。哄她幾句，她也許會給你一個微笑。
但是實實在在的呵護，她會對你一輩子感恩，並且會回報給你一個溫暖的家。
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A:
她給他拿了一包榛子，然後她去洗衣服。
回來的時候，榛子已經被他吃得所剩無幾。

B:
她拿給他一包榛子，然後自己去收拾屋子。
回來的時候，她看見電腦前面放了一堆剝好的榛子仁。

女人很感性。她炫耀你對她的體貼，就好像炫耀几克拉鑽一樣。
這麼廉價的買賣，用一點心思就能收穫無比的財富。
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A:
他說：“你是最好的。”
她問：“我哪好？”
他：“學歷高、能力強、長得漂亮、對我又這麼好。”
她笑了。

B:
他：“你是我所遇到最好的女孩。”
她：“我哪好？”
他：“你對身邊的每個人都很友善、很無私，對人對生活總是很感恩。一個人有一顆善良的心。會讓周圍的人感覺到溫暖。你是我見過最善良的女孩，傷害你的人都應該下地獄！”
她哭了。

一個人是因為你對他好，所以覺得你好。
一個人是因為懂得你的好，所以想要對你好。
幸福的戀人，首先應該是一對彼此欣賞的知己。

Will I Remember to Update My Blog Tonite?

2009-09-30T13:47:00.002+08:00

It's been few weeks since I last updated my blog...
Yup, I did it again - I neglected my blog again...
I tell myself that I will update my blog tonite...
I hope I remember... Hurhur...

光阴的故事

2009-09-07T13:02:00.003+08:00

Have been burning my weekends over this show recently... Not the typical 偶像剧, more like 台湾本土剧...

Initially, was catching the shows on youtube... But then, youtube loading was damn slow... Haiz~~~ So I decided to buy the whole set! Hurhur... But then, went to ransack TS and Poh Kim and Blue Max and watever stores lah, I juz couldn't catch find the show!!! Damn angry! It makes me even more determined to get the show!

One fine nite, when I was catching the show on youtube again, I decided to search on the Taiwan website... Hurhur... Hey, bingo! I did manage to find it woh!! And without further tots, I placed and paid my orders... And it dawned on me later tat how impulsive I'd been... Haiz~~~

Honestly, I really kinda regretted and 自责 (coz it wasnt really cheap) but wasnt for long lah... Coz my dvds arrived!! Hehehe... Yup on cloud nine by then... Who cares abt the 自责 and regret liao... LOL...

Aiyo, trust me lah.. It's really a very nice show lah... And according to Ms Hui, I shld charge whoever wishes to borrow the discs from me... LOL...

Total of 107eps... Think there's a total of 13 or 14discs... I'm only till ep48... I cant wait to rush home to catch the show!! I cant wait to see Yimei's and Yiyuan's love story... Aaawww....

Argh!!! Why do I have to work today? I want to take leave juz to watch the show lah!!!

愛情期限

2009-08-31T20:57:00.000+08:00

忽然覺得我的愛情好像是有期限的...

永遠對我來說好像從沒成立過...

何為永遠? 永遠似乎太遙遠,太遙不可攀了...

一切回到最初, 一切回到原點...

Sad =(

2009-08-17T21:41:00.001+08:00

Sad incidents happened recently... One of it was of coz the 八八水災...

The Taiwan 八八水災 created alotsa feedbacks... Sad, really sad... Especially when you tuned in to the news and the presenter/ reporter repeatedly told u that 小林村 is gone, bodies of the villagers cannot be found... Photos of the lost villagers... Relatives & family members of the lost villagers were crying their heart out... Touching stories behind all these... And of coz, tears juz naturally welled up and flowed out from my eyes...

Kinda grateful tat I'm living in Singapore... Kinda thankful tat Singapore is quite a safe country... Safe from these natural diasters, safer traffic, safe from political affairs, and alotsa thingy... We shld be really glad tat we are all living in this safe environment... =)

Still I think tat my job is lousy... But complaints and whining might be lesser for the time being... And will be lesser only if I rem this very article tat I wrote...

Unlucky Day!

2009-08-08T22:38:00.001+08:00

Yesterday muz be my suay-est working day! Problems kip arising... I swear at that point of time I really felt like juz dun turned up for work from next week onwards! Not really abt resigning from work coz I still gotta served notice if i resigned.. More like disappear from this earth! Can a car juz knock me down? Or can someone juz push me down the stairs? Or can I juz choked to death? I kip hearing my name rite from early in the morning lor...

Early in the morning, I rcvd a damn stupid email from tat farking bitch! I shld have know tat damn god stupid salesperson wont lend a helping hand lor... And his farking boss will twist and turn every sentence to against us lor... Tat bitch will push all blames to us... And tat farking bitch got another farking bitch with her... TMD! U are the one who said no approval cannot go ahead first. Ask for ur approval and u whine and whine and whine! WTF?! Tons of thingy for u to sign, these are wat u asking for lor... U want to kip track of everything mah, of coz there will be tons of thingy lor... My conclusion of this: there's 2 farking bitches lying ard...

Then WM dropped me a bad news... Booked in spots, then wanna cancelled... TMD!! I absolutely hate this lor! I hate cancellation coz it's equal to 做白工... It's equal to wasting my precious time... My bookings are piling up and I certainly nid alot more time... And here I'm trying to treasure my time, and there u are wasting my time! Ppl, pls understand tat I dun juz serve ur agency lor... I got a set of agencies to handle myself... If everyone send in their booking tat last min, the person to die first is me lor... The salesperson said he will send remainders to the agency and the advertiser to remind them not to do such last min thingy again, but u think it will work meh? I dun think so lor! I seriously doubt so! Old habits are hard to kick!! And dun tell me anything abt the SOP thing! I'm really confused lor! Initially said A, now said B... TMD!

Next is the first PB lor... Same thing again lah... I'm wasting my time again - cancellation again... Why everyone kip doing this to me ah? Said it's not advisable to launch their campaign yet... Wanna cancel their spots and launch their campaign on another day! TMD! Here I am very gan chiong calling salespersons, calling agency... And there the salespersons are - in meetings, unable to answer calls... WTF again? And likewise lor, no approval how am I supposed to proceed with the cancellation?

Then the second PB oso cropped up! They are not allowed to advertise in the kids channel. But the package they bought got spots in tat channel... Same thing lor - I kip calling everyone in tat agency in charge of tat account lor... But I juz couldnt get hold of anyone... Fark fark fark! Luckily there's still some kind souls ard tat are willing to lend a helping hand to me... Phew!

Crisis are finally resolved, at least tat's wat I know when I knocked off for the day... But seriously after yesterday, I really doubt tat I'm suitable for this job... Haiz~~~ Maybe it's time to venture out liao...

Work Is Killing Me... =(

2009-08-03T21:18:00.000+08:00

Tat's my home msn nick recently... And I really mean it!!

My mind kip flashing those bookings lor... I'm not really a workaholic... Nobody will actually use tat word on me lah... But recently, I really think tat I nearly turned to a workaholic lor...

I think of work before I went to sleep...
I think of work when I went shopping...
I think of work when I woke up early in the morning...
I think of work when I'm watching movies...
I think of work when I'm having my meals...
I think of work when I'm taking my showers...
I even dream of work... Haiz~~~

Wat's become of me le?!

I nid to destress!! I nid to go for retail therapy!! I nid to go for holidays!! I nid a break!! I nid everything except work!! Argh!!!

Work is driving me crazy!!

Sniff Sniff

2009-07-27T21:43:00.000+08:00

Caught the flu bug again... =( Runny nose, cough, itch throat... Argh!!!

Have I gone weaker or have the flu bugs gone stronger? Haiz~~~

How to eat steamboat with condition like tat?

How to go party with condition like tat?

=(

Argh!! Dammit!!

2009-07-14T13:41:00.003+08:00

Some ppl are juz so irritating, irresponsible!!

They know how to enjoy themselves during the parties, but when it comes to payment, they shunned away fast and furious! Dammit!! And in the first place, who invited him huh? Certainly not me, since I really dislike him!

It's been nearly 2 weeks liao lor, still wanna owe payment! TMD!! Said wanna come down and pay lor, but pls lah, I din even hear his approaching footsteps lor...

There muz be a reason why I hate/ dislike him tat much lor...

Party with him?! Never into my future consideration...

Not Very Interesting...

2009-07-12T19:52:00.004+08:00

Back to work on a Sat doesnt sound very interesting ya? Well, I've got little choice lah... For the sake of my better next week, I've gotta head to office to clear some stuffs... It's either tat or continued to suffer next week lor...

I stayed back to clear my works for almost the whole of last week... Fri is the only day which I decided to abandon everything and headed home! Dun wanna stayed on a Fri lah... Sound very pitiful to work overtime on a Fri leh... Hehe... Went maybe if I did stay back on Fri, I wont nid to head back to office on a Sat... Hmmm, I'm quite doubtful abt tat... Dunno why but it seems like the more I cleared, the more stuffs flooded in... Haiz~~~ Absolutely hate it but I dun have much choice leh...

Lazing at home on Sun... Nid to recharge myself before I continue to fight my war for a new week lah... =)

Praying hard for a better week... Kipping my fingers crossed...

And yup, I decided not to ponder much abt those unhealthy thingy liao... Drop those stupid silly tots would make me a happier person, rite?! =D

PS: I tot of penning down the birthday celebration tat we held for Boss Huan... But kinda lazy to start leh... Hehe... Anyway, let's juz hope tat it's gonna be the last time tat I would turn out to be an organizer-cum-maid-cum-accountant. And ya hor, he owed me a thank you woh!! Tsk tsk tsk... Can some kind soul remind him tat?! LOL...

Know or Dunno

2009-07-09T23:06:00.005+08:00

How would you know whether is this person taking you for granted?!

I know... I dunno...

Or maybe I shld say I wish I dunno...

Or maybe I shld say I tot I know...

So I know or I dunno?!

I wish it's not... But there's no way to deny it...

Hate this kinda feeling... Absolutely!!

... ...

2009-07-07T21:06:00.003+08:00

I dunno wat to write...

Confused, confused, confused... Cant thingy juz be simplified?

Busy, busy, busy... Works are piling up... Or my work speed had slowed down liao?!

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