愛情期限

忽然覺得我的愛情好像是有期限的...

永遠對我來說好像從沒成立過...

何為永遠? 永遠似乎太遙遠,太遙不可攀了...

一切回到最初, 一切回到原點...

Sad =(

Sad incidents happened recently... One of it was of coz the 八八水災...

The Taiwan 八八水災 created alotsa feedbacks... Sad, really sad... Especially when you tuned in to the news and the presenter/ reporter repeatedly told u that 小林村 is gone, bodies of the villagers cannot be found... Photos of the lost villagers... Relatives & family members of the lost villagers were crying their heart out... Touching stories behind all these... And of coz, tears juz naturally welled up and flowed out from my eyes...

Kinda grateful tat I'm living in Singapore... Kinda thankful tat Singapore is quite a safe country... Safe from these natural diasters, safer traffic, safe from political affairs, and alotsa thingy... We shld be really glad tat we are all living in this safe environment... =)

Still I think tat my job is lousy... But complaints and whining might be lesser for the time being... And will be lesser only if I rem this very article tat I wrote...

Unlucky Day!

Yesterday muz be my suay-est working day! Problems kip arising... I swear at that point of time I really felt like juz dun turned up for work from next week onwards! Not really abt resigning from work coz I still gotta served notice if i resigned.. More like disappear from this earth! Can a car juz knock me down? Or can someone juz push me down the stairs? Or can I juz choked to death? I kip hearing my name rite from early in the morning lor...

Early in the morning, I rcvd a damn stupid email from tat farking bitch! I shld have know tat damn god stupid salesperson wont lend a helping hand lor... And his farking boss will twist and turn every sentence to against us lor... Tat bitch will push all blames to us... And tat farking bitch got another farking bitch with her... TMD! U are the one who said no approval cannot go ahead first. Ask for ur approval and u whine and whine and whine! WTF?! Tons of thingy for u to sign, these are wat u asking for lor... U want to kip track of everything mah, of coz there will be tons of thingy lor... My conclusion of this: there's 2 farking bitches lying ard...

Then WM dropped me a bad news... Booked in spots, then wanna cancelled... TMD!! I absolutely hate this lor! I hate cancellation coz it's equal to 做白工... It's equal to wasting my precious time... My bookings are piling up and I certainly nid alot more time... And here I'm trying to treasure my time, and there u are wasting my time! Ppl, pls understand tat I dun juz serve ur agency lor... I got a set of agencies to handle myself... If everyone send in their booking tat last min, the person to die first is me lor... The salesperson said he will send remainders to the agency and the advertiser to remind them not to do such last min thingy again, but u think it will work meh? I dun think so lor! I seriously doubt so! Old habits are hard to kick!! And dun tell me anything abt the SOP thing! I'm really confused lor! Initially said A, now said B... TMD!

Next is the first PB lor... Same thing again lah... I'm wasting my time again - cancellation again... Why everyone kip doing this to me ah? Said it's not advisable to launch their campaign yet... Wanna cancel their spots and launch their campaign on another day! TMD! Here I am very gan chiong calling salespersons, calling agency... And there the salespersons are - in meetings, unable to answer calls... WTF again? And likewise lor, no approval how am I supposed to proceed with the cancellation?

Then the second PB oso cropped up! They are not allowed to advertise in the kids channel. But the package they bought got spots in tat channel... Same thing lor - I kip calling everyone in tat agency in charge of tat account lor... But I juz couldnt get hold of anyone... Fark fark fark! Luckily there's still some kind souls ard tat are willing to lend a helping hand to me... Phew!

Crisis are finally resolved, at least tat's wat I know when I knocked off for the day... But seriously after yesterday, I really doubt tat I'm suitable for this job... Haiz~~~ Maybe it's time to venture out liao...

Work Is Killing Me... =(

Tat's my home msn nick recently... And I really mean it!!

My mind kip flashing those bookings lor... I'm not really a workaholic... Nobody will actually use tat word on me lah... But recently, I really think tat I nearly turned to a workaholic lor...

I think of work before I went to sleep...
I think of work when I went shopping...
I think of work when I woke up early in the morning...
I think of work when I'm watching movies...
I think of work when I'm having my meals...
I think of work when I'm taking my showers...
I even dream of work... Haiz~~~

Wat's become of me le?!

I nid to destress!! I nid to go for retail therapy!! I nid to go for holidays!! I nid a break!! I nid everything except work!! Argh!!!

Work is driving me crazy!!