Saw a frenz in friendster earlier on... Bring back lotsa memories...
Used to like him alot back in hotel line... I worked in hotel line for almost 3 yrs... He's not the first one that I liked and not the most memorable one either... He's the last one and the youngest one... Nothing really happened... I fell for him at the wrong time... Nope, he's not attached or married when I fell for him... He's juz simply fell for another gal... I knew abt tat... Think he did like me before, way before I liked him... (I was falling for another guy lah) There's news on he liked me... He would check our working schedule to see whether I'm wkin on tat day anot... He would console me when the other guy ignored me. He would chat and joke with me when I'm feeling down... He did recommend himself to me when I chatted with him on regards of tis matter... However, it's really wrong timing... Coz I was falling quite deep in with another fella... When I started to like him liao, he moved on to another gal... Really wrong timing, rite? Initially, tot tat we might further our relationship but gave up the tots soon...
Not long after, I tendered my resignation and left the hotel industry... I did miss him then... I did think to myself why on earth am I leaving him behind... However, something happened after I left and these tots ended... I got nuisance calls... I was angry, very angry back then... I knew somebody from my ex-work place had revealed my contact number. I asked around and NONE of them admitted.... I was really hopping mad by then... Finally, he smsed me and told me that he's the one who revealed my number... I was devasted, very upset... Felt that I was being betrayed, betrayed by a loved one (Ya ya, it's a bit exaggerating but I was young lah...) I made a hasty decision of ending our friendship... From then on, we lost all contacts... I moved on with my life... He moved on with his life... Will hear bits and pieces of his whereabouts from ex-colleagues but I dun really care back then...
Truthfully, when I saw his profile recently, I was quite disturbed... Saw tat he's happily in love... I wouldn't say tat I felt happy for him coz I really dun had these tots... (I din had any evil tots as well hor...) I tot tat I had forgotten this guy for good... Had dumped him in my memories... Though it's not tat hurting anymore(maybe it's never hurting before), I also chose to ignore him... Maybe tat's not a smart choice tat I'd chosen, I still sticked on to this path till now... My decision is still the same...
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