Goodbye 2008, Welcome 2009

2008 is coming to an end in juz another 6hrs or so... WOW!!! So fast hor?! Wat have u done in 2008?! And wat have I done in 2008?! Let me recall ah...

Biggest shock of the year:
M agency is under my care... Haiz~~~ Think, to everybody, taking over M agency is like wat I'm supposed to do lor... It's within expectations tat I'll take over since Chia resigned... *Shake head* Cannot think like tat lah, people!! Up till now, I still really doubt ability woh... Can I really handle M agency?! Ya, I know tat it's been 10mths since I took over M agency liao and I will be 'celebrating the taking-over anniversary' in another 2mths time...

Biggest disappointment of the year:
No overseas trip... Haiz~~ Plan, plan, plan... Fail, fail, fail... Everyone around me was travelling out of Singapore lor for a vacation... Everyone was bringing back a souvenir for everyone... Sad!!! No chance to travel... Hopefully that I'll be able to travel a few more times in 2009... Hehe...

Fave season for this year:
Apart from going back to work on National Day and Hari Raya, other PH doesnt really mean alot to me, other than taking a break from work... Towards end of the year is where all the fun and joy begins... Counting down of Hari Raya Haji in Dbl O is the mark of the beginning... I especially LOVE this year Christmas... Hehe... Received lotsa gifts and cards from frenz and from him as well... Hehe... To me, he's juz so cute... Haha...

Lotsa money spent for this year:
Yes, no overseas trip... Hence, I spent the money on other thingy... I bought a NDSL in May, bought a Sony Camera in October, bought a Juicy Conture watch in December... Think these 3 items are the most expensive items tat I bought for Year 2008... And as usual, I oso bought lotsa clothes, shoes, VCDs/ DVDs, earrings, etc... Spent spent spent... Money are meant to be spent, rite?! Haha...

Ermz, abit happening this year lah... Attended 3 chalets and countless of drinking sessions... Haha... Okie, I will try to refrain abit next yr... :p Hehe... Lotsa ups and downs on work as well... Haiz~~~ Hopefully next year will really be better... =) Of coz, hope tat my love life will be better as well... Sweeter and happier... =) Okie, I will put tat down as one of the hopes and wishes for 2009... Hehe.. =)

Hopes and wishes for Year 2009:
- Less troublesome bookings thrown to me.. Haha.. Think kinda hard lah... Those salespersons like to do creative selling alot lor... Kaoz!!!
- Weight loss... By hook or by cook, I want to lose weight lah!! Actually I did lose a few kilos this year lah, but no one can hardly tell lor... Sad... Nevermind... Will try to shed another few kilos this year...
- Learn driving?! Not very into tat yet leh... Might considered lah...
- Go for holidays!! Yup yup... Wanna to go and relax lah... I want to see the other side of the world!!!
- Hunt for new job?! Maybe... Economy is bad leh... I oso dunno whether to venture out anot... Haiz~~~
- Sweeter and happier love relationship... (Can dun pour any cold water at me now?! Thanks hor!)
- And of coz, wealth and health comes knocking at my door... =)

Happy New Year, peeps!!!

PS: Gonna go celebrate countdown today lah... Tat's why gonna post earlier lah... Hehe.. Single hood mah.. Can go party and no one will care... Hehe... Hopefully, next yr I will get into another hood... Hehe... =)

Party Times!!!

Yup yup... Went partying again last nite... Haha... At the same place somemore... Yup, Dbl O... Crowded as usual... Okie lah.. Quite fun lah...

Carlsberg was having their roadshow over there as well... Sorry, but I dun drink beers... The only beer tat I will drink is Root Beer... Hehe... Beers aint my cup of tea lah... =)

Fun?! Okie lah... Quite lah... Went with the usual bunch of peeps lor... Hehe... We got a new member on board - Mr Huan... Haha... Kinda surprised tat he like to party as well lor... Haha...

Think I've been partying alot lately... Thanks to Quek lor... BAD INFLUENCE on me!!! Muahaha...

Something cheers me up... Something worth celebration... =)

A Joyous Season...

Yup, been out of action for a long long time... Haha... No choice lah... I'm busy lah... Busy doing Christmas shopping list, busy doing Christmas shopping, then busy wrapping the gifts lah, then busy writing Christmas tags/ cards lah... Hehe... Busy busy busy...

Today is the day where the busy-ness comes to an end! Today is Christmas Eve... Everyone is so happy... Everyone is so busy exchanging gifts... Haha... And yup yup, my hard work pays off when everyone praises tat my gift wrapping is so nice... Haha... Yup, I love to wrap presents!! I dunno why but I juz love to gift wrap so much... Hehe... Of coz, I love to unwrap gifts as well lah... Haha... I bought more gifts than last year... Well, last year was my first year at work mah... Not tat shou with everyone lor... Hehe... This year, I buy thingy like everything is so so cheap... Haha... (But of coz, thingy aint tat cheap lah)

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Received lotsa gifts as well... Love my gifts alot, especially when you know tat some of them are especially chosen juz for you... How can you not feeling touched over this, rite?! And I passed the gift to him as well... And surprisingly, I received a gift from him as well... Haha... Though I know jolly well tat it's kinda last minute gift from him, I'm still feeling cloud nine over this... Hehe... I kip telling Quek tat he's so cute and funny, but she said I'm probably the only creature who will think tat way lor... Haha... Nevermind, as long as I'm happy with it... =) And yes, 我们一定会找到幸福的!!! =)

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Took a free ride home from Ms Ong and Mr Chan... Haiz~~ What supposed to be a 45mins ride home turned out to be a near 2hours ride home instead... Cannot blame either of them lah... I'm the one to blame coz Mr Chan already repeatedly said tat he dunno the way too well liao... Haha... And almost everytime I told him to make a turn, he would tell me tat it's too late... Well, wat can I do?! And the more I sat there, the more uneasy I get, coz it's like it's really my fault lor... But he said he's a driver with a mind of his own mah... And I'm juz a passenger mah... In the end, he told me he's a driver with a mind of his own when he knows the way... So he kip telling me: How can you dunno the way to your home?! And so, I kip telling him: I paid for my rides lor, and the driver did ask/say anything lor... Think I really made them wasted a lotsa petrol... :p I reached home, feeling even more tired... Haha...

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Here's wishing everyone a
SWEET LITTLE CHRISTMAS & A SPLENDID YEAR AHEAD!!! =)

Angry!!!

Usually I wont post any entries during work lor, not even during lunch time... But I'm really angry and upset today... Argh!!!

Remember in my previous entries which I mentioned tat a package not booked?! Expectedly, the table was turned against me lor, pin-pointed at me... I'm labelled as 'the person who overlooked and din booked in the package'.. Kaoz!! I really felt 委屈 lor... But who will understand?! Mr H kip saying tat he knows and understands tat it's not my fault... But somehow, I dun think he buy tat story as well lor... Haiz~~ Yup, still searching and pending for a solution...

To make thingy worse, another advertiser said tat I forgot to book in 2 spots... Kaoz!! My fault again ah?! I remembered tat she did write an email stating to book a spot on 28oct and 31oct which we did lor... There's absolutely no email and instructions stating to book any spots on 24oct and 27oct lor... Well, according to Mr H, she said tat she verbally instructed me to book in a program on 27oct... Win liao lor! From my side, I remembered she called up to ask what's the holiday program on 27oct. I did tell her tat there's no holiday program lor... And she told me to confirm tat there's no holiday programs in which I did lor... Now, she's saying tat I told her tat there's no holiday program and she told me to book in any program avail... Harlow! How can I suka suka chose a program to book in for you?! Permission and instructions have to come from you lor... Everything you said so, then whatever I said = bullshit lah?! ARGH!!!

ANGRY!!!

Bitterly upset as well... =(

Movie - Yes Man

Got movie tix for Yes Man last nite at Vivocity... Ya, unexpectedly I agreed to watch this show, especially when the location is damn far from my home... Haha... But I got extra tix for my uncle as well... Hehe... So the kinda cunning me passed the tix to my uncle in exchange tat he drove me home after the show... Muahaha... Anyway, I tot I need a comedy to cheer me up... Haha... Kinda down recently lah... Tot tat this show might turn out to be a good show... Haiz~~ I was kinda wrong lor...

The plot: A man signs up for a self-help program based on one simple principle: say yes to everything... and anything. At first, unleashing the power of "yes" transforms his life in amazing and unexpected ways, but he soon discovers that opening up his life to endless possibilities can have its drawbacks.

(courtesy of sg.yahoo.com)

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Actually this show is kinda silly lah... I mean, where on earth would you find someone who will kip saying YES to everything?! To me, it's really impossible lor... And yup, I think I'm the type who will say NO to half the thingy lor... Haha... But I especially like the part where he spoke in Korean to try to cheer the Korean shop assistant... Haha... Quite cute...

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After a hard day at work, a comedy might help to lighten your burdens, rite?! =)

On Leave Today...

Another day leave taken today... Wasnt planning for anything actually... Juz feel like taking lor, and to clear my leave as well...

I went down to Tanjong Pagar to have lunch with Chia again today... Hehe... A note to Chia: See, I so nice to you woh... Purposely travelled all the way down to have lunch with ya... Haha... Well, like wat I said earlier on, I got nothing on actually...

Had been quite sometimes since I came out with Chia... Her company very happening recently lah... But she dun like all these happenings at all lah... She updated abit on her 近况, and I updated a bit on my 近况... Yup, I passed her a Christmas gift as well... Think you will like the gift bah, Chia... But seriously, think I'm buying an extra for ya lah... Actually I wanna add a Christmas tag card to it lah... But I, ermz, forget?! Haha... I even tot of wat to write liao... But nevermind lah, since you visited my blog quite often, I shall post it here lah... Here goes: "Merry Christmas to ya!! 我们一定会找到我们的幸福的!!! Yeah!!!" Hehe...

Went Causeway Point again today... Bought another 2 Christmas gifts... Hehe... Still got some more to buy... Gotta wait for pay day first lah... I'm really running dry soon lor... Actually shld start wrapping some presents now lor, but I'm kinda lazy to wrap leh... Hehe... I did manage to wrap, like 3, and there are still over 20 gifts not wrapped yet... Kaoz!!!

Back to work tomorrow liao... Checked my email liao lor... Haiz~~ That's the problem when you know how to check emails from home lor... You will kip checking and checking and checking... =( On a cheery side, I might be able to bump into him tomorrow leh... Kiping my fingers crossed (yet again)... =)

Christmas Season = Shopping Season?!

Hehe... Yup yup... Changed my blog title again... Haha... Ermz, this one sounds better?! I will stick to this for the time being lah... Will change again if I can think of any...

Went shopping for Christmas presents yesterday and today... Sighz... It's really a tiring task... Haha... Went shopping at Orchard with Ms Puck yesterday... Damn crowded!! I almost wanted to shout out in agnoy when I reached Orchard yesterday... Haha... But then, my voice still hoarse lah... So save it lah!! Hehe...

Went kino initially... Wanna searched for my calendar lah... I bought a cute calendar from Taiwan last yr... But this yr, I din managed to travel anywhere lah... So no calendar from other country... =( And the calendars are kino are damn expensive lor... Kaoz!!! I wont spend 10over bucks for a calendar lor... No way!!

Went Taka Talking Hall to shop around... Juz like previous years, Talking Hall will be packed with all sorts of thingy that are juz so suitable for Christmas gifts... And yup, I did buy quite a number of gifts from there... Hehe... I din draft out my shopping list so I juz buy whatever that I think are suitable first lah... Hehe... As a surprise, I'm unable to list out the items that I bought lah... Muahaha...

Next, we went to Taka Square... And oso like previous years, Taka Square will be holding a Toy Fair lor... Haiz~~ So predictable hor?! Haha... Ms Puck said she wanna buy some gifts for children... So we went in search for the gifts lor... Strawberry Shortcake, Dora, Pokemon, Transformers... Haiz~~ Kids nowadays got so much choices... Saw 'Little Einsteins' thingy at the fair... Tot of buying them for my boss' daughter who will be holding her 'birthday party' next Sun... Haha... Called Ms Wong to ask her abt this... Her advice is to check with my boss coz we worried tat we might bought extras for them... Hehe... And luckily we did check lor, she really had them liao!!! =( Need to think of some other new thingy liao... Haiz~~

We went for dinner later on before continued to shop... =) Went back to Taka later on coz I tot of getting more thingy from there... And yes I did buy more thingy from there lor... Hehe... Later on, Ms Puck suggested tat we went Wisma to shop as well... (YES, we spend the whole afternoon shopping at Taka only!!)

We strolled along the shops at Wisma and saw a Watch shop... I told her that I actually wanted to buy a Guess? watch for myself as a Christmas gift... Haha... So she said: 进去看啦! 这一进去我就花了几百块啊!!! I did see the Guess? watch tat I'm eyeing on... And surprisingly, Ms Puck knows the 'boss' here... Haha... Actually I really got no intention to buy yet lor... But the 'boss' gave really great discounts lor... And I really mean GREAT DISCOUNT!!! So I ditched my Guess? watch aside and went to buy a Juicy Conture watch!! And I really really love my watch!!! Muahaha... (Will post the foto later lah... Haven taken any shot yet... =) )And dammit, I'm in love with Juicy Conture liao!! Nope, I'm not gonna wear the watch now... Will only wear during CNY lah... Haha... I so gonna get myself a Juicy Conture bag!!! Hehe...

More shoppings today... Went to Causeway Point to get more presents... Haiz~~ I really spent a lotsa money juz for these 2 days lor... More presents bought for my frenz and colleagues... Still got some more that I haven bought yet... And I seriously dunno wat to buy for him as well... Haha... Nevermind, still got 11 days before Christmas... Ermz, 9 days to be exact lah... (Coz Christmas not wkin mah... Then gotta give out the gifts on Christmas Eve mah...) Still got some time lah... Bought lotsa wrapping papers though... Hehe... Yes, gonna wrapped those presents myself... Yup, I juz LOVE to wrap presents lor... =)

Think I really love myself alot lor... Coz yes, I spend money on myself again... This time round, I bought shoes!!! Haha... Okie lah... Ard 60bucks for 2 pairs of shoes...

Conculsion: I'm broke after all these shoppings lor... =( Waiting for pay day liao before I can shop again... Haiz~~~

Revamp!!

Yup yup!! As you can see lah, I have changed the template/ layout of my blog... Changes took place yesterday... Did more changes today... Haha... Changed the blog title from "It's My Life" to "心情日记"... Ermz, both the layout and the titles are not up to my expectations yet... Might do more changes... =)

Well, was getting kinda sick and tired with my previous layout lah... Kinda 古板 liao... Needs something to spice up lah... Hehe... Layout change, blog title change but the blog owner is still the same lah... Haha... Think nobody will try to 'invade' here bah?! Haha...

Haha.. Tell ya something quite silly lah... Juz now I tried to log in to my account but to my horror, I couldnt find the log in sign on my blog... Aiyo... A little panic lah... Hehe... But then later on I typed in blogger.com and was able to log in as per normal liao... Think if I wanna continue to use this "She's Got Style" layout, I gotta turn to blogger.com to log in liao... Haiz...

Out of topic (again): Saw him again today... 3 consecutive days liao... Haha... Yeah! This week is another lucky week for me?! Hehe... Kipping my fingers crossed tat tomorrow will be able to see him as well... Hehe...

In Deep Waters

I finally visited 'Batam' but out of no choice... Haiz... Everything was almost alrite before lunch time... The big shock from my agency came 15mins juz before our stipulated lunch time...

Booking for Apr - May and invoice not received yet... Checked thru the system... Booking was done leh and invoices were sent out liao ah.... Then wat's the problem huh?! Called the agency and checked with them... She said she bought 4packages but there were only 3 packages reflected in the system.... Dammit!! I know there's sth wrong liao... Was wondering whether I overlooked the booking anot... Flipped out the files and dug out the booking... Booking was done by someone who had left the company liao.... Flipped thru the booking... Kaoz! There's really a package not done... No ticks, no highlighting... How insulting but the part was left damn clean and tidy... Immediately told my mentor abt this... My mentor wants me to inform the salesperson 1st... Tried to call Mr H but he din answer... Haiz... Of all times! Informed my mentor tat the salesperson din answer the call and asked her whether shld I told the agency abt it then... She said muz tell the salesperson 1st, seek for a solution from the salesperson before telling the agency anything...

He finally answered his call... Told him abt the situtation... He got a rude shock... He tell me to suggest wat can we do... I told him: It's my responsibility to tell you what happened but I cant suggest anything to you lor... I was thinking to myself: I dun want to get into deeper trouble by offering you any silly suggestions lor... He said he would escalate to his boss and seek for a solution... He said he sure to get scolding from his boss... Honestly, I dun think it's my fault lah... Okie, maybe partially it's my fault for letting someone to help me out with the booking... :( Haiz... Told Chia abt the whole story... Sad... Coz such thingy happened to me... Once again...

No news on whether any compensation needed anot... Wat can I do or say?! Wait for the verdict lor... Chia told me dun dwell over it... But when such thingy happened, you cant help but think and dwell and worry abt it lor... Upset over it...

Music - 幸福導航

幸福導航 - 陳嘉唯

作詞：徐世珍
作曲：梁偉豐
編曲：洪信傑
製作：薛忠銘

＊天空是灰色的 可是有陽光
　幸福是一定的 很遠又怎樣
　快樂忘了出場 天使折了翅膀
　我還是有希望

　眼淚是溫熱的 跟擁抱一樣
　我不會放棄的 雖然會受傷
　通往你的路上 不會隨風飄蕩
　想你我的心 就有重量＊

＃我跟著幸福導航奔向有你的地方
　不管距離夢想起起伏伏多漫長
　當時間逼著我害怕　我卻偏偏不害怕
　無路可退就會堅強

　放手讓幸福導航忘了所有的悲傷
　因為奇蹟會是堅持的人的家鄉
　當我終於學會了飛　能夠擁有全世界
　我想要的只有一樣　在你身旁＃

REPEAT＊＃＃

時時刻刻　在你身旁

Petty Creatures...

Women are petty creatures...
Tell them the truth, they dun like to listen...
Tell them the lies, they say you are not honest...
Dun tell them anything, they say you are not caring...
Hard to please... Yes, tat's women...
Hard to please... Yes, tat's me as well...

And recently, men are joining us as the petty creatures as well liao...
What's the world becoming now?!?

Ad Admin Team Building-Cum-BBQ

Yeah!!! The event finally came to an end... After weeks of brain-cracking and whatever, the whole thingy finally 11月30日划下完美的句点!!!

Really tired over this whole thingy lor... Firstly is the cost lor... I almost got into an argument with Ms Wong over the whole thingy... Kinda angry with her lah.. But then after wat Hui told me, my anger was somewhat extinguished by 3/4 liao... Morale of the story: Not everyone can read/ agree with what you do... And it goes the same for others as well...

Secondly is the team-building games... Ya, pissed again... Whatever games I suggested, Quek objected... In the end, I fed up and dun make anymore suggestions liao... Honestly, the games are finalised only on 28Nov lor...

Thirdly, the food... Haiz... Not everyone wanna confirmed their attendances lor... Kinda sianz lor... Harlow, u dun confirmed how u want me to order food? Order too little, later too many ppl and food not enuff... Order too much, later only a few cats came and food overflown... Very hard to decide woh... Haiz...

Surprisingly, everything went quite smoothly... It's really fun and enjoyable... The team-building was real enjoying... Everyone participated enthu-ly... 每个人都很玩得起 lor... =) Fotos are uploaded in facebook liao...

The BBQ... Ermz, thanks to Mr Huan lor... He did come to help start the fire lah... BUT, the fire wasnt really started until ard 8pm lor... Everyone was really hungry by then lor... Think even he, himself is damn hungry lor... But he's really funny lor...

When playing Taboo, he said: 这个可以用比的就好, 不用说的... Haha... My reply: 真的吗? 那你比给我看lor... The first few ones he did manage easier lah... But, u think I will let him off easily? Tat's so unlike me lor... I especially chose 1 of the card and told him to 比 lor... He looked at the card, then looked at me... Struggled for a while, then later tell me: cannot lah... The card tat I chose for him to 比: Lee Kwan Yew... Moments later, I chose another tricky one for him to 比 lor... Tell me how u want to 比 Istana? Muahaha... Yes, I admit! I'm really the evil one!! Muahaha...

Almost everyone left ard 1am sth... At ard 2am, 2 'spirits' wandered in lor - Mr Chan & Ms Ong... Thanks lor! Came at 2am for what huh? To help to clear up ah? Kaoz! Later then I know, coz Ms Ong got into some kinda trouble, tat's why they are late... Anyway, think Mr Chan is really hungry lor... He came, ransacked all the corners for food, gathered them together and started digging in... Haiz... Like hungry ghoist like tat lor... Everybody left at ard 4am... Peace and quiet restored! He oso very funny lor... Bought 1 watermelon and 1 honeydew for us earlier on but I told him earlier on tat I dun have knives to cut liao lor... So I told him: 买西瓜, 密瓜, 然后要我们用头敲啊?

Quek and me lazed ard at the chalet the next day till ard 7.30pm... We got lotsa thingy to pack and clean up lor... Tiring lah...

Everything was ok... Everything except tat I'm not feeling too good lor... Down with flu... I kinda lost my voice... Haiz... Juz yest, I wanted to raise my voice at one of my agencies gal but the moment I shouted, my voice cracked liao... Then I wanted to whisper sth to Quek, but I failed to do so as well... Haiz... Help me lah! (Stop telling me to drink more water lah... I already drank gallons of water liao...)

Out of Topic: I saw him today... And yest as well... Hehe... I was actually telling Hui and Quek tat it seems to be my lucky week last week coz I saw him 4times!!! Muahaha... Hey, I dun get to see him tat often lor... Got once tat I got more than a mth tat I din managed to see him hanging ard lor... So, gotta be happy and 满足了... =)

Busy Busy Busy

Yes, I'm missing in action again... No updates, nothing...

I'm particularly busy this week lah... The chalet is on this Sat... There's still a thousand thingy tat aint prepared and finalised yet... Getting the prize for the team-building on Thurs... Intending to bring the barang barang these few days....

Went to Popular after work to exchange my laptop bag yest... Dammit!! Bought the wrong size lor... Cant find a nice design there so no choice lah, bought other thingy instead... Haiz...

Intended to visit the travel agencies at Outram today with Ms Kee... We're planning for a vacation to Bangkok lor... However, damn unfortunately, the airport is closed lor... Kaoz!!! Alternative destination? Cant think of any rite now... It seems like I wont be travelling by plane for this yr liao lor... Sianz!!

Heading down to Orchard tmr with Quek... She wanted to buy her sunglassses... Haiz... She had been choosing her 'perfect' sunglasses for the past few mths liao lor... *Shake head* Haha... Ya, getting the prize as well lah... Cant afford to forget this lah... Haha... Then need to prepare my 'luggage' as well...

Friday is the day!! Check in day... Got lotsa thingy to do after check in lor... Need to buy this, need to buy that... Prepare this, prepare tat... Gotta find the rite spot for our team-building as well... Haiz...

Team-building in the noon... BBQ in the evening... Had arranged for someone to start the fire lor... Tat fella told me tat he used to be boy scouts lor... Shall wait and see then... Haha... And yes, I gonna take lotsa photos lor... Hehe...

Love is in the air recently... Especially for Hui & Quek lor... Dun deny lah... No use denying... But can pass some of the love air to Chia & Me? Haha... Oops! Yes Chia, I heard you liao! (You muz be thinking why rope me in? Hahaha...) Okie okie... Then can pass some of the love air to me? Hehe... Need it lah...

Down with flu again, I think... My throat is burning madly now... Haiz... Drink lotsa water? I did liao lor... Kipping my fingers crossed tat i wouldnt be tat bad these few days...

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Die die need to key in an entry today... Haha...

Wow!! He looked so nice today... Dressed like a Prince Charming... Haha... Ermz, might be abit over lah but it's ok... Haha... For his top, he wore the color tat I think suits him best... =) Haha... Think I sound more happy than the 当事人... Hehe...

I was walking behind him today... He really wasnt tat tall lor... Haiz... Okie, maybe I'm taller than him coz I was wearing my 3inches high heel shoes... So if I wore flats, we shld be ard the same height bah... Haha... And seriously I think he actually not bad-looking lor... =)

Juz as I tot tat my feelings for him was slowly subsides, he would somehow appear in front of me, and the feelings would somehow rekindle... I dunno how long would this last... Sometimes I really wanna gave up lor... Sometimes I would juz kip telling myself: 1 more time, 1 more chance... 不是没有想过要放弃, 只是感情一旦投入就很难收回嘛... 即使知道这很可能没什么结果, 还是想义无反顾的栽进去...

Dinner at Anchorpoint

Went to Anchorpoint for dinner with Ms Puck yesterday... Well, she wants company for dinner. Then I need to get dinner as well, so might as well lor...

Was wondering whether to head to IMM or CCK when she suddenly mentioned tat there's a Disney restaurant at Anchorpoint... Well, since I never been to Anchorpoint before, so why not? Moreover, there's a direct bus from office to there lah... =)

Think I really behave like a typical tourist lor... The minute I stepped into the restaurant, I flashed out my camera and start shooting around... Haha... Yes, am posting these pics on facebook rite now... (The connection damn slow leh... Sianz lah... Think there's sth really wrong lor... Cannot upload the photos at one go... Haiz... ) Haha... Think lately I've been taking alotsa photos lah.... But more will be coming up lah... Coz Ad Admin Team-Building is coming... Haha... So exciting!!! But yet to finalize everything... Still got lotsa thingy to plan and discuss and finalize lah... Haiz....

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Back to Disney Restaurant... We ordered 1 pizza to share... Think the pizza taste quite nice leh... Or izzit tat we are simply too hungry? Haha... But the drinks and the waffles are so-so only lah... Haha... But seriously, I think they shld have some finger foods in their menu lor... There's really not much choices to choose from lor... Tsk tsk tsk...

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Shopped around Anchorpoint after dinner... Managed to buy 2 pairs of jeans from Club Marc... Haha... Quite cheap woh... $19.99 each... Not expensive rite? And the most important thingy is: I can fit in lor... Muahaha... I juz luv them so much... Haha...

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Shopping 真的能适当的让我忘却一些不愉快的事情... =) 不过, shop 完了, 不愉快的感觉也跟着回来了... =( Haiz...

死心眼

明明就還有其他的選擇，為什麼那麼執著呢？

明明就還有其他的選擇，為什麼不嘗試去接受呢？

明明就還有其他的選擇，為什麼要那麼死心眼呢？

堅持下去就會開花結果嗎？

繼續往前走下去，幸福真的就會在不遠處嗎？

幸福，它好像離我越來越遙遠了。 。 。

該堅持或該放棄，我已分不清了。 。 。

My New Camera

Think I shld have blogged abt this topic last week... Hehe... Slipped out of my mind... Haha... Yes peeps!! I bought my camera liao!! Yeah!

Sony DSC-W170... (Dun ask me abt the features and specifications.... I really know nuts lor... This is the very color that I bought... Haha... Aiya, wanted some other colors mah other than the normal black or silver.... Then this color stand out the most... Muahaha...

Think I mentioned to a couple of frenz tat I wanted to buy a camera... Initially was aiming at one of Canon's camera which was heavily advertising on prints recently... Canon mah... Supposingly good lor... And moreover, the price wasnt really steep lah... I seriously was thinking of getting tat lor... BUT when went to the stores and see hor, Ms Quek said a big NO lor... She said the camera look more like a toy camera lor (Yes, it does really look like a toy camera...)... I was determined to get a new camera lah... So went to explore other brands lor... Was aiming on another Canon's model but unfortunately, their pink color was out of stock lor... Yes, I only want PINK color!!! (Choose a gal color so tat my bro wont borrow or took the camera away mah... Muahaha...) Alotsa others to consider before I finally set my eyes on this... Hehe...

And yes, I did bring my new camera to the Dinner & Dance... But no, no photo taken with him... Sad... :( AND, I will definitely bring it out to wherever I go lor... Haha... I even bring it to work everyday... Haha...

Music - 下雨天

南拳媽媽 -下雨天
作詞：LARA 作曲：張傑

下雨天了 怎麼辦 我好想你
不敢打給你 我找不到原因
為什麼失眠的聲音 變得好熟悉
沈默的場景 做你的代替陪我等雨停

期待讓人越來越沉溺
誰和我一樣 等不到他的誰
愛上你我總在學會 寂寞的滋味
一個人撐傘 一個人擦淚 一個人好累

怎樣的雨 怎樣的夜
怎樣的我能讓你更想念
雨要多大 天要多黑 才能夠有你的體貼

其實 沒有我你分不出那些差別
結局還能多明顯
別說你會難過 別說你想改變
被愛的人不用道歉

I especially luv the first 2 lines... Haiz...

不開心

不開心...

沒拍到照已經讓我很不開心了...聽到關於他在D&D時的一切更讓我瞬間降到谷底...看到他在D&D的照片更讓我sad到底...那真的是種折磨...心情真的是down到谷底lor... Haiz...

我真的好想棄權了...我真的不想這樣一直被他左右我的思緒...

誰來教教我該如何忘了你呢? 我真的不想越陷越深... 我不想最後變得傷痕累累... 我不想又經歷那種無助的痛...

Dinner & Dance on 28Oct

Am uploading photos of last nite Dinner & Dance on facebook... So got a tiny bit of time to blog... Haha..

I finally found a dress to wear to this Fabulous Dinner & Dance lor... Dig out tat dress from my wardrobe... Haha.. I cant even remember tat I bought this dress lor... Buy dunno for wat occasion.. Haha... Was kinda worried tat we (as in my dept and me) would be seated at different tables... But luckily, we did manage to sit at 1 quiet corner (Ok, not very quiet and not very corner lah...)

Food wise was so-so only lah... As usual, nothing great abt hotel food lah... Service wise... Think the waiter serving at our table was quite stressed up lah... He kip forgetting thingy lor... Ms Quek was hopping mad when her beer din reached her after 10mins lor... Haha... Wasnt too sure wat's going on after tat or wat's the program line-up, coz was busy taking photos outside the banquet room liao... Haha... Photos taken with my colleagues only... No photos taken with the artistes, coz not very interested in taking pics with them leh... Hehe...

Kinda disappointed in the end... Coz I din managed to see him, let alone take pics with him lah... Haiz... Sad...

Recent Updates...

Bookings flooding in again... This one pending for approval, tat one pending for approval = bookings undone... Sighz...

Dinner & Dance on next Tuesday... Dress code: Fabulous... WTH lah! Kaoz! Wat's fabulous then? T-shirt & jeans can be fabulous as well lor... Anyway, went out with Ms Puck yest to search for my 'fabulous' outfit... Ws planning to buy a dress lah... From Orchard Robinson to boutiques at Marina Square, none match/ suit me leh... Haiz... No fabulous outfit then... No fabulous dress... Sighz... So wat shld I wear then?

Oh ya, forgot to mention tat I went to rebond and color my hair (yet again) at JB last Saturday... Sat at the hair saloon from 1.30pm till 6.30pm lor... Farking long... And ya, how could I miz dozing off leh? Haha... I choose to color my hair green (bronzey green) this time round... Think it looks quite nice on me leh... Haha... Like it! Manicure and pedicure after tat... Everyone comments tat my manicure looks juz like the one tat I did myself lor... Haha... Okie, points noted! Next time I will do tat myself... Hehe... Another hour spent at the mani pedi shop... Dead tired lah.. So headed straight back to Singapore... I slept so well tat nite... Haha...

Dad's birthday celebration on Sun... Buffet dinner at Sakura... Nothing impressive abt the food... Went there few years back with a group of ex-colleagues... Services still sux as usual lor... 2 separate queues - With reservations and without reservations... Those with reservations are given the priority to enter first lor despite how late they turned up... And those with no reservations gotta queue and wait farking long lor despite how early you turned up... Kaoz! And dun think it's very hygiene as well lor... I witnessed tat 1 of the runner dropped the cover of a hotplate while on his way to serve the customers. Another waiter lent a helping hand by conveniently picked up the cover and placed it back on the hotplate! OMG! Ya, tat's what I witnessed lah... Congratulations to the lucky customer who ordered this dish lor... And yes, rest assured tat I will definitely not visit this restaurant again lor, at least not this outlet...

Music - 誠實地想你

A song tat I listened so frequently recently...

郭采潔 - 誠實地想你
作詞：姚若龍 作曲：顏克前

世界忽然變形 忽然很安靜
無助的我一秒間 失去重心
聽你不停為我擔心 看你不停離我而去
你 要我照顧自己

是我做了什麼 讓天使生氣
還是忘了做什麼 讓幸福遠離
也許該要真的相信 有種愛叫遠遠關心
痛 卻又哽住呼吸

我 用狂奔 用無力 用惡夢 去想你
我討厭命運驕傲的神情
嘲笑我沒半點權利決定

我 用痛哭 用回憶 用深愛 去想你
去體會什麼是迫不得已
越懂才越有勇氣 誠實地想你

是不是 擔心 我怕黑不敢前進
那顆 本來沒墜落的流星才拼命燒亮了自己

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Think I have, once again, neglected my blog liao... Haha... All thanks to facebook - Pet Society lor... Haha... I kip visiting there, kip scrubbing and bathing my pet, that I totally forgot abt here... Hehe... Why here now? Coz pet society got error lor... Sighz... Kip encountering errors these few days... Sianz...

Life is still the same... Bookings flood in, drowning me... But I still got a lifebuoy to hang on for now... Think if my lifebuoy 'no air' liao, then I'll be drowned liao lor... Haiz... Chances of meeting him or talk to him is still the same as well lor... Shld use the word RARE liao... Sighz... Bo bian lah...Almost everyday is the same lah... See his car, but person nowhere in sight... Unlike somebody, can get to see the other person almost regularly lor... 真是身在福中不知福啊!

Hope that I can get to see him tomorrow... Kipping my fingers crossed... (Yes, I only hope to see him coz I worried that I will stammer when I talk to him... Haha... )

Vivo Followed By Chilling Out

Went Vivocity with Ms Quek yesterday... What so good abt Vivocity huh? (Sound familiar, Ms Quek? haha...) I dun really like there lah... Coz first of all, it's damn too far from my house lor... Haha... Secondly, the shops there are kinda classy and expensive lah... I cant afford lah... Hehe... And even if I can afford, I oso not really interested lah... There's only 1 shop there tat I like best - La Senza... Haha... And yeah, I finally purchased new inner beauty from there after dunno for how many months... Haha...

Went Halo Bar (somewhere near SIM) after tat... To chill out, tat's wat Ms Quek said... Haha... We took some fotos... Haha.. Funny faces fotos... Haha... She talk abt her Mr Bad Mood, and I talk abt my Mr Good Mood... Haha... We tried to change topics but somehow or rather, those topics would still end up talking abt these 2 fellas lor...

我真的很想骂醒我自己woh... 为什么偏偏要向高难度挑战? 真的是自讨苦吃 lor... Haiz... 找一个简单一点的, 我不是就可以天天开心, 天天满足吗? 偏偏简单一点的却不合我意... 烦啊!

Reasons To Rejoice =)

10 reasons that will make me happy (排名不分先后):

1. Pay day
2. Strike 4D/ Toto/ Big Sweep
3. Less troublesome bookings
4. Someone appreciate your works
5. Lost weight
6. Go on overseas trips
7. Shopping
8. Listening to my fave songs
9. See him
10. Talk to him

10 simple reasons to make me happy... :) And yes, I'm really happy today... Haha... After weeks of regrets/ unhappiness and watever, I'm finally really happy today...

No Title

Another day past by... Another day tat I din managed to see him... Well, like wat Ms Quek said lor: 没有看到他是正常的, 有看到他才是真的有问题... Haha... Dun wanna admit but kinda true lah... Haha...

Today is my 1st lesson on knitting... Haha... Okie lah... Nothing much expected coz I juz knitted a row lor, then time's up liao... Will try to continue tomorrow if I'm not busy... Hehe... And I would like to clarify again: I learn knitting not bcoz of him hor... I learn knitting for the sake of myself hor... And yes, I'm not knitting anything for him... At least this tot never came across my mind yet lah... Hehe...

I was reading thru my past entries last nite and was laughing my head off... Why I can write such silly (and funny) thingy huh? But ever since he stepped into the picture, my entries become kinda emo liao lor... Haiz... Why like this?

1st PH in Oct 08

Cant believe the silly thingy tat I did for this Public Holiday... Haiz... I went back to work today... Yes, again on a Public Holiday... Nope, not abt overloading of work... Went back to correct a mistake which luckily I remembered when discussing with Ms Quek yest... And I die die had to go back today coz the invoices will be generated tonite lor... Anyway, no harm lah... I got nothing on today lah...

Met up with Ms Puck for late lunch at Holland Village after 'work'... Haha... Well, as I said mah, I got nothing on and I dun wanna go home tat early lah... So when she suggested Holland Village, I said ok lor... Been to Holland Village once, and it was nite time... Yes, go there lim lor... Not much impression of there lah... Anyway, there's oso nothing much to shop around there lah... All I managed to buy is my lunch and a pair of beach shorts which I intend to wear at home... Haha... The pair of shorts is cheap lor... Only 5bucks...

Most importantly, I bought wools... Muahaha... Yes, I want to learn knitting!!! Haha... I want to knit a shawl... And excuse me peeps, the shawl is meant for me, myself and not for him... Okie? Dun be mistaken lah... Anyway, the wools are really damn expensive lor... Nearly 60bucks... I'd better have the patience to finish this piece of art lor... Or else, it would be money down the drain again... Haha... Kipping my fingers crossed... Hehe...

Another of my colleagues left yest... Kinda sad lah to see frenz left lah... Haiz... But at the same time, I'm wondering when will be my turn lor... Haha... Not this year liao, I think... Chances are much much much much much higher next year... Hehe...

Feelings

Last post of this month... :) Time really zoomed past lor... I struggled in this job for a year past liao... Still struggling lah... Haiz... Well, life still carries on mah...

The last conversation with him is still haunting me till now lor... Sighz... A kinda bad experience? Maybe... Was hoping for another chance but I seriously doubt tat this second chance would come... Haiz... Was hoping for a rewind... But dun think can rewind lah... Hur hur...

人们常说人生如戏... 没错啊! 人生是如戏, 只是这处戏是没有rehearsals, 没有 NG, 没有的从来... 有时机会一旦失去了, 就很难再得到了...

关键问题还未得到答案... 要如何取得答案又是另一个大问题喔... Haiz... Why so many questions? Why everything pending? And yes, his name is strike off from the invitation list liao... Dun nid to wait till the ultimate deadline liao...

没心情

Someone read this sentence on a novel and somehow this sentence remind her of me: 什么事情都是这样，所有的答案在问题形成前，就已经清楚刻在每个人的脑海里。

Ya, it links back to the 'invite or not invite' thingy... Ya, it links back to the last conversation I had with him... Ya, it links back bits and pieces of him...

Days past but the unhappiness still somehow struck within me... Sighz...

Tot tat shopping would somehow makes me feel better... Yes, initially it does... I spent over a hundred bucks on a top, a bottom, a belt and a dress... Somehow, the happiness doesnt last long...

Wat's happening to me huh? I really wondered...

Mixed Feelings

After dunno for how long, I finally had a chance to talk to him... I shld be happy rite? But the feelings juz isnt rite leh...

Tat's the problem... Can only call him or watever when thingy croppped up... And likewise, he only called me when he needed help... It's kinda sad lor... Why can we communicate in such a way? Sighz...

Before I called him, I was feeling all nervous.. Dun ask me why... I juz felt super nervous lor... Cold palms... Not sweaty, juz freezing cold... Haha... Well, like wat I said before, U dun wanna act stupid, silly or watever in front of the person tat U fancy, rite? Me too... Haha...

It's been super duper long since I last spoke to him lor... Somehow, today's conversation kinda upset me... Sighz...

To Invite Or Not?

We began to sound like those kopitiam ah-pek, omitting all those salutation titles... C'mon lah... Tell me! Doesnt Quek, Chia, Hui, Tay sounds like those kopitiam uncles 称呼吗? Shift all blames to Hui!! She started this 'trend'!! Haha...

He's on leave... So it's hundreds of hours tat I wont be able to see him lor... Haha... Nevertheless, debates on whether he shld be invited anot still carried on, but via msn this time round... Part of the advices/ lectures from the kind soul:

1) Nope, u no need to think anything, juz INVITE him.... Its juz a invite, its not 100% he will turn up... But if u didnt even sent the invite to him, 100% he WONT turn up....

2) Ultimately, u are the ONLY person to know whether u want to invite him a not.... Just remember one thing loh, dont regret....

3) Opportunity doesnt come knocking on ur door so often... Maybe if he comes to the chalet, can get to know him better...

4) I am not forcing u to take any actions... Like what u say, u need to find an answer to ur qns... but when there is no interaction at all, how to find answer.....

Yes, kind soul... Points noted... I know you try to talk thingy into my mind... And you really sounded kinda pissed off with me lor even though it's via msn... Haha... I will do some soul-searching lah... Hehe... Anyway, I still got some time to play before the ultimate deadline rite? Haha... Maybe, if the feeling had faded off by then, we can save on this argument/ debate/ advice/ lecture liao... =)

Tots...

Went Orchard again last Fri... Dinner was a hard decision when someone kip saying "Anything but Cafe Cartel and subject to elimination..." Final choice was Pastamania coz the queue was the shortest among the restaurants around (In fact, there's no queue at all...) Headed to nydc for desserts later on... Ermz, tot the mudpies are very well-known? How cum I dun feel tat fantastic abt?

I almost felt like I'm a suspect last nite... Being interrogated almost the whole nite... Why like this? Sighz... Was kinda forced to plan out the guestlists... Aiyo... Yes, I did think of inviting him doesnt equal to I have to invite him, rite? Think he will feel outta place as well lor... And yeah, kinda regret abt the whole chalet thingy... Haha... Maybe it isn't such a good idea abt getting a chalet, rite? Haha... AND I really think it's damn too early to send out invitations lor...

Questioning, questioning, questioning... Endless of questioning... Plans, plans, plans, endless of plans... And yes, these plans will never worked out if I, the main character of this whole 'drama', refused to act or take part at all... And like wat I told you guys last nite, the problem/ question tat is lying rite in front of me is damn important to me lor... The answer/ result will definitely affect my decision... Yes, those might be rumours only but these rumours might be true oso lor... 我只能说: 请你们高抬贵手, 放过我吧!

And ya, I'm not planning to go Double O next Fri... No no no no no... I dun wanna be dead drunk!

R/S Part III

Few days ago, I asked someone this question: So you want to 暗恋 only ah? U dun want to be together? This fella is in a similar kind of situation with me... Haha... The reply: Dunno leh! How abt U?

Sighz... If I tell you tat I din tot of being together, will you believe me? Haha... However, there's a big question/ problem lying in front of me lor... It's not tat I try harder and the problem will resolve automatically (or will it?)... I dunno, I really dunno... I oso wish tat 我们能有未来, 不过挡在眼前的却是一道一道的难关... 能否过难关还是一回事 woh... 有些东西不是努力、不断付出、不断往前冲就能取得成绩的... 当然在原地踏步更是不会有成果啦...

应该先解决目前的问题，才来考虑成果吧？对吗？

R/S Part II

My mind was hatching with plans... Plans of striking conversations with him... Haha... Thanks to the schemes and plans that someone offered... Haha... Though I seriously doubt tat I will put these schemes or plans to actions... Hehe...

Yeah, I'm considered a coward when it comes to R/S, I have to admit tat... Well, you dun wish to act stupid or silly in front of the person you like, do you? Neither do I wish to lor... Maybe it's this kinda thinking tat stopping me... You will tend to think alot lor... Think of wat to say to him/her... Think of how he/she will react... And before you can utter a word, he/she had juz walked past you... Sighz... Disappointment aint the only word to describe but it's played a damn important part then...

其实，在漫漫人海中我们能相遇已经是件不简单的事了... 就算可能到最后我们都不会有结果，我还是很感激能够遇见你... 也许你可能又是一位在我人生中只留下脚印的人...

我现在是真的没办法采取任何主动 lor... 好希望我的勇气快点来啊！Haha...

R/S

Found this quote by chance... Was actually searching for another quote... Hehe...

感情的事是很难去形容的...
...

好多人问我到底是喜欢他什么... 嗯, 其实我也不是很明白我喜欢他什么... 这是一种感觉嘛... 要我怎么去形容这感觉? 我形容不出来嘛! Haha...
...

Fellas, not tat I dun want to take any actions, I dun have the confidence lah... Haha.. Moreover, there's still some possibilities problems lying ahead lor... To Ms Consultant A & B on Fri nite, you know wat's the problems I'm refering to bah... And to Ms Consultant C & D, I'm sticking to the original one... No more the other one liao... Hehe...

Likewise, I oso want a book of Answers... Haha... Answers to those questions tat are swirling in my mind like a hurricane... Sighz... Someone told me tat I'm the 被动 type... And yes, it's true lor... For certain thingy, I can be real 主动 but when it comes to R/S, I'm the super 被动 type lor... 几年前我也曾经主动过啊，还搞到人人皆知 (不是我要把事情弄大啦，不过当你有个‘广播电台’的同事，不搞到人人皆知才怪咯...) 当时的他却不领情，感觉受伤... 也许这就是让我却步的原因吧... 我想不是每个男人都喜欢如此主动的女人吧... And ya, 想太多 is 女人天性 lor... Haha...

Alcohol

Juz for laugh... Hehe...

And to update, I juz bought 2 bottles of white wine today... Hehe... White wine is healthier as compared to vodka bah... Hehe... The only problem is I dunno how long will the 2 bottles lasted me... Haha...

Ya ya... I know... Excessive drinking is unhealthy... I will take note... Dun worry too much, okie? :)

Will post another entry soon... Dun worry, it's not abt alcohol... Haha... And I dun think anybody will be interested in me and my alcohol rite? You peeps are seem to be more interested in me and him lor... Haha...

Updates...

Yes, I'm out of action for these few days... Hehe.. The first few days coz nothing exciting enuff for me to blog leh... Then Thur was internet's down... (Damn mad over this lor...) Fri was out to somewhere else till now... Haha... And surprisingly, I'm still wide awake at this hour woh... Hehe...

Had a long chat today with 2 of my 'consultants'... Haha... It was all about guessing games initially... Once the answers are revealed, it's all about plans and schemes... Haha... But I'm quite relieved tat no one told me tat he's a bad choice lor... No one yet... Juz on Wed, another 2 of my 'consultants' were advising me as well... On the same topic with different plans and schemes.... Yeah peeps... It's all abt MWR (a upgrade version of BGR)... Haha... (Will update more if I got the time tmr...)

To all my 4 'consultants': Points noted... Advices keyed in... Actions - not yet taken... Sighz... I think in the end, I'll still fail lor and 'disappoint' all of you... Haha...

Actually my plan for Fri's nite was karaoke and drinking session... But since like no one agreed with me leh... Sob sob... Everybody almost tot tat I become a 酒鬼 liao... Haha... But no lor... Work is getting stressful nowadays lah... Need to relax, unwind and chill down mah... Ya, tat's the excuse tat I've been giving for these past few days... Muahaha... Anyway, we din go for a drink later on... And peeps, if you think tat's gonna stop me from drinking for the nite, pls drop tat tots! I've still got half bottle of vodka at home lor... Haha... (And yes, I'm sipping the drink rite now... Haha...) Yes, I know... Excessive drinking is bad.. But I'm not an excessive drinker yet mah... Hehe... And dear Ms Liao, I dun drink vodka everyday hor... I only drink on Thurs, Fri or Sat... Selected days only... Haha...

And ya, I finally 搞清楚 tat I still prefer him... I still like him... Though chances are still not high, he's still my only choice for the time being... Feelings for him are still engraved deeply lor... Hard to remove at the moment... The other one is juz a 晃子... Haha...

我应该去争取吗? 不争又怎么知道结果呢?
矛盾啊!

Angry!!!

I received a threat today!!! And I'm damn angry over it!!!

Dammit! Juz bcoz of 1 sms and you threatened me? Aint you behaving rather childish and over-sensitive? My sms to him is nothing lor... Yes, it's nothing but it oso doesnt mean tat I have to show you wat's the sms abt! If you are so eager to find out, call him and find out lah! And pls, if you think I'm interested in him as well, do you think I will give any hints or say anything tat you are interested in him as well? Siaoz ah? Why should I ruin my own chance?

Better control yourself and dun think too much... 不然你就好自为之了!

曾经

曾经有人对我说: 我捉住你的手之后, 我再也不放开了... 最后放手的不是他, 而是我...

曾经有人对我说: 其实我也很不错啊, 为何不考虑考虑? 我却把这句话当成玩笑话...

我就这样错过了吗?

想捉住些什么, 却怎么也捉不住...
想留住些什么, 却什么也留不住...

Today

Obviously aint in the perfect mood rite now, but I juz wanna write sth...

Everything was ok in the noon... Mit Ms Chia for lunch... Travelled all the way down to Tanjong Pagar juz to have BK with her... Haha... Arent you kinda touched, Ms Chia? Hehe... Ms Quek called in the middle of the meal, complaining tat she's bad mood... Well, her bad mood lasted for couples of days liao... Wat's the cause of her bad mood? I dunno, she dun wanna tell me... So I guess myself lor... I think got sth to do with him (this him not my him lah... Let me label him as Ha-choo) lor... But she denied it... But I trust my 第六感 lor...

Went to visit my hairstylist after tat... She went to a new place to work... Wasnt in my plan to visit her initially... But since I got the spare time, why not? Had a haircut and treatment... Dun think can see great difference in the haircut lah... However, my hairstylist did mention tat 我越来越女人了... Haha... Ok, 就算是骗我的, 我也很开心啊! 女人嘛, 就是爱听这些话... Hehe...

Wat makes my mood down, you may ask... It's a long story lah... I dun want to talk about it... So dun ask liao... I can only say that it's not my 义务 to be on standby mode always lor... It's the same for you as well... So let's be fair and square lor... 只能说心情不好啦... And to make thingy worse, back to work tomorrow liao... Sighz...

Mood changed...
Feelings changed...
Can unchange? Sighz...

时间

On leave for today and tomorrow... Nowhere to go actually... Juz wanna take leave and laze at home... Work is drowning me for the past 2 months... Tot tat a short break will be good... 也许时间太多了, 才会胡思乱想...

有些事情是勉强不来的, 勉强是不会有幸福的... Sighz...

我不想把事情想的太复杂... 能简单化吗?

我不想想太多, 能不想了吗?

时间能冲淡一切, 时间能改变一切...

我真的希望如此...

BBQ Over The Weekend

TVM sales peeps organised BBQ over the weekend... Ms Quek & I turned up at their chalet on Fri... Well, initially they told us tat they wanna go karaoke lor... In the end, makan at a Hongkong cafe in E-Hub!, bought some stuff at NTUC, and set back to the chalet liao... Sighz! Where's my karaoke?!

Fri - a time to unchill for all... They drank beer while I drank white wine... Played games and drank lor... Think I drank quite a fair bit... 3 bottles of white wine... Think I drank most of the white wine lor... Drank until the 3rd one... Hate the taste of the 3rd one... Think there's some 'residue' of beer in the cup as well, tat makes me puke out... After puking, I awake again... But then, I dun drank anymore... Haha... Everyone was real tired lor... But I still sneaked home at 3.30am and reached home ard 4... Was kinda worried tat the door would be locked but Dad had went out to work already... Fun? Yeah... Mr Chan & Mr Ee were really great jokers lor...

Sat - BBQ... Had wanted to buy a bottle of vodka initially... But goes against the idea later on... Hehe... (I really regret tat lor! I shld have bought tat bottle! Damn!) Mr Chan's BBQ chicken wings aint really tat delicious as compared to Ms Quek's BBQ chicken wings lah... Haha... Think I'm the 1st one to comment the chicken wings not nice lor... Haha... We made Enoki Bacon there... :) Mr Ee was kinda surprised on the Golden Mushrooms... His first reaction was "The golden mushrooms for wat huh? U think we got steamboat here ah?" Haha... Anyway, it's a challenge for us to prepare tat dish lor... Coz there's no scissors nor knives around lor... So in the end, 1 of us tore (yes, tore) the golden mushrooms, 1 of us tore the asparagus and another one tore the bacon... Haha... And yes, our hard work paid off when everyone exclaimed tat the food is nice... :) Sat nite aint as fun as previous nite... Think bcoz their boss and the rest of their team around... And the rest of them were actually more interested to watch the Ch8 old movie instead... *Faintz* They only joined us for the games during commercial breaks... *tsk tsk tsk*

Was thinking of organising another chalet... :) But not tat soon lah... Work has drive me crazy recently... I really sincerely hope tat September will really be a better month for me lor...

Dunno What To Title Entry

Ermz, this entry is kinda difficult to write... Coz I really dunno what to write lor...

First of all, my job... Yes peeps, I'm still at this job... Resignation letter has yet to type out (To me, type = muz tendered liao no matter what)... Ermz, lesser complaints/ grumbles from me this week bah... (Note that I used the word lesser, not No, coz I will complain/ grumble no matter what... Haha...) Was wondering, pondering hard whether is it the olympics that making me stressed... 因为上个星期五, 在下班的时候, 我能真正感觉到自己在松一口气lor... Maybe it juz happened that last week was really the darkest hours for me bah... Anyway, gotta really thank Ms Hui & Ms Chia... They really did all they can to 开导 me lor... Haha... Thanks ladies... :)

感情方面 - Think me and him really drifted apart liao... Further and further apart... Nothing to kip us interact leh... Ms Quek kips telling me to change target... Haha... It's easier said than done lor, Ms Quek... My feelings for him still lingers around lor... Wait till the feelings subsides bah... But at this rate that we're going, the feelings will subside pretty soon lor... Kinda sad lah... :(

BBQ this Sat with TVM colleagues... Honestly, I was thinking that they werent really wanted to invite me one lor... Think they extended the invitation to me bcoz of Ms Quek lor...

Ms Quek, pls go see a Chinese physician lah... Yes, she sprained her ankle when partying last Sat... And yes, she's walking super slow nowadays lor... The speed is slower than my mom's speed lor... Sighz... I really cant tahan tat speed lah, Ms Quek... 祝你早日康复啦! Hehe...

Can I Juz Resign?

I really feel like quitting my job...

Everyone thinks I'm ok, I'm stronger than wat I think I am... Everyone thinks, except me... I belittled myself? How come I dun think so?

Can I juz resign?
Can I quit?
Can someone pls 开导 me? I know I'm thinking very negatively now... But I juz cant help it leh...

不开心... 超不开心... =(

Stressed Out...

I'm under stress!!!

Why my work nowadays is so stressful? Well, I'm not trying to say that it's not stressful in the past... Juz tat my workload is really getting heavier and heavier liao... Honestly, I worked until I wanna cry liao lor...

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Can those bookings juz stop for a day?

Can let me juz finish wat's in my hand 1st before flooding in yet another batch?

Can I juz resign?

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我并不想逃避... 因为逃避也解决不了问题啊!

我并不想退缩... 因为退缩也不是办法!

勇敢面对? 我这不就是在面对了... 只是我不知道我能顶到几时...

好累... 真的好累...

Updates...

Yeah! After waiting for a few days (less than 2 weeks lah...), my laptop finally made its arrival yesterday! Woohoo!!! (Yup! Am using my latest gadget to key in this entry... :) ) Of coz, i'll be hunting some accessories for this gadget... Thus, will need to spend more money liao... :(

Work wise... Sighz... My fastfood advertiser gonna send in booking... It's not that they sent in bookings that upsetting me. It's the campaign start date that totally turned me off lor... Pls lah, tell you got sponsorship clash on Olympic Period and you die die still wanna go in... So sianz... Then tat Mr H lor, tell him that the fastfood advertiser cannot go in liao mah... He still wants them to go in... Kip telling me bo bian. Really bo bian anot? 你真的是要我死你才甘心啊?

Really kinda sianz of work lor, especially when you found out that someone messed up your bookings, yet again... Sighz... Campaign ended on 26 liao mah... How come still got 1 spot on 27? Not tat I want to 冤枉 her lah, but based on her previous records, she's the most 可疑 one lor... 心真的是瞬间凉了一半 lor... Me? Why me again? Can those 2 sisters juz leave me and my booking alone?

And dear Ms Quek, 你可以不要一直针对他吗? 他真的有那么令你反感吗? 从发型到穿着到车子到行为表情到言行举止, 你好像都很不满 woh... 他到底是哪里得罪你啊?

My Way of Celebrating National Day This Yr...

If you asked me how did I 度过 National Day previously, I seriously dun recall at all lor... But today is different, totally different... I spent half the day in office... Yes, I went back to work... Dun tell me tat I change... 我也不愿意啊! I dun have much choice lah... I need to rush the current bookings I have in hand... New batch of bookings will be flooding in next week lor... Sighz...

Went back to office ard 11am... All alone in the office... Sighz... Ya, there's no other goondu who want to work on Sat/ Public Holiday lor... :( Switch on my pc, switch on my itunes, then start to bury myself in work liao... Was kinda pissed off lor... The program speed is still tat S-L-O-W... And the funny thingy is there's still hotfix lor, telling me to restart the program... *Slap forehead* The most 气人 part is the photocopier machine lah! Wah kaoz! Wanted to save papers, ended up I wasted more paper instead lor... Hey, not my fault woh... Paper jammed, paper jammed, paper jammed!!! I kip clearing until I so fed up tat I gave the damn copier machine 1 hard kick lor... In the end, I decided to print the listing from another printer instead...

Hopefully, my holiday spent would be worthwhile... I did manage to clear most of the bookings in hand lor... TVM bookings not clear yet coz grid aint ready yet... Another booking not clear yet coz need to re-attach the agency name... Ermz, everything shld be ok liao... Gave a buzz to Ms Chia and we decided to mit up... :) I need to relieve stress!!! And ya, my way of relieving stress - shop, shop, shop!!!

Mit Ms Chia at AMK... Had an early dinner at McDonald (bcoz of the glass)... Ms Chia asked me whether I had anything in mind... My replies: Clothes and anklet... I simply need to spend some money lah... And besides, I think I need these stuff as well...

1st stop - Bega Fashion... Tried at least 5 - 7 tops... Black, black, black... Yes, I simply love black tops... I did try a yellow top as well as a pink one... But I still look better in black lah... Hehe... In the end, I bought 2tops and Ms Chia bought 1... Dun worry Ms Chia, tat top you bought is nice lah... Not exactly suitable for me lah... I felt kinda strange in tat outfit lah... :)

Bought an anklet, 2 pairs of earrings, a ring and an eyeliner after tat... Yup, spent quite a fair bit of money there... But ya, felt kinda better lah... Less stressed up... Maybe it's not the prefect way to relieve stress, but it's this way tat I adopt for now... Ok ok... Will adopt another healthier way of relieving stress, peeps...

Thanks Ms Chia... For your understanding... For keeping me company this evening... And for spending money with me as well... Haha... She bought almost the same amount of items with me... :)

Another day to rest before I started my work war on Mon... But I will be anticipating Mon's arrival... Coz my new notebook will be here!!! Woohoo!! I'm so excited... :)

Gotta have a good rest tomorrow before I can start to 冲刺 for Mon... :)And yes, I seriously hope tat I can still endure... Can I?

I miss...

I'm given the chance to speak with him today, but I give it a miz...

Regrets? Yeah... Sighz... Kip thinking abt this the whole day lor...

If I'm given another chance, I would seize this opportunity...

I think I will...

I must...

Will there be another chance for me?

Will the chance be here tomorrow?

Waiting...

Wow! It's already August liao... Hope tat this month is a much better month for me as compared to last month... A better month in all sorts of ways lah... Of coz, work and relationships inclusive... Hehe... :) 4 more months and Christmas will be here again... Haha... Yeah... Kinda looking forward to Christmas... Like the 气氛 tat people exchanging gifts... Haha... Ya, it may be kinda headache when coming to buy gifts for everyone but I'm ok with it lah... :)

Nevermind abt Christmas 1st... Anyway fellas, remember in my previous entry tat I mentioned my PC is dying soon? Haha... I was really boiling mad lor... So I smsed Ms Chia and asked her how much she bought for her laptop previously... (I need a rough estimation lah... I never bought laptop before mah...) After a few sms here and there, Ms Chia was kind enuff to tell me tat she would look out and forward the HP promotions to me, should there be any... Ermz, think tat was on last Wed? Got an email from her on Thur nite... On HP Promotions! I din managed to check my mail till Friday morning (Ard 6 sth lah... I need to check my mails before I left for work lah...) HP is having Early Bird National Day Sales!!! Wow! Came juz in the rite time... Haha... Browse thru the site... But couldn't make any purchase yet... Sighz... Have to wait then...

During lunch time, I went to the site again... Haha... Hey, this time round, I can explore the site liao... :) The notebook - $899... Wow! Should be quite worthy bah... Limited to 1st 20 customers... Hmm... Should I buy now, I was thinking... Was happily chatting with Ms Lee, telling her tat I wanna get the notebook... And to her utter horror, the next moment, I turned and told her I made the purchase liao... Muahaha... Aiya, 速战速决mah... She said I din make any consideration at all... Hey, I did hor... But not tat long lah... 前后加起来不超过1个小时啦! Hehe... Next, while making my way to the ladies, I smsed Ms Chia abt my purchase... She oso kinda shocked abt my 快狠准... Hehe... She and Ms Lee tot tat I kinda 冲动 lah... But then I was thinking: Aiya, limited to 1st 20 mah... I might not be the 1st 20 one leh?

On Saturday, I went back to the very same website again... I was surprised to see the wordings "SOLD OUT" on the notebook promotions... Yeah! I was damn happy to learn tat I'm among the 20 finalists to be the proud owner of a new notebook... :) Muahaha...

So, the foremost thingy I need to do now is to wait! Wait for my new gift to arrive! 14days... Another 10days to go....

WOOHOO!!!

Sianz!

This month really damn 不顺 lor... Everything went wrong... Wat's wrong huh?

First is work problem lor... 接二连三的收到恶耗... 明明错不在于我, 却硬要我吃死猫... 真的是ABC XYZ... And to top things worse, 1 of the agencies is transfering some accounts to my M agency... Dammit! Then why M agency din transfer some accounts out? Really pek chek lor...

感情更不用说了... 还在原地踏步lor... I make no action at all... Excuse me, I busy with work like hell lor... Where got time for him?

And juz as July is about to end, my dear PC went haywire liao... F*** lah... 真的是嫌我的烦恼不够多lor... 要来雪上加霜!

July is really a bad bad month for me... 1 of my colleagues commented tat I smiled less often nowadays... I'm really stressed up lor! Nothing went smooth enuff to make me cheer up lor... Pls lor! With this kinda bad news kip pouring over you, how to maintain tat lovely, adorable smile? Fortunately, 1 more day before July is gone...

Self psycho in progress: Bear with it, Ms Tay... August onwards will be a better month for you liao... Everything will be as smoothly as it can be... :)

Updating...

Sighz... Wasn't supposed to be in Singapore for this week... Had wanna planned for a trip to Taiwan with Ms Quek & Ms Chia... But in the end, Ms Quek went to Taiwan with her cousin... :( Sad... And to make thingy worse, I gotta cover her for the whole of next week... 真的是狠狠地在我伤口上踩两脚啊!!!

TV Party at Dempsey Hill on Friday... 1 of the dunno pub/cafe/restaurant lah... My very first 'party' with these people... Haha... Ya, completely bypass my 1st D&D lor... Can still remember lor: people busy partying, busy drinking, eating, gambling horses, we were busy checking listings, booking in spots... Sighz... 只能说同人不同命啊! The food wasn't really tat impressive... Ms Wong was hoping for her bee hoon so much... Haha... Before eating any food, I sipped a few mouthful of wine liao... Think tat's where the problem lies... *Shake head* Ok lah... Quite enjoyable lah... And ya, I did like the place where I seated at... Muahaha...

I dun deny the fact tat I like him lor... Dun think it's any disgrace tat I like him lor, so why should I deny leh? Rite? Haha... Juz waiting for the rite/ripe time bah...

Sometimes

Sometimes I do think about him...

Sometimes I do wish to see him...

Sometimes I do wish to talk to him...

Sometimes I do dream about him...

Sometimes I do wonder what I like about him...

Sometimes I do doubt he knows my presence...

Sometimes I do have doubt in myself...

Sometimes I do doubt my ability...

Sometimes I do hope that someone will remind me that he and me are two different world people...

Sometimes I do like to forget about him...

Sometimes...

Music - Christina Aguilera: The Voice Within

Have been repeatedly hearing this song recently... Think quite encouraging lah, at least to me... :)

Young girl don’t cry
I’ll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl it’s alright
Your tears will dry, you’ll soon be free to fly

When you’re safe inside your room you tend to dream
Of a place where nothing’s harder than it seems
No one ever wants or bothers to explain
Of the heartache life can bring and what it means

Chorus:
When there’s no one else, look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend just trust the voice within
Then you’ll find the strength that will guide your way
You’ll learn to begin to trust the voice within

Young girl don’t hide
You’ll never change if you just run away
Young girl just hold tight
Soon you’re gonna see your brighter day

Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It’s so hard to stand your ground when you’re so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you look outside look inside to your soul

Chorus

Life is a journey
It can take you anywhere you choose to go
As long as you’re learning
You’ll find all you’ll ever need to know
(be strong) You’ll break it
(hold on) You’ll make it
Just don’t forsake it because
(No one can tell you what you can’t do)
No one can stop you, you know that I’m talking to you

Chorus

Young girl don’t cry
I’ll be right here when your world starts to fall

Sighz... Why Am I The One?

Damn suay! Work problems arise again... Really super sianz lor... Not my fault but still my problem... Sighz... It's a very draggy long story:

M Agency sent in bookings thru our e-system... They wanted to select either a 1:50 spot or a 50:1 spot, with surcharge... Sent in bookings under a generic brand... After they had submitted the spots, we created a brand new brand for it... The person who did the booking agreed to change the brand... However, unknowingly to both, once the brand is changed, the spot position will be dropped off lor but the surcharge still hang down there lor! Shucks! Everybody realised this problem when the LF is changed and emails sent out to the person who did the booking... Wah kaoz! Ya, expectedly shifted all these faults to ad admin, e.g. me lor... Really wanna ABC XYZ lor... Wah liew! They din say they book in with specific positioning in the 1st place mah, how would I know?

That's the 1st part of the story... 1 of my fellow colleagues shifted their EBB/ SB... She tot tat these spots are shiftable... Wah liew! Happily shifted the spots but the one to die is me again lor... And the worst part is: it's the very same campaign lor... Sighz! Why like tat? Think she had learnt her lesson but I think the most innocent party is me lor... Agency think tat I make the mistake... Salesperson think tat I make the mistake... Ya ya, everybody thinks the problem lies in me lor when it's not even my fault to begin with...

I'm really sianz of this job leh... 功劳就没有啦，出事了，我们就是第一个死的... 不管错在不在于我们，我们都是首当其冲的lor... And I really hate those salespersons who shifted all the blame to us when any faults/ errors/ problems arise lor... 他们真的令人反感lor！见人说人话，见鬼说鬼话、颠倒是非的讨厌鬼！

火啊！

知足

人為什麼永遠都不會知足呢?

好不容易碰了個面,卻希望能打招呼...
好不容易打了個招呼,卻希望能說些話...
好不容易說了些話,卻希望話題能一直繼續下去...

一直希望能得到多一點點的什麼, 卻總是因為不知足而感到失望...

該學學如何知足了...

Tired.. Endless Bookings...

Recently, my mood aint too good... Ok, he plays a role in causing my mood swing, but juz a minor role... The main reason is WORK lor... Sighz...

Endless of work... Endless bookings... Finish this booking, 2 more flooded in... Havent even finish tat booking, another 2 more shot in... And the worst thingy is the more I work, the more stress tat I endure, the more mistakes I will make... Sighz... Juz trying to kip my fingers crossed, praying nothing terrible goes wrong... Think everybody have sensed tat something wrong with me lor... Aint the usual chitty-chatty person... Was kinda building up walls, creating fences around myself...

Mom commented tat I look tired... I told her tat I dun feel like working anymore... Think she's hoping tat I would find a job first before I left... Maybe wat I really need now is a break? I feel like I'm in a quicksand... The more I struggled, the deeper I fell into... And if I dun struggled, I would juz sink rite in liao...

I shld plan something tat I'll be looking forward to... Think tat might help me brighten up abit...

I'm simply drained out...

Music - 夢飛船: 不值得

除了想你 除了爱你
我什么什么都愿意
翻开日记 整理心情
我真的真的想放弃
你始终没有爱过 你在敷衍我
一次一次忽略我的感受
我真的感到力不从心 无力继续

这感情不值得我犹豫
不值得我考虑 不值得我爱过你
这种回忆不值得我提起
不值得想起 不值得哭泣
这段感情早就应该放弃
早就不该让我浪费时间找奇迹
这样的你不值得我恨你
不值得我为你而坏了心情
我决定不为你而灰了心 放弃爱你

除了想你 除了爱你
我什么什么都愿意
翻开日记 打开心情
我真的真的想放弃
你始终没有爱过 你在敷衍我
一次一次忽略我的感受
我真的感到力不从心 无力继续

这感情不值得我犹豫
不值得我考虑 不值得我爱过你
这种回忆不值得我提起
不值得想起 不值得哭泣
这段感情早就应该放弃
早就不该让我浪费时间找奇迹
这样的你不值得我恨你
不值得我为你而坏了心情
我决定不为你而灰了心

不为你而放弃爱情 不为你而灰了心
我决定不为你而灰了心 放弃爱你

Will I be singing out this song in the near future?

Updates On Work

Almost everything is still the same...

Busy as ever... Getting rather fed up with 1 particular advertiser lor... Kip changing and changing and changing... Send in an email to tell me to book packages... Then few days later, sent in yet another email to say the campaign postponed... Then few days later, sent yet another email to say change 1 of the packages to another package of different prices... Then following day, sent in 1 more email to say campaign to postpone yet again... Wah kaoz! They think I very free izzit? They think I only do their booking izzit? Make up ur mind lah! Tell me to book book book, then tell me to cancel... Angry!

Fastfood advertiser sent in bookings as well... Sighz... Mr H gave me the wrong info lor... Told me they would be buying packages... Kinda frustrated lor... Coz the airtime is rather tight lor... Have to do extra works lor... Ms Quek, thanks for your help... Think without your help, I would still be shifting and booking spots till 8pm lor... Hehe...

Sponsorships are in mess... Almost every recent booking is payment upfront... Sighz... Then inform the salespersons liao... Salespersons said dun nid to collect payment upfront... Wah liew! U think U finance ah? U said dun nid then dun nid ah? Gimme black and white notice with approval lah... If I followed wat you said, anything goes wrong, are you going to back me up? Or are you going to step me deeper in? Quote wat Mr T told me before: U think my first day here meh?

Almost everything is still the same... Almost... 只是感觉有点疲惫了...

What Does My Birthday Means?

Got this from Facebook...

You are a capable person but you usually underestimate your own ability. This is the cause of missing numbers of opportunity to step forward. If you try to give yourself a chance, you can be successful in life. Try to see things on the bright side and you will be happier than ever. Your Love, You are quite unlucky in love. The one in your arm is not the one in your heart. Your love has so many ups and downs. You often chicken out before seeing any progress in love.

How accurate you think it is? I dunno abt the rest but I think it totally describes my love line lor: You are quite unlucky in love... Wah liew! This sentence will be haunting me every now and then liao... Said I chicken out before seeing any progress, so shld I stand firm to this one now and wait till I see 'great improvements'? Hehe... Kinda hard leh... Well, rite now, it's still him lah, no doubt... Juz tat he dunno tat he's the one lor... Hehe... I'm still standing firmly at the moment, but dunno abt 以后 lah...

Shop, shop, shop

Spent the past few days shopping... Spent a lotsa money away... *Shake head*

On Wed, went to Orchard after work with Ms Quek... Had actually decided to have my dinner at Mid-point Orchard food court... Missed the Korean food there... However, to my utter disappointment, the food court closed down liao!!! In fact, the whole building was down liao... :( So Sad! No korean food liao... 难得我suggest to eat at food court woh, and this happened... Anyway, Ms Quek & I shopped ard Centrepoint, looking for some place to dine in lor... In the end, we settled down at Fish & Co... The service there was really good... The manager would actually approach our table to ask how's the food and would bring some magazines to us while we're waiting for our food... Haha... And surprisingly, Popular card members got discounts woh... Hehe...

After dinner, we headed to Robinsons... Wanna get that dress tat I'd been eyeing for months... Argh!!! Juz couldn't get tat dress! Tat dress is nowhere in sight liao lor... So very the sad... Next stop Takashimaya... Ms Quek got some vouchers to spend there... She had wanted to get a travel bag to prepare for her tour... Well, she juz couldn't find a bag tat suits her taste lor... Or shld I say, the bags designs are juz so limited... But surprisingly, I managed to buy a dress (Yes, it's a dress, not a skirt)... Hehe... Quite cheap mah... 39 bucks... Except tat I dunno for wat occasion would I wear tat dress lor... Went home with aching feet... Ladies, dun ever go shopping with 10cm high heels shoes... It's gonna be really challenging for ya lor...

Actually din planned for shopping on Thursday lah... We din go shopping lah... We went to our fave hangout restaurant at AMK... Before tat, both Ms Quek & I need to rush our works first coz we going on leave the following day... So we worked and worked and worked till 7.45pm... Then dragged ourselves to take a cab to have dinner... Seriously, if not for the cheap food there, we would not want to patron there lor... The service there is S-L-O-W lor... Sighz... Anyway, thanks for the meal, Ms Quek... I sincerely thank you! Hehe...

Yesterday, we headed to JB again... Hehe... Our targets: to do manicure, to buy shoes and an extra target for her is to do something to her hair... Reached JB ard 11pm... Most of the shops are quite empty lor... Think bcoz it's a Friday... Went to the Stonegrill Restaurant to have our lunch... Not really fantastic abt the meal... Think might be the 1st and last time I would go there... Shop ard for shoes... No sale... Sad... Only managed to buy our shoes when we were at Holiday Plaza... She bought 3 pairs of shoes while I bought 2 pairs of shoes... 女人的鞋橱永远少一双鞋...

Initially Ms Quek tot of trimming her hair lor... But her hairstylist disagreed... In the end, she only managed to do treatment... I joined in to do treatment as well... Hehe... Or else, wat can I do while waiting for her? Sighz... Anyway, treatments are supposed to help your hair to stay healthy mah... No harm abt doing more treatments so juz do it lor... :)

Manicure and pedicure... Aiyo, the colors on my fingers had faded off liao lor... Removed them on last Sunday liao... Need to let my fingers 'breath' mah... Had choosen a dark color this time round plus a simpler design... We requested to apply only the glitter lor... No flowers, no diamonds or watever... Too troublesome, especially when you need to wash your hair... Love the color... Not too bad looking...

Really tired after all these shoppings... A reminder for Ms Quek: Pls do check your clothing conditions before you wore them hor... U know wat I mean lah... Haha... :)