有時候

One more article I saw on FB...

有時候，莫名的心情不好，不想和任何人說話，只想一個人靜靜的發呆。 ­

有時候，突然覺得心情煩躁，看什麼都覺得不舒服，心裡悶的發慌，拼命想尋找一個出口。 ­

有時候，發現身邊的人都不了解自己，面對著身邊的人，突然覺得說不出話。 ­

有時候，感覺自己與世界格格不入，曾經一直堅持的東西一夜間面目全非。 ­

有時候，突然很想逃離現在的生活，想不顧一切收拾自己簡單的行李去流浪。 ­

有時候，別人突然對你說，我覺得你變了，然後自己開始百感交集。 ­

有時候，希望時間為自己停下，做完己還沒來得及做的事情。 ­

有時候，想一個人躲起來脆弱，不願別人看到自己的傷口。 ­

有時候，突然很想哭，卻難過的哭不出來。 ­

有時候，夜深人靜，突然覺得不是睡不著，而是固執地不想睡。 ­

有時候，走過熟悉的街角，看到熟悉的背影，突然就想起一個人的臉。 ­

有時候，明明自己心裡有很多話要說，卻不知道怎樣表達。 ­

有時候，覺得自己擁有著整個世界，一瞬間卻又覺得自己其實一無所有。 ­

真的只是有時候，明明自己身邊很多朋友，卻依然覺得孤單。 ­

有時候，很想放縱自己，希望自己痛痛快快歇斯底里地發一次瘋。 ­

有時候，突然找不到自己，把自己丟的無影無踪。 ­

有時候，心裡突然冒出一種厭倦的情緒，覺得自己很累很累。 ­

有時候，看不到自己未來的樣子，迷茫的不知所措。 ­

有時候，發現自己一夜之間長大了。 ­

有時候，聽到一首歌，就會突然想起一個人。 ­

有時候，希望能找個人好好疼愛自己，渴望一種安全感。可當那個可以疼你的人出現的時候，你卻偏執地退隱。 ­

有時候，別人誤解了自己有口無心的一句話，心裡鬱悶的發慌。 ­

有時候，被別人傷害，嘴上講沒事，其實心裡難過的要死。 ­

有時候，常常在回憶裡掙扎，有很多過去無法釋懷。 ­

有時候，很容易感動別人的關懷，有時候卻麻木地像個笨蛋。 ­

有時候，看著時間一點點流逝，任憑嘆息，自己卻無能為力。 ­

其實，有時候，真的會想這麼多。 。 。 ­

跟朋友裝沉默， 跟陌生人講心裡話。對於在乎你的，不想讓Ta們擔心，有時候，沒有消息就是一種好消息。其實，很想說“我很好”，或許是昧著心說謊，也只是想把最燦爛的一面，放在每個人對自己印象的首頁。 。 。 ­

丟了的自己，要記得撿回來…

看完後，你是否身同感受？

不是每句對不起都能換來一句沒關係

分享 another article that i saw on FB...

男孩和女孩從小就認識，男孩經常約女孩一起去村外的池塘邊捉小蝦，每次男孩總是滿載而歸，女孩卻是兩手空空，女孩總是失落的含著眼淚，獨自一個人回到家，然後悶悶不樂。

晚飯前，男孩敲響女孩家的門，女孩一見是男孩，扭頭就走，男孩追上前，對女孩說：“對不起，我把你的蝦都捉走了，給，我把它們養在小魚缸裡，送給你。

”女孩眉頭一放，慧心的笑了，就這樣反复著他們純純的童年，轉眼，他們各自成長著。

——純純的“對不起” 。


男孩總是喜歡戲弄女孩，經常會把女孩逗到哭，然後又去哄女孩到她笑為止，直到長大後，也是如此。

男孩經常偷偷的把女孩的自行車輪胎的氣放到沒有，然後躲在遠處，看女孩著急的走投無路，等著女孩撥通他的手機，然後破口大罵他的小賊行為。

可男孩，依舊那麼喜歡這樣的女孩。

他竊竊的從遠處走來，灰溜溜的為女孩推著那輛沒了氣的自行車，任由女孩在一旁發牢騷，男孩卻暗自竊喜，然後委屈的對女孩說：“對不起，我知道錯了。 ”隨即，女孩便會柔弱下來，告訴男孩下次不允許那樣，男孩點頭，於是，那時的他們每天都充滿著笑容。

—— “對不起”的快樂 。


大學畢業後，男孩和女孩各自有了工作，男孩的工作總是很忙，有時一個月都休息不到一次，而女孩總是抱怨男孩冷落了她，終於，他們有了第一次的吵架。

女孩委屈的哭起來，可男孩卻很理直氣壯的告訴女孩：“這是為了我的工作。”

這場冷戰持續了很久。終於，女孩還是忍不住，主動和男孩和好了。

後來很多次男孩和女孩都因為這樣的小事而吵得不可開交，可每次，都是女孩先妥協。

那年，女孩生日，男孩答應女孩要給他過一個浪漫的生日，女孩欣喜不已，她在家精心打扮，等著男孩回來陪她渡過這個美妙的生日，這一等就是凌晨，女孩在睡夢中醒來，臉上掛著淚痕，男孩見到女孩，心疼的為女孩擦去臉龐的淚痕：“對不起，嫁給我好嗎？ ” 於是男孩拿出一枚戒指。

—— “對不起”也是一種承諾。


婚後，男孩的事業大有成就，經常有許多應酬，而女孩已經成為一個專職太太了，每天在家為男孩準備熱菜熱飯，把家裡收拾的干乾淨淨，她經常會去菜場買回一些小河蝦放在魚缸裡養著，男孩總問他為什麼，女孩卻總是慧心的一笑。

慢慢的，男孩每次回家，身上總是充滿了不同的香水味道，而每次沒等女孩問，男孩總是忙著解釋說應酬太多。女孩黯然，那時起，女孩不太愛說話了，也不像以前那麼開朗了，她總是喜歡成天的呆在家裡，抱著枕頭看韓劇，然後隨著劇情哭泣，夜深時，就會瘋狂的大哭。

以後的日子裡，男孩回來時，身上的香水味只有一種味道了，女孩從來不問，可是男孩依舊說：“對不起，今天又去應酬了。”

—— “對不起”，謊言的開始。


漸漸的，男孩開始不回家，或總是在外出差，男孩的事業越來越好，身邊都是奉承的人，他每天都在別人的恭維下自豪的笑著，而女孩，幾乎不出門了，她總會去超市買上很多速食麵，和一些必要的日用品，然後把自己關在家裡，這一呆就是很久。

從前，女孩會經常和男孩一起聊聊天，而現在，她孤身一人，身邊沒有一個可以說話的人，每次打電話問男孩什麼時候回家，男孩總是倉促的回答到：“對不起，我太忙了。

”女孩，失落的扣上電話，那以後她再也沒有問男孩什麼時候會回家。

—— “對不起”，只是個敷衍的方式。


女孩學著電視上的樣子，開始打扮自己，她覺得男孩不回家，也許是看膩了她，她決定不再頹廢，自己的幸福應該靠自己爭取，而不是無謂的後退。

那天，女孩心血來潮，按照地址去了男孩工作的地方，那是女孩第一次去，也是唯一的一次。

女孩澀澀的按下電梯，來到這個男孩經常說忙的地方，她細細的觀察這個公司的每個角落，這裡的一切，她都覺得很好看。

終於，繞過長長的辦公走廊，她來到男孩的辦公室，輕輕的推開門……女孩愣住了，眼前看到的不是自己的丈夫，也不是那個經常弄壞她自行車的那個賊小子，更不是那個把蝦放在小魚缸裡的男孩，而是一個正在和別的女人做愛的男人。

那個女人坐在桌子上，******的發出微弱的呻吟聲，那個男人，彷彿山林裡餓極了的野獸……

許久，男孩才發現了女孩，男孩驚慌失措，忙把衣褲撿起來穿好。

可女孩，轉身離開了。男孩飛奔出去，追著女孩，那晚，大雨襲擊了整個城市。女孩不顧男孩的叫喊，徑直往前跑，往回家的方向跑，男孩在女孩後面大喊：“對不起，我還是愛你的，對不起，我真的只愛你。”

可女孩，始終沒有聽見。

—— 這樣的“對不起”太傷人。


男孩一直都沒有找到女孩，女孩失踪很久了。

男孩的世界已經一片黑暗，無心工作，無心花天酒地，他想不到女孩可以去哪裡，因為女孩沒有朋友，她唯一的朋友就是男孩，男孩終日守著電話機，手機24小時不關機，怕錯過了女孩的電話。

這一等就是半年多。快遞為男孩送來一個盒子。

男孩打開一看，裡面是許多河蝦的標本，有的在樹葉邊休息，有的在水草里躲著，各式各樣的河蝦標本，旁邊放著一封信。

“ 我始終沒有勇氣再見到你，可能是我太懦弱，也或許是我根本不想見到你，我想這些應該過的沒什麼兩樣吧，我很好，我學會了離開你怎麼讓自己存活，我懂得了怎樣賺錢養活自己，而不用每天等著你回家，為你燒一桌熱騰騰的飯菜，直到涼了也不見你的人，我的手機已經不用了，因為我已經不會再為你24小時的不關機，讓自己飽受輻射的折磨。

我懂得怎樣去愛惜自己，珍惜自己的本來應該美好的生活。

我想，我是可以忘記怎麼去愛你的，因為你把我的愛弄得遍地麟傷。

離婚協議書，就壓在魚缸的底下，你簽完字，按照地址給我寄過來就行了。

對不起，我想我是真的累了。 ”

男孩按照地址找去，他滿心希望能夠見到女孩，然後讓女孩原諒，並且告訴女孩自己不能沒有她，可是打開門的卻是女孩的父親，而女孩就站在她父親的身後——是女孩的遺像。

女孩的父親告訴男孩，女孩在寫完這封信後，跳樓自殺了，血肉一片模糊。

—— 原來“對不起”也可以是種結束。


每個人在自己的生命裡頭，一定會遇到一個自己真正該珍惜的人。

請你好好的珍惜那一個人，不是每一句的對不起，都可以換來每一句的沒關係……千萬不要辜負了自己心愛的人，那對誰，都不好……把這個故事傳下去，讓你的朋友們知道，不要隨意地說出對不起......

多陪陪該珍惜的。

生命誠可貴，有情價更高。


看了有什麼感觸嗎?

過分、心疼、傷心?

傷到極點才會講的話

An article I found on FB...

1) 我等你... 可是現在我連等的資格都沒有了， 對不起， 打擾了

2) 人生就像一場舞會，教會你最初舞步的人卻未必能陪你走到散場…

3) 這世上最累的事情，莫過於眼睜睜看著自己的心碎了，還得自己動手把它粘起來…

4) 我真的喜歡你,閉上眼,以為我能忘記,但流下的眼淚,卻沒有騙到自己。

5) 我承認，我是一個有些任性的孩子， 我承認，我想用我的全世界來換取一張通往你的世界的入場券,不過,那隻不過是我的一廂情願而已.我的世界，你不在乎；你的世界，我被驅逐…

6) 回憶。是值得感觸的。卻也僅僅是拿來自己與自己寒暄的。時間。給所有諾言一個期限。而這個期限則是短暫的瞬間.你甘願。便是永遠.若不是。你也可以說。這僅僅是一個謊言。

7) 明明說著看開了，放下了,每次卻總是不自覺的自己想起了那個給與溫暖的人，每每又總是在微笑沉醉時又看到了現實，想到了傷痛,然後,冷的感覺再也暖和不起來了。 。 。如此反复，心，終於累了。 。現實就是這樣。我曾經醉過，卻又最終醒來.我正在行走，卻找不到方向。

8) 黑暗中偶爾有些傷痕甦醒偶爾也會小聲哭泣..... 白天依然那麼故作著堅強將所有的夢境整理好貼上標籤美好的恐懼的遺憾的未終結的....... .發現可見的卻始終只有自己。

9) 你也許早就已經習慣了。心隱隱作痛的時候，也可以置之不理。不知不覺掉下眼淚，也可以習以為常。強顏歡笑或是歇斯底里都是愚蠢可笑的。

10) 如果，她在你面前笑，並不代表一切都好..... 如果，她在你面前哭，說明她是真的很難過.... 如果，你足夠慷慨，給她安慰，她會打心裡感激你，深深地.......

11) 怎麼了? 你累了? 說好的 幸福呢~?!

12) 夢裡夢到了你，哭了'………醒來後發覺現實似乎比夢裡的更讓人心痛……於是，哭的更加兇…

13) 我願意…讓我的那些與青春、與溫暖有關的回憶裡都是你的影子……

14) 愛一個人，你會記得和他在一起的日子；深愛一個人，你會記得和他分開後的日子

15) 希望有一天， 我可以在孤單、生病、難過的時候不那麼想你… 恩，再見了～我那麼那麼愛你，雖笨拙但也努力了做了很多， 所以__我不遺憾了…現在，我把愛情還給你，你把我僅有的一點點驕傲還給我好不好…？

16) 這一年， 他們成為了彼此的路人甲她成全了他的自由，他辜負了她的崇拜..... 他終於還是離開了，去向一個沒有她的未來，可是，她還是抱有那麼一絲絲的幻想： 或許此去經年，他也會偶爾想起她，想起曾經一起看過的生如夏花與秋風蕭瑟........ 只是她的世，從此無他她的事，只剩逃離

17) 是你不應該無理取鬧的一點都不自知， 讓我傻傻的笑了又笑。是你不應該讓我整天心裡總是說不出的甜蜜，滿是濃得化不開的柔情。你最不應該的， 就是讓我感受到我原以為不屬於我的喜悅， 讓我貪心的想你… 兩千一零年，某個夜晚

18) 分手後不可以做朋友,因為彼此傷害過,不可以做敵人,因為彼此深愛過,所以我們變成了最熟悉的陌生人……

19) 如果失去記憶是不是生活就會變得容易.... 如果不曾忘記能否讓回憶依稀感動依稀.... 恍然能夠大方的放下一切讓自己輕裝上陣可是這種假裝往往持續不到一天她的照片存了又刪，刪了又存儲回憶被拿起又放下，放下又拿起他想，記性太好的人也許都不怎麼快樂

20) 你知道嗎? 我會依靠著你所給的溫暖在第一時間裡、認出你。並且依靠他們，去追尋你所在的那個彼岸。但這是因為，你所帶來的光芒，足以逾越一個世界遠的距離。

21) 記憶不過是為了某些可以銘記的東西而存在。我明白，我還沒有到只剩下用回憶來消磨時光的年紀，也許，我還是會那麼的在意那些只被我一個人來銘記的時光，還是會經常不經意間的回憶起你，回憶與你有關的點點滴滴，但是，我只是去回憶，而不再掙扎，不再去給你增加負擔。


您是否身同感受？

So Drama...

As if my life wasnt 精彩 enuff, my family had to spice them up... Urgent leave taken juz to settle this dramatic conflicts.

A misunderstanding (maybe not a misunderstanding) triggers everything...

Had my fair share of tears over the weekend and yest. Maybe haven reached 一公升眼泪, but still 流了不少 lor...

Thinking that 一走了之 is the best solution? Pls think again... 一走了之 is not going to settle any problems. Instead the problem(s) will snowball into (a) even bigger problem(s)...

I think Mom watched too much dramas liao woh... She tot that I wld be able to call the airport to stop someone from boarding the plane. Hurhur~~

Told Mom that it wld be the first and jolly well be the last time this kinda drama be shown up in our family. I do like to watch dramas... But I dun wish to star in this kinda dramas... I wld prefer a easier role or at least a more happier role... PLS~~~

生命

是否感受過心情一瞬間從天堂跌如谷底?

是否感受過生死於瞬間?

是否感受過徹底失望?

是否感受過徬徨無助?

當這群人正努力掙扎的試圖活著, 那群人卻藐視生命...

生命能如此精彩, 也是如此脆弱...

眼淚, 還是不由自主地落下...

I Feel So Love~~

I feel so love when:

- mum cooks my fave dish;

- mum said she will be knitting a shawl for me;

- colleagues-cum-frenz think of me and buy me a drink when they went out for lunch;

- frenz rem my birthday and celebrate together with me or simply greet me Happy Birthday;

- frenz surprise me with little gifts;

- a long-time-no-see fren send me a Hello sms;

- frenz console me when I'm feeling down/ upset;

- someone is there to share my joy

- I can juz be who I am... =)



I can sense that love is in the air~~

Sweet December is coming, can you feel it?! =)

PS: Let me think of more feel love scenerios and update again..

I'm Back!!

It sounds like I've been gone for a lllllllooooooonnnnnnngggggg time... But hey, aku MIA for only ard 2 mths lah... And I din really MIA lah.. I did update my tweets regularly mah...

Hmm... The busiest work period (Oct) hv passed by. Totally buried myself with work... There's a few weekends which I did think of coming back to clear my works.. But then, LAZINESS conquered all!! Muahahhahaha~~ Yup, it's remained as a thought. I nv did come back on those weekends.

Family gatherings, friends outings, laptop maintenance occupied most of my weekends. And in fact, am getting more and more lazy to wake up on weekdays to work lor... Hurhur~~ But no choice lah, for the sake of vitamin M, i still struggled on...

Another mth or so before 2010 ends... Christmas is coming... ^^ I've juz listed out my christmas list last week... Hv started buying some of the christmas gifts liao, though still got a lot more to buy... Omit some names, add in some names.. The no. of gifts still remain the same leh.. Hmm...

And very soon, Boxing Day will be here! Aint excited abt Boxing Day itself lah.. What I'm excited abt is my yr end trip... My first overseas countdown! Wheet!! =D

Sometimes I Dun Understand...

Sometimes I dun understand: is it really so difficult to admit ur own mistakes?
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Sometimes I dun understand: is it really so difficult to admit that you are forgetful?
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Sometimes I dun understand: do you really stand in other people's point of view before you voice your opinions?
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Sometimes I dun understand: do you really think you can read people's mind?
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Sometimes I dun understand: do you know that the world doesnt only revolve around you?
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Sometimes I dun understand....

STOP ASKING!

Had a few family gathering recently. And the topic of bringing a boyfriend, getting hitched or whatever related with relationship is getting on my nerve!
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So what you reached that certain age of marriage and you still single? Being single cant be happily ever after meh? Must u find someone to tie together with you to create happily ever after? I dun think so, at least not now. 找一個, 找一個... 你以為說找就找得到啊？　你以為找姜，蔥，蒜啊？I dun need any 姜，蔥，蒜 at the moment pls...
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So dear relatives, it's not as easy as ABC to get a boyfriend okie! So STOP ASKING! I already got work pressures! And dun appreciate these kinda pressures at all!

Do You Regret Choosing This Job?

I remember I read somewhere before. Some articles abt work. Something like dun complain abt your work. Coz it's YOU who choose this job! Kinda silly to complain abt something you choose, not to mention carefully. Hurhur~~~

Well, i kinda agree with that article initially. Yes, I choose this job. So i shld be happy/ glad/ contented that i got this job rite? So i shldnt make any negative remarks abt this job rite? It's my choice after all. Nobody force me to take this job. Nobody said I must take this job. That's really how i feel aft i read that article. But then, I'm having second tots abt it liao.

Yes, nobody force me to take this job. I choose it myself. I admit i pick the wrong one. Well, everyone got bad taste at times mah. Hurhur~~ So this is where my bad taste/ choice lies... LOL~~~ We tried to learn from mistakes but then again, sometimes the lesson learn is not engraved in our minds. Maybe not deep enuff, that's why we make the same mistakes over again.

一个人久了

Hmm... Partially true?!

一个人久了 会懒得恋爱
一个人久了 朋友会越重要
一个人久了 会越来越喜欢听歌
一个人久了 会养成一个怪癖
一个人久了 对爱情会越来越挑剔
一个人久了 会慢慢变成成熟起来
一个人久了 会比以前更重视更爱父母，更重视亲情
一个人久了 对所有的节日大多没什么期待
一个人久了 会带自己去很远的地方
一个人久了 会觉得无拘无束自由自在天宽地广
一个人久了 会越来越理性，越来越现实
一个人久了 会懂得处理钱财
一个人久了 都不喜欢一个人去戏院看戏
一个人久了 做事只需跟自己交待
一个人久了 计划未来的东西都只是一个人
一个人久了 开始会自言自语了
一个人久了 是很幸福的时光
一个人久了 会喜欢上一个人的生活

一个人久了

Work Woes

Oh yes, another pissed off entry...

Not a very gd start at work today!

Salesperson A sent an email, cc my boss in the email, saying she's gotten the approval to delay a credit note till nx mth. My boss asked me credit note can delay meh. I told her abt the whole situtation, including the part where B (from X agency) who cleverly booked everything under paid when the campaign was entitled to bonus. B, not the first time doing booking. B, not the first time kena scolding by me. B, not the first time using our online system to book. Yet, all in all, she'd done it wrong and wrong and wrong. F***! Smart alec lor!

I told A to get the approval for the extension of a package. She told me that they are told that it's okie for them to sell this particular package within this mth. Another F***! Pls lor, if other dept told u it's okie, it doesnt apply to EVERY dept lor! Not in my dept, at least! Oh ya, i forgot to mention: when i asked her what's the reason that she want to delay the credit note, her replies: Why dun u go and ask my boss? Angry!!

Then from the very same agency, C sent in booking only yest, at ard 3pm. And this morning, i received an email from her, telling me to revert the booking to her by today! F*** you!!! You think I bloody hell do ur booking ONLY ah?! I replied her, telling i only received the booking yest and i need time to do lor. She replied me: How long do you need? Hello, u send in yest, u want me to revert this morning, u think i superwoman ah? I still got lotsa thingy from ur agency to clear lor! If ur booking is so f**king urgent, then send in earlier lah!

D from this same agency keeps on sending email to me. Tell me to book this spot for him. Asking me abt the copy assignment thingy. And telling me to send spot listings to him. Hello, spot listings can churn out thru our online system lor. PLS WAKE UP!

E from this very same agency, dropped me an email to ask me whether her packages are booked, which I already replied her like more than 2 weeks ago? *Faint*

Salesperson F dropped an email to tell me to vet her tape! Hello, wrong dept liao lor!

Oh yes, everything is within this morning! Tell me what a hectic morning I got. F***!!

雨季

My very first musical play and I totally heart it!!! =)

PL and I booked the tix on Mar and finally watched it yest.. I was totally excited coz there're rave reviews on this musicial play. Everyone was saying how brillant this play is! And yes, how great Kit Chan is! I know she's great, always know it! But yest was the first time I really 验证 this!

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Oh, the male lead - 田伟鸿 is as great as well... He sings very well... Think he's very well-known but I barely know him lah... Other than Kit, I only 蔡礼莲... Hehe... I especially like this song - 请你告诉他... Oh, melting...
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I felt like telling you people to go and watch this play but today is the last day of the play liao... Abit too late rite? Haiz~~~ I feel like going back to watch as well... You certainly wont regret to watch this lor!

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My first play but not my last. It's juz the beginning. I might/ will go for more plays in future... =) At least I know that Boeing Boeing is in list liao. Oh, and Fried Rice Paradise... Hurhur...

I Dun Get It!

Few mths ago, Mr A's pc went haywire! Breakdown and cannot be use! He wanted to buy a new pc/ laptop. Mr B disagreed and barked at Mr A for wasting money like water. I was even dragged into the boiling water when I tried to defend Mr A. I still rem this is what Mr B said lor:

- 电脑坏就要买新的? 你用电脑又不是来做工, 是来聊天和打games 的咯!
- 电脑坏就要买新的? 如果妈妈的洗衣即机坏了, 是不是要买新的?
- 电脑坏就要买新的? 如果我的车坏了, 是不是要买新的?

I find it amusing, in fact kinda ridiculous lor... Thingy spolit and when u cant repair, of coz u will buy new one lor... And moreover, everybody used pc/laptops/notebooks not only to work mah, for entertainment as well de lor... And he sure know how to 牵拖 alot of thingy lor... And most importantly, Mr A is not using Mr B's money to buy the new gadget mah, so why Mr B is so worked up leh?

Few mths later (which is early this mth), I saw an unfamiliar notebook Mr B is holding. So I asked him: New gadget? He replied: Yes, a second-hand notebook that he bought for Ms C. Almost immediately behind his back, I started rolling my eyes.

Funny rite this person? He can buy a new gadget and other ppl cannot ah? What is he thinking when he barked at us? And what is he thinking when he bought this gadget ah? I dun get it lor!!

Silly Shows!

Went to Taiwan again on 29jun to 5jul... =) I enjoyed the trip... Will blog abt this some other day lah... My post today is not abt this trip. It's abt this silly show I saw in Taiwan...

Hmm... What's the name of the show? I think it's called 戲說台灣. I dun go into elaboration of the show lah. Juz bring to the pt where the silliness is... Hahahaha... A guy dragged a woman to drown themselves to death. The woman struggled hard but failed. And all this while, there's another 3persons juz stood by watching how this guy dragged this woman to the river and drowned themselves! Ridiculous rite? Where got this kinda thingy de?!

Was resting at home on 6jul. Saw this oldies movie called 油鬼子. Another ridiculous show! This guy worked as a clerk in the day and will turn to 油鬼子 at nite to kill baddies. That's not the ridiculous part lah. The ridiculous part is: in order to stop the 油鬼子 from killing any more people, this woman set fire on this 油鬼子 and the 油鬼子 juz burnt to death lor, burnt to ashes. And the show juz ended like this... Kaoz~~ I was like: Har? Juz like this ah?

Okie, I'm silly oso lah... Why watch this kinda show leh?! LOL~~

Movie - Despicable Me

Went to watch this show in 3D with Ms Hui and Ms Chia yest before catching the 3rd/4th placing WC.. Hurhur... Love this show...

The plot: In a happy suburban neighbourhood surrounded by white picket fences with flowering rose bushes, sits a black house with a dead lawn. Hidden beneath this home is a vast secret hideout. Surrounded by a small army of minions, Gru (Steve Carell) is planning the biggest heist in the history of the world. He is going to steal the moon! Until, he encounters the immense will of three little orphaned girls who see something that no one else has ever seen: a potential Dad. The world's greatest villain has just met his greatest challenge: three little girls named Margo (Miranda Cosgrove), Edith (Dana Gaier) and Agnes (Elsie Fisher). (Courtesy of sg.yahoo.com)
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I enjoyed this show alot, though the plot sounds common and ermz, silly lah... Whoever tot of stealing the moon?! Siao ah?! But then it's only an animation lah... Why take it so serious leh? I laugh loud almost thru out the whole show. Everything is so cute, especially the bean-like workers and Agnes! A great show especially after a hard day at work... =)

吳克群 - 我全都相信

眼泪有点不自觉地流下来.

FIFA World Cup 2010

Those who know me will know that I dun play/ like/ watch any sports. Be it golf, table tennis, tennis, badminton or whatever, I simply dun watch and dun understand their rules and regulations. Okie lah, the only sport that I'm interested to watch is swimming lah. The rest hor, thanks but no thanks lah..

So I actually surprised myself, my parents and frenz that I actually stayed up to watch the whole match last nite, which commenced at 0230hrs. Though Ms Chia keep commenting my eyes look tired and how tired I am, I still survived the whole match lor... Wahahahha..

Both Ms Chia and Ms Hui root for Germany. I think hor, almost everyone is rooting for Germany lor... Hurhur... Everyone cheers when Germany score a goal and sign when Uruguay score... Hurhur... Actually I dun support any particular team. And after the 2nd goal which is ard 50mins sth (i think), I actually can go home an sleep liao coz I only bet on 1 goal lah... LOL~~

It's a brand new experience for me. Not exactly pleasant experience but aint that bad as well lah... =)

Tonite is the final match - a match between Holland and Spain. Hmm... a match between Paul the octopus and Mani the parrot as well... Hurhur... The octopus = Spain and the parrot = Holland lah... So tmr morning we'll know whether do we get to eat grilled octopus or do we get to eat roasted parrot... LOL~~ Ermz, I hope the parrot wins lah... Not really bcoz of Holland but bcoz the parrot already loses the match when he pick Uruguay as the 3rd place winner. Another reason is bcoz the parrot nationality is Singapore lah... Hurhur... =p

Colors

My life started as white - a pc of blank paper...

The upbringing, the knowledge & education received, the frenz, the loves received and rejected and many many more were/ are added (still adding) to this pc of paper. From white to baby colors to yellow to orange to red to purple to blue to grey to black and to whatever colors, every colors count, even the upset, the heartbroken, the sad...

Rem the first time we met?

Rem the kisses we had?

Rem the breakups experienced?

Every colors count, and what colors are you then?

Sssshhhhh

When your tots and feelings cant be jotted down in blog...

Keep mum... Silent... Not a word...

Movie - Sex and the City 2

Went to watch this show with Ms Chia and Ms Hui on this Vesak Day.

What's the show about?!
"Sex And The City 2" brings it all back and more as Carrie (Sarah Jessica Parker), Samantha (Kim Cattrall), Charlotte (Kristin Davis) and Miranda (Cynthia Nixon) take another bite out of The Big Apple and beyond, carrying on with their busy lives and loves in a sequel. This time, the ladies are whisked away on a glamorous, sun-drenched adventure to one of the most luxurious, exotic and vivid places on earth, where the party never ends and there's something mysterious around every corner. It's an escape that comes exactly at the right moment for the four friends, who are finding themselves in - and fighting against - the traditional roles of marriage, motherhood and more. (Courtesy of sg.movies.yahoo.com)

I swear I really hate blogger! Same damn thing happened again lor! Ur article juz disappeared! What is this man? Fark!! U think I got mega memory ah? Can rem whatever I type earlier on?! Dammit!! This is one of the reasons that I hate to blog!!

Movie - Prince of Persia: The Sands of Time

Rite! I went for movies again.. Free tix to watch this - Prince of Persia... I've got no idea what's the show abt...

What's the show about?!
In this most anticipated game-to-movie adaptation, we follow Prince Dastan (Jake Gyllenhaal) as he teams up with Princess Tamina (Gemma Arterton) to stop a ruthless leader from laying his hands on the Sands of Time, a gift from the gods that can be used to reverse time and rule the world. (Courtesy of sg.movies.yahoo.com)
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I can only say: the show is not my cup of tea... Not that I hate the color - khaki! There's a few scenes which I felt like I nearly wanna stood up and left lor... I tahan!! Tahan till the end!! Luckily there's the subtitle who kip me going... Hahaha...
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I tot that Jake Gyllenhaal sound familiar... I think i saw his name somewhere before leh... It was later when I asked Ms Thong then I realised that he's one of the guy who acted in Brokeback Mountain... Hurhur.. Ermz, I din watch that film but I think I did see his name when I was browsing thru titles of movies before...
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Oh yes, I guess correctly who's the bad guy! Hurhur... Ermz, the reason is quite simple lah - he got the bad guy look lah... =p
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Oh ya! The movie kinda reminds me of Aladdin as well.. Except no Abu around leh... Hurhur...
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'You've got everything - the love, the respect, the family. yet you want more!'

Movie - Shrek Forever After

Went to watch this movie with Ms Chia & Ms Hui yest... =) And to put this on record - it's my first 3D movie! v(^o^)v

What's the show abt?!
In this fourth instalment of the popular ogre film franchise, Shrek (Mike Myers) has become a domesticated family man. Instead of scaring villagers away like he used to, the now-reluctant ogre agrees to autograph pitch forks. Longing for the days when he felt like a "real ogre," Shrek is tricked into signing a pact with the smooth-talking dealmaker, Rumpelstiltskin (Paul McCartney). Shrek suddenly finds himself in a twisted, alternate version of Far Far Away, where ogres are hunted, Rumplestiltskin is king and Shrek and Fiona (Cameron Diaz) have never met. Now, it's up to Shrek to undo all of Rumpelstiltskin's mischief in the hopes of saving his friends, restoring his world and reclaiming his one true love and family. (Courtesy of sg.movies.yahoo.com)

I gotta admit that I din catch a single instalment of Shrek... I know who's Shrek, I know who's Fiona, I know who's Donkey, I know who's Puss... But what's the story really abt, I cant say I know lah... Hmm, not much impression of 3D thingy lah, except for the first few scenes where I felt like I'm standing in front of the horse carriages... Hurhur...

Think the morale of this story/ movie is Cherish what you shld have. Rite? and ya, true love will make thingy out... Hurhur... Enjoyable? Okie lah, animation movie mah...

Oh, I like fat Puss! He (it's a He rite? But he did wear a pink ribbon in the show lah) so cute! So adorable! Especially on the part where he can lick himself and begging Donkey to lick him... Hurhur...

Totally Pissed Off!!

Was very angry with this particular salesperson this morning... And as the time goes by, my anger juz increase by very hour/minute/second!

Pardon me, but I cant go into much details on what exactly happened. All I can only say is: this idiot go and tell Ms Wong that I din do my work when in fact, I already told him rite from the very beginning that I need the approval to do lor... And if he dun UNDERSTAND engrish, shldnt he say so? Why act like u know and in the end, turn the table against me leh? FarK!

Quek said I got sth against him all along. I agree! I dun have gd impression even before I dealt with him. And now, it only worsened the impression. Like what I told Ms Puck, he is and will remain in my 黑名单 lor... 翻身? NO WAY!!

And his boss oso funny lor. Can approve one, dun approve lah. Cannot approve de, go and approve. Siao one ah?

The Art of Consoling

Frankly speaking, I dunno how to console ppl lor...

Dun be sad...
Be strong...
Everything will be alrite...

I only know how to use the 3 sentences above when it comes to consoling ppl...
Fine, I'm dumb when it comes to consolation..
So, dun come to me if you need consolation...
Can still approach me if you need a listening ear lah...
But if you weeped/ sobbed/ shed a tear or whatsoever, the best I can do is offer my shoulder and pass you a tissue paper only lor...
Any solutions/ suggestions/ alternatives needed, very much depend on the situation liao...
Sounds almost like a bad idea to look for me if you're feeling down... Hurhur...

I'm only best at suan-ing and scolding ppl lor... Hurhur..

Gala Dinner

Excited abt it? Dun think so leh...
To me, I'm more to worry - worry what to wear there...
Trust me!

Me not slim lah... I dun have much gala dresses to choose.
Me not rich lah, especially this mth... I dun have and dun intend to spend money on this...

So what am I gonna wear?
I dunno. Juz 1 of the dresses that I wore before bah...
Not going to stage to get award or go to stage to perform or whatsoever mah.
Wear super/ so nice, who will/ wanna see? What for? Rite?

Hoping that we can give this a miss eventually...
Kinda hard...
But still bear that hope in mind...

Back From Penang Trip

美好的时光总是短暂的! I'm back from Penang liao - Tanned and burnt!

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As usual, i took lotsa fotos... And I really mean alot lor... 4D3N and I took near to 600 fotos... Okie, maybe considered as moderate to some ppl but to me, that's really alot liao... I need to clear out my camera memory soon or shld I get a new memory card instead... And I was actually thinking of developing these fotos out woh... Hmm... Let me give some further tots abt it...

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Penang, a great place to shop! But dun say I never warn u hor: apply sunblock and lotsa it if u dun wanna get burnt! I regret not doing so on the very first day! YES, we kena roasted and grilled on the very first day liao... The sun was burning furiously at us! The weather was simply way too 热情 lor as compared to Singapore... Lack of trees that what they tell me later on when I'm back...

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Actually, it's quite accessible in Penang.. There's a free shuttle bus that travel ard the main rd of Penang. We only paid for public transports twice to and fro: 1) is from airport to hotel and vice versa, and 2) is to Batu Ferranghi and vice versa.

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Went to some of the well-known landmarks that are marked on the map of Penang on the very first day... I must say that we are either very brave or very silly lor coz we walked along these landmarks without applying any sunblock or find any shades or shelters or whatever... And at the end of first day at Penang, there's 3 things that I learnt: the art of jaywalking, who Francis Light is (William Farquhar look alike) and the needs to apply sunblock.

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Hmm... 2nd day wasnt any better anyway... We get burnt again... But this time round, it's our pockets that are on fire... Went to Prangin Mall for shopping. We tot that our skins need a rest but little did we know that it's our pockets that are in DEEP trouble this time round... Hurhur~~~ Spend quite a fair bit of $$$ there lah... Oh ya, we went to take the ferry as well! I was quite amazed actually. Coz the ferries are kinda like their main transport from the mainland to the other island. I was like "Wah! Big ferries to send other vehicles to the other side as well woh!" Tot of hanging out at the SS Bar later that nite... But we backed out and headed to SOHO instead, the first cafe/ bar that we went on the first day.

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We decided to head back to the jetty on the 3rd day. Coz we tot that the place would look prettier in the day... Hurhur... Anyway, we went Batu Ferranghi later on... Dropped by Toy Museum on the way there... Inititially tot of paying a visit lor... But then, we backed out at the eleventh hr coz of the entrance fee! RM20/ pax juz to go in jalan jalan! (>o<) Batu Ferranghi! I enjoyed every moment there! I love the sea breeze, I love the activities, I love the sunset! It's juz so beautiful!! And yes, I will definitely try on the activities the next time I went there... (Spend too much on shopping this time round lah.. Hehe...) Oh, I love the pasar malam there as well! A very long stretch of pasar malam! Ermz, if there's lesser flies and bugs, I think I will enjoy more lah... Hehe...

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Went for a monthly pasar malam on our last day at Penang... Hmm.. Not much thingy there if u were to ask me... Then went to Chowrasta to get tau siah piah and rojak sauces.. The weather is still burning furiously! And my top was soaking with my sweat liao... Hurhur... Went back to the hotel room to rest and packed up before heading to the airport liao...

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Penang! I will go back there again! And yes, I will bring my sunblock along on my next visit! LOL~~ And yes, fotos will be uploaded to FB later, might be much later... Hurhur...

Edit: The stupid HTML thingy deletes some of my text! Dammit!!

Korea & Hong Kong Up Next!

Super reluctantly, I headed down to Chinatown with my mom on Sun, a day after Mayday's Concert... Honestly, everything seems to be wrong that day lor - from weather, shoes, my outfits... I'm juz so super frustrated with everything!! Oh, my tweets can verified that... Hurhur...

Anyway, tat's beside the point... My parents and I were planning for a holiday early this yr... But we cant really make up our mind on where we wanna go... Cant decide between Taiwan and Korea... Oh, I've been to Taiwan before and I absolutely love it! But not for my parents mah... They are new to the place... So they wont mind heading there... =)

Still deciding until one fine day, my mom browsed thru the travel column of the newspapers... One of the travel agencies was having some kinda travel fair... One of the Korea deal machiam like waving hands at her lor, so she wanted me to call up to ask for more details... I did call up... The deal sounds pretty inviting... To cut a long story short, we headed down to the travel agency and signed up for the package after little persuasion from the sales rep there. It's 6D Korea + 2 nites Hkg @ ard $1,200... Actually I did think it's quite a worthy deal lor... My dad never been to Hkg before so it's a great chance for him to explore as well mah... =) But the trip is yet to finalise lah... Coz still short of ppl to join the group lah... Hurhur...

Pretty satisfied that I got another overseas trip coming up... Hurhur... At least another trip planned and action liao... =) Planning for another one - Countdown at Taiwan!! I really hope that this one can be fulfilled as well...

MayDay Concert!!

Yes! I went to their concert again!! And yeah, I dun regret going lor! They are SUPERB!!! Thumbs UP!!
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After countless times of saying 要把屋顶掀开, this year the concert is finally held outdoor ... And the location had changed from The Padang to National Stadium. A-Shin is really really very talented!! I still rem him saying this sentence when singing the coda part of 温柔: 如果你说你要一朵花, 我会给你浩瀚无至尽的烟花! Then boom! The fireworks started after this song almost ended... LOVELY! =)
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Okie, here's some of the minus points of this concert:
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1. The concert supposed to start at 7.30pm. However, super unfortunately, the whole bunch of us are still queuing outside like goondus lor... In the end, we only managed to enter the stadium at ard 8plus... Near to 8.30 bah... Haiz~~~
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2. The security guards! The security guards are superb rude lor! The group of ppl standing in front of us juz passed a remark asking why the queue is so long. 1 of the security guard simply turned and barked at us" Dun complain hor! I've been here since 1pm." WTH!! You've been here since 1pm so what?! I mean we are juz asking mah... Cant you juz reply politely?
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3. The muddy grass! Dammit! Pay a Cat 1 tickets and you gotta walk past the muddy grass and worse, stand on the muddy grass! My feet and slippers are covered with mud lor! Machiam going for mud foot spa lor... Tsk tsk tsk!! Honestly, never did I dream that we would need to walk on muddy grass lor! What most of us are expecting are wood planks to cover the muddy grass! But hell no! And the flies (i dunno what kinda flies lah) are zooming ard us lor... It took me quite some time to scrub off those mud! And later on, I realised that there's even mud in toenails lor... Kaoz!!! Dirty dirty dirty!!
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4. The weather! Actually God is quite good to us liao lor... Rain before the event but din rain during the event. Or else I really would be totally drenched liao... But it would be good if it's windy lah... I was prespiring non-stop lor... Oh, the performers are even worse, coz I can see A-Shin's sweat dripping from his chin lor... Hurhur... And Ma-Sha machiam juz came out from shower lor... LOL~~~
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I read up xinmsn juz before I type this entry. I know how stressed they are coz A-Shin did mention that due to the rain some of the equipments are spolit... Luckily/ unluckily, most of the spolit equipments are able to repair... Well, the transformer brought, supposed to be able to move de lor... But due to the rain, the transformer paralysed liao lor... Haiz~~ Quoted from xinmsn: 虽然工作人员先前已尽力抢救器材，但强雨的力量太大，部分灯光设备还是在演唱会过程中宣告阵亡，音响也不尽理想，玛莎的贝斯还一度出状况。就连这次巡回演唱会的主角之一，9尺高、3吨重的金刚机器人也敌不过豪雨，它原应能移动，双手也会左右摆动，但工作人员来不及修补，导致金刚只有左手能自由移动，右手几乎瘫痪。石头口中的第6位成员，无奈最后沦为大配角，达不到预期的效果。So sad... Still a great show! =) But it's a pity that there's no encore lah... =( And the Hokkien songs are too few lah...
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Conclusion: Pls do come up with contingency plans lah! BUT even if you dun, I will still go de! Hurhur... Simply bcoz it's MAYDAY!!! =D
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Photo of Wake Up... : Courtesy of Mdm Toh..

Ugly Communters

I'm talking abt the ugly behaviors of MRT communters...

Frankly speaking, I dun spend much time on MRT these few days... Most of the time I only boarded the train at this station and alighted at the next station to take the company bus instead. It's only a matter of few mins. Even less than 10mins if you asked me... However, these communters NEVER fail to amuse me or pissed me off lor...

I remembered this uncle... He will always try to stand as close to the boarding point and as close to the yellow line as possible. If there's other people 'blocking' his way, he will try to siam his way in lor... Not very small size uncle but trying to park himself in between gaps of other people. What for ah? Coz he scared he cannot board the train lor... Kaoz~~ Honestly, it totally pissed me off lor..

Okie, another incident. I remembered these 2 students from dunno which secondary school. They stood in front of the queue. When the train arrived, they are the first 2 persons who boarded the train. However, instead of moving in, they juz stood near to the door, machiam rooted to the ground liao lor, dunno how to move in! TMD! Pardon me, but I simply cant understand lor... And as usual, I alighted at the next stop. And again, they stood firm on their grounds lor, NOT moving even a single inch. Totally pissed off!

Normally, I would be the last few to board the train coz like what I said, I will alight at the next station liao. People never failed to amuse me lor... U can see all kinds of people - young or old, man or woman, adults or students - they will make a mad dash when the door is abt to close lor... Yes, I remembered (again) that when this uncle dashed in juz when the train door is abt to shut off, I was thinking in my mind and heart: Wow!! 你表演的真是太好了！為什麼不去馬戲團表演呢？

I'm not trying to say that I'm a gracious communter here but is there a need for any of the acts above? I dun think so lor... Not me...

彭佳慧 - 相見恨晚

Loving this song at this very moment...
Yes, it's an old song.. It triggered some memories...

作詞：娃娃　
作曲：陳國華

你有一張好陌生的臉　到今天才看見
有點心酸在我們之間　如此短暫的情緣

看著天空不讓淚流下　不說一句埋怨
只是心中的感慨萬千　當作前世來生相欠

你說是我們相見恨晚　我說為愛　你不夠勇敢
我不奢求永遠　永遠太遙遠　卻陷在愛的深淵

你說是我們相見恨晚　我說為愛　你不夠勇敢
在愛與不愛間　來回千萬遍　哪怕已傷痕累累　我也不管

Late For Work

I was nearly late for work yesterday... It's the first time ever since I started working in this company... Okie, minus all those traffic jams, it's really the very first time that I tot I would be late for work... I can only say that I'm outsmarted by my smart phone lor... Yes, the alarm din go off... It's a long story lah... Haiz~~~

What's the first tot that comes to your mind when you see the sun shines thru ur window on a Monday morning and pls note that you are not on leave/mc? To me, the first tot flashed across my mind is: Dammit! I'm late for work liao!! Argh!! I'm not staying juz direct opposite of my company, not even close by lor... I certainly need at least an hr of travelling time lor... Not a very gd way to start a Monday morning but what can I do?

Was seriously thinking of taking half day leave lor... In the end, I dismissed the tot... What for? Dun anyhow spend my precious leave lah... In the end, I decided to take a cab to work... Left my hse at 7.40am and managed to board a cab ard 5-10mins later... Not the first time tat I took a cab to work but it's the first time at this hr! So when the cabby asked me whether there's any traffic jam previously when I took a cab to work, I told him I dun take cab at this time de lor...

In the end, I reached office ard 8.15am, earlier than what I usually reached but at a dearer cost lah... Haiz~~~ I certainly hope that this will be the first and last time that such thingy happen... But I think the chances of my phone outsmarted me again are rather high lor... I think I need a human alarm clock! Hurhur...

My Beauty Diary Masks

I think I'm kinda become the My Beauty Diary Masks (aka 我的美麗日記) collector liao...
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Ever since last Fri (Gd Friday), I went out with Ms Puck and she intro me to this brand, I started to search the prices online... Hurhur... I even went to the extent to intro my mom to use as well lor... Hoho...
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Any idea how many masks I've got since last Fri?
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1) 20 pcs from Watson (Bought on last Fri)
2) 20 pcs from online spree (Bought on last Sat) - Not here yet!
3) 10pcs from Venus AMK (Bought yesterday)
4) 2pcs from Guardian (Bought today)
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Hey, dun think I never use lah.. I did lah! I've been using one pc daily... Well, it said okie to use daily mah and Ms Puck oso said can use daily woh... So far I've tried the red wine, the sake yeast and the black pearl... Hurhur... I like the red wine mask! It's really gd! The black pearl and the sake yeast ones are gd as well lah... Hurhur... And actually I figured out that if my mum was to use the mask daily as well, the 20pcs from Watson wouldnt be enuff for both of us lor, rite?

U want the prices I oso can tell you lah...

1. Watson is selling at $15.90/ box of 10pcs. But from now till 21apr 2010, it's selling at $14.90/ box of 10pcs.
   
2. Venus is selling at $14.50/ box of 10pcs. If u dun want to buy online, this is the cheapest I can find so far.
   
3. Guardian ah... Aiyo, the prices very big different leh. Yest at Guardian AMK, I saw the prices label at $18.90. Then today I went to the Guardian near my hse, there's no price tags there. So I asked the cashier and she told me $21!!! I was thinking to myself: Sure anot? Oh, the 2pcs I bought is at $2.80 lah.
   
4. Most of the online sellers are selling at $1.30/ pc, with minimum purchase of 10pc of a single flavor. The one that I bought online is so far the cheapest, at $1.15/pc (on condition that you bought 50pcs and above. 100pcs and above is $1.10/pc lah). The sad thingy is this seller is going to bring in the stocks once only..

Going abit nuts over this, rite? Hurhur... There might be more to come woh... LOL~~~ And who's going Taiwan? Can help me buy anot ah?

My Mom's B-day!!

Back to work today after 3 days off... Not that I wanted to go on leave lah... Need to clear leave mah... I was kinda worried that I would be flooded with work lor... But heng heng, I can leave at the usual time... Hurhur...
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It's my mom's bday today!! =) That's why I need to rush home by hook or by crook!
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I bought this cake especially for her.. =) Actually wanted to buy a cheese cake lah... But there's no cheese cake...
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Happy Birthday Mum! I love you deep deep! =)
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Edit: It was saved and kept in my draft lah... That's why it's backdated lah... Hehe...

Hard Work Appreciated!

Something pleasant marks the start of my work today... =)

I received a compliment email... Hurhur... The email was redirected to me by my boss... After all those hard works (and complaints and naggings), someone finally appreciated what I did... Ermz, wont reveal much of the details lah... Coz I too paiseh to write down lah... Hurhur...

I was like 'WOW, someone actually really appreciate what I did woh!" Was kinda on cloud nine and kinda flattered lah... Well, ppl will kip saying how much they appreciate what you did (for some, there's simply no appreciation shown, coz they juz took you for granted), but seldom these compliments are penned down lor, rite?

And surprisingly, I dun nid do OT today woh... Hurhur... I managed to clear my stuff before 6... Thanks to Michelle as well... She had been helping me with my bookings lor... Hurhur...

丁噹 - 你為什麼說謊

Another song added to my playlist... Thumbs up!
It's touching... Feel it!
Oh ya, it's another song from 下一站, 幸福.
The first song that I like from this drama is 我爱他.
This will be the second one... =)


這次我走開 再沒有話要說出來
我不想再期待走下去 還能多精彩
我不瞭解你怎能心安
也抓不住你的倔強
可是我知道你 你為什麼說謊

你說你還在 一分一秒也沒走開
我想留在這裏 可是這一切已太晚
我不能再像從前一樣
為我們的明天瘋狂
你不必解釋 你為什麼說謊

你不能說我沒有愛過 說我沒等過難過
我也想說 也許能重來我卻還是沉默
你一直問我的心到底在不在
問我怎能不遺憾就丟失了愛
而我的淚 怎麼就流下來

你說你還在 一分一秒也沒走開
我想留在這裏 可是這一切已太晚
我不能再像從前一樣
為我們的明天瘋狂
你不必解釋 你為什麼說謊

你不能說我沒有愛過 說我沒等過難過
我也想說 也許能重來我卻還是沉默
你一直問我的心到底在不在
問我怎能不遺憾就丟失了愛
而我的淚 怎麼就流下來

你不能說我沒有愛過 說我沒等過難過
我也想說 也許能重來我卻還是沉默
你一直問我的心到底在不在
問我怎能不遺憾就丟失了愛
而我的淚 怎麼就流下來

你一直問我的心到底在不在
問我怎能不遺憾就丟失了愛
而我的淚 怎麼就流下來

Haunted!

Why on earth am I haunted by work when rite now I shld be on leave leh? All thanks to tat farking bitch that I mentioned on my previous entry (Stupid Bitch!!)! Strong feeling tat my boss is really going to have a 1-to-1 talk with me lor... Not scared, juz worried... Ya, will worry all the time if there's any 1-to-1 talk with her...

But I muz still say this: Tat XX is a real pain in everybody arse lor... Complained abt this, complained abt that. Why she never stare in the mirror and complained abt herself ah? And I'm very sure that I will never befriend anyone who has the same name as her lor... It's a terrible nightmare lor!

I still wanna say this: I'm in no wrong, so fark off, bitch!