Saturday, July 12, 2008

Tired.. Endless Bookings...

Recently, my mood aint too good... Ok, he plays a role in causing my mood swing, but juz a minor role... The main reason is WORK lor... Sighz...

Endless of work... Endless bookings... Finish this booking, 2 more flooded in... Havent even finish tat booking, another 2 more shot in... And the worst thingy is the more I work, the more stress tat I endure, the more mistakes I will make... Sighz... Juz trying to kip my fingers crossed, praying nothing terrible goes wrong... Think everybody have sensed tat something wrong with me lor... Aint the usual chitty-chatty person... Was kinda building up walls, creating fences around myself...

Mom commented tat I look tired... I told her tat I dun feel like working anymore... Think she's hoping tat I would find a job first before I left... Maybe wat I really need now is a break? I feel like I'm in a quicksand... The more I struggled, the deeper I fell into... And if I dun struggled, I would juz sink rite in liao...

I shld plan something tat I'll be looking forward to... Think tat might help me brighten up abit...

I'm simply drained out...

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